Friday 16 Sept 2011
I woke up, still feeling the same way as I did yesterday.
My parents was leaving the house to check out renovation issues and left me at home on my own. While I was listening to loud music in my living room, the person who came to install our new windows started knocking the door. The uncle called up the person-in-charge and talked loudly saying that the people are not at home and he needed electricity in order to install the windows. I quickly called up my papa to come home because I didn't want to keep the uncle waiting. Over the phone, I had a hard time talking because I am losing my voice. In addition to that, my papa kept saying: "huh?" (my papa thinks he is hard of hearing but actually there is no problem with his hearing, just that he is not having full concentration at all). Since I really close to losing my voice, I kept saying the keyword on the phone: "electricity! electricity! electricity!"
Finally, my parents came home and the uncle managed to start doing his work. My papa took me to see the doctor. Later on, I went home to sleep. I had a hard time sleeping because my papa was watching show at a loud volume and I kept receiving hp messages.
My new friend, E, messaged me asking whether I want to join her dance group. I am really honoured to do so. It, in a way, shows that my dance style and ability is well accepted. (^_^) Whatever happened last year 2010 gave me a terrible fear. I started fearing whether people ignore me, dislike me without any reason or any of that anti-social behaviour that they showed to me. It hurts when the people that you hang out with dislikes you in the first place and you are unaware of this and there isn't any reason.
On the other hand, my new friend G, we are more of talking buddies. I guess she is curious about me so we start chatting. She is also someone who discusses about attitude in dance movements. This is really a level up compared to those people who just talked about dance movements.
Watching Brilliant Legacy - Lee Seung Ki is really a good actor. He is adorable in the show when he keeps noticing the girl. His actions and eyes - wah that is really a lot of effort done to portray the character's feelings at the moment.
Currently reading Brad Meltzer- The Inner Circle. This book is much better than The Millionaires. The Inner Circle draws me right into the story and since I know some of the terms because of his own show-Decoded, I can identify easily. It is a pity that he didn't write non-fiction books. I prefer him to write books just like his show is. It is a really fascinating topic - all those conspiracies, hidden agendas and secret groups.
Seriously, the school is so slow in replying my urgent email. I think I have to call up the school once I have my voice back.
Again, I wish I can see you right in front of me.
