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Monday, September 29, 2008


Friday 26 Sept 2008

When i reached the office, everyone was waiting outside since there was no one with access to the key. Then she slowly strolled in and smiling at us...and said-i thought i have already put in the key at the same place. =______= No one bothered to reply loh. She is trying to made it sound as though it was not her fault that we were locked out and couldn't start our work on time.

Next week is children's day...so we prepared sweets for all our students out of our pocket money. Sigh, we initially thought that the company should be paying for this. The boss refused to pay loh. I am so fed up with the situation...some person can be so stingy with this.

Sigh, my student didn't come today.

Rushed back to school after my work. I am glad that i am very early for lesson...unfortunately, there wasn't much time to read through my notes. My lecturer was early for class as always and if he sees us reading our lecture notes, he will confiscate it and only return it to us after our final exams.

Today, he has been yelling at people who were late. He can't stand latecomers.

At night, i was reading through my class materials in preparation for the weekend's lessons.
Was watching F1 race too!! Cool!! Can't believe this is actually happening at Singapore!!

Saturday 27 Sept 2008 & Sunday 28 Sept 2008

I was early at work!! Plan to start classes on time. Especially for the toddlers' class, we had fun because there was a song and i included dance too(only for my classes). I want them to enjoy my lessons and do something fun.

The kids love the sweets!!

Monday 29 Sept 2008

* I know i can't let go. If i let it go, it will keep haunting me till I surrender. In other words, I am not allowed to forget. It is hovering in the air, can't even know whether it is going to land on the ground or fly off somewhere else. so tiring...*

I have been thinking.....maybe i should stop working and concentrate on my studies. It is sad to let go of my students..i have to.

writtern @2:38 PM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008


Monday 22 Sept 2008

exhausted, so was lazing around in the morning, need time to relax...
next, revising for my tuesday classes and doing tutorials. A lot of homework le and many things need to be done asap. (T_T) One day is not enough to finish my revision and homework..ahhh!!

Tuesday 23 Sept 2008

Questions that my abstract maths lecturer raised....

Octagon means 8 sides right? So why is the month of October the 10th month?
Decade refers to 10 years right? So why is the month of December the 12th month?
And what is triskaidecphobia?

At that point of time, tall guy asked me-is this relevant to our studies? Cos he is really 'lost' in the lesson. I replied him and my talking was seen by my lecturer....he thought i was talking about the answer and he asked me what does triskaidecphobia? i made a guess loh- is it the fear of numbers? And he said- hmmm, more specifically? My next guess was the fear of number 13. Anddddd bingo!! it is!!! wah so relieved, i didn't make a fool out of myself in front of so many other students.

Another lecturer was talking about the economic society in which he was the advisor. Aiya!! I forgot about this. Last year, I have been wanting to take part in the economic society but due to some unforseen circumstances, I couldn't. He was so aggitated about the financial crisis. I hope this year I will be able to take part.

Wednesday 24 Sept 2008

Oh no!! I forgot there is a tutorial to be done. I only look at my 'workbin' just a few hours before class starts.
We had no notes..difficult to learn and understand what he is talking about. Not only that, the screen is blurred. Tall guy got games to attend to so he wasn't in the class. Sighh....wondering how is he going to cope with the studies...miss one lesson is hard to catch up leh.

Thursday 25 Sept 2008

hope to get some productive studying going on...
and get ready for friday's class

BUT i couldn't complete my work!!! Terrible state i am in...

writtern @8:30 AM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008


Tuesday 16 Sept 2008

It is a long school day, was trying to keep awake during my break. So end up didn't do much productive work. Aii, i will try much harder asap!! I am going to study real hard to meet my goals for the 2nd year!! Aja aja fighting!! (^_^)

I know i am in danger, i have a feeling it is a "sooner or later" situation. It seemed impossible to avoid this situation, the 'sky' won't be that merciful. What will happen later, i have no idea. When will it happen, i have no idea too. A headache, when i know something is going to happen, but i just can't do anything to prevent it and just letting it happen. So helpless~ Maybe i shouldn't have worried or panicked too much, but i can't help it. What to do... (>_<)

Wednesday 17 Sept 2008

meet up with *hui to lend her some of my first year books..and also become her "lecturer & tutor" haha in this way, she is much luckier than me, i don't have anyone to rely on in studies currently. I haven't seen my first year friends in school too, except tall guy. He is in most of my classes so at least there is someone to sit with me during classtime.

went back to school to attend class, and yippee siewfen is in my class....i am so relieved that there is someone i know in one of my classes, at least better than none.The lecture group is huge, should say that this is the largest i have attended so far in school.

Thursday 18 Sept 2008

Going out to buy present for CH. We went to queensway shopping centre and then to vivocity. At vivocity, we had an encounter with a strange uncle. At that time, the 3 of us were waiting outside the washroom for our friend. And in front of us, there were those little food shops. This uncle came to the shop and wanted to take the empty cups from a particular food shop. The employees stopped him but his hand gesture kept wanting to take one of the empty cups. They explained to him that he has to buy the drink and then get the cup. He put his hand into his pocket, as though he was going to buy but he pulled out nothing at all...somehow indicating that he has no money loh. A mother came to the shop and buy something with her kid and the uncle was standing near them, looking as though he wanted to ask money from her. But he didn't open his mouth and asked. After that, he stood closely behind my friend...looking down at my friend. (i mean there is a height difference). The rest of us noticed and we moved sideways so that there is a gap between my friend and the uncle. Oh no!! he shifted too and closed the distance again between my friend and him. Alarm bells were ringing in our minds and we decided to pretend that we need to go somewhere else so we moved away. Finally, everyone was there and so we went to the other levels of vivocity. Intended to take the lifts, unfortunately from a distance, all of us saw the uncle waiting for the lifts. Better be safe than sorry, we took the escalators instead. Very creepy!!

I am already brain dead, getting exhausted.
Haha today, ate 4 meals in total loh...too hungry le. My mother thinks that this is due to not being able to eat during weekends at work, so getting "revenge" by eating a lot.


Friday 19 Sept 2008

half day at work..was very unhappy because of what boss said behind my back. She thinks i am a waste of resources!! Who isn't angry to hear that huh? She forgotten that i have informed her about having half day on fridays because i need to read through the class materials before teaching for the next 2 days. And the best part was she said that one is i volunteered de, reading class materials beforehand is not part of the job and so she is not willing to pay me my friday's salary!!!!!!!! I am so fed up!!! *seething with anger* I had a hard time trying to get rid of my anger because of her mean treatment and ridiculous comments before the accident. Now, she is going to infuriate me further!!

In the morning, i was teaching my class and she had her "grand entrance" into the room. So disruptive loh and she talked to the little girl and the mother. Then in front of the parent, she asked me, are u teaching this class?. I said yes and deep down, i was thinking: if i am not teaching this class, then why am i in this room? After my reply, her face immediately turned black loh.

After lunch with my fellow colleagues, I rushed back to school to attend class. Thanks, jie jie for telling me what buses to take from orchard.
oh no, he is going to lock the door if people are late for class!

So now have seen all my lecturers, and i am impressed by their professional attitude. I like my lecturers!!
They have the compassion to teach, which is so important to be a good teacher.
I am going to study real hard and aim for all As..^_^

Meet up to go to changi chalet for our friend's bday party
supposed to get down at tampines, but we got down one stop earlier and all along tot that it was tampines.
were busy talking till dind't count how many stops we have to wait to get to the place
then followed the instructions so carefully that it was actually the wrong way
scare each other because of spooky stories we hear about changi
luckily I phoned birthday girl up so we didn't go in deep and deeper..and further away from her chalet. It was so creepy and dark.

Surprised to see Alvin at the birthday party...
After the birthday party, mark and leonard were very kind to drive us to one of the mrt stations since it was very late. Thanks so much!! Nice guys are so hard to find these days..sigh haha. I should say that they are part of a rare species. Keep up the nice personality!

Happy birthday, mummy!!
Happy birthday Yi.!!

Saturday 20 Sept 2008

i am happy that i finally start my classes on time
but i didn'thave time to finish my class content (it was too much) for the day, have to apologise loh
my kids are so adorable...
A girl hugged me after her first lesson...* a cute little hug warms my heart*

Little girl XY kept talking to me and looking for me in the office..asking me what am i doing.
"Teacher Jeannette, what are you doing now?" Haha kept asking me the same question...so adorable.

Today was quite a successful day, i like my saturday classes.

then walked to doby ghaut mrt and took the train all the way to serangoon to meet the rest of my socio friends...have a hard time finding our friend's house. wah house is so so big...food is so delicious.. we didn't play the games though, i was too tired, and all of us dun have the mood to play. aiiii and we got some gifts...Ja. felt that i looked as though i am going to faint at any moment. My legs are aching from all those standing while teaching.

Happy birthday Ch. !!

Sunday 21 Sept 2008

*Even if i erase, throw away and forget, where do i go that doesn't hurt?*

A blackout again, it always happen on a sunday. Heard some crying when it happened.
When i was hi-5-ing, a naughty boy licked my hand instead..euuuuuuuuu

It is aunt's housewarming party at ang mo kio! My goodness, i have been going out every day for this week.. tires me out. It wasn't that easy to find her place. Wow, her flat is so pretty, really like a showroom flat. I am not used to the food that she catered though. So relaxing to be together while we ain't working. The accountant's 5 year old son is so cute. haha

writtern @9:21 AM

Friday, September 12, 2008


Thursday 11 Sept -Friday 12 Sept

Hey hey, I am finally back at work. Every colleague was so happy to see me..haha welcoming me back loh. It is so good to see them again. (^_^) Plus boss wasn't around..heez

Even those not that close to me were happy to see me..haha funny.
The senior consultant commented --> easily hurt de xiao gu niang/shou shiang de xiao gu niang Fall down le need to wait for more than 2 weeks to recover.

On Friday, the company is celebrating autumn festival but their main motive of course is to attract new customers loh. Wahaha it backfired, only the existing students came. The celebration wasn't that impressive though, according to my standards.

Me and MM wanted to watch the movie F4 that day but at the very very last minute, boss called from overseas and required her to do something asap...and that very thing takes a long time to complete.

I was unhappy about the "events" part...only found out from the newspapers that the company is having events for friday and the weekends. And not a single person from the company informed me about this!!

2 weeks that i wasn't here, really changed a lot...new teachers and new positions in the company...but a good thing was at least, the existing teachers do not need to sacrifice so much of our time...as in used to be working without any breaks in between.


Saturday 13 Sept

Haha, i miss my students and thier parents. Most of the parents asked about my leg and I am very grateful for their concern. Thanks!!

My senior imitated me limping. (>_<)

I got another favourite student and that's Maximillian and his grandfather!! Both of them enjoyed my lesson, it seems. haha I am impressed that his grandfather converses in english. Very friendly grandfather. haha Always so happy to see me.

Lucus cried so much...that i wasn't able to calm him down.. sigh. i planned to teach him one to one until he is ready to learn in a class with the other kids. This is much better for everyone and also better for Lucus himself.

I was teaching 2 kids in a class and since there were some time left, i asked them to make use of shapes to form a picture. Both of them drew tiny objects that couldn't even fill up the A4 piece of paper. The girl gave me a picture of a flower and a house. haha

Sunday 14 Sept

huhuh it seems i talked too fast...should try to learn to talk slower.
sunday's parents made me so upset....i prefer saturday's parents to sunday's parents. Why? because of their attitude.

Monday 15 Sept

Watched movie F4 with MM. It is so nice.. haha Domoyji's brand of love!!! I am glad that the movie ends on a happy note. hmm is there any sequel to this?

After that, we ate dinner at kfc..long time no eat kfc liao...and headed home.

writtern @11:06 PM

Tuesday, September 09, 2008


Saturday 6 Sept to Wednesday 10 Sept

The senior teacher called me to ask me about whether I am the teacher of this particular student. Then she sent me the sms which was written by a parent.

Leon's mother said that she liked the way I teach her son and she would rather cancel the class because I wasn't there teaching for the day.

Thanks!! The compliment really motivate me a long way. At least it kept me away from feeling down, I thought i will be quitting soon, but thanks to that sms, i feel that i can go on...

Everyone I know is having their 21st birthday parties
To be honest, i feel sad that i dun have one. I promised my parents I won't be having my 21st birthday party. It seems to my parents and people around me that i don't bother about this but I really do. It hurts seriously. I try not to think about it, but hard to since many people kept inviting me to their parties. Trying very hard to pretend i don't care, but i Do!! At least the going out with my best friend comfort me, but it still isn't the real one plus it is was way overdued. Sigh because of obligations, I can't do what I really want to do.

feels good to listen to songs from my favourite singers (^_^) ahhh~~lalala~

Planning to support our friend Ch. at the inter-varsity sports competitions!! Gogogo!!
But aiya, keep on forgetting the exact date. (>_<)

Haha the anime i watched put Michael Schumacher as Mikhail Schukapper
Kappa=water demon..
Wahahahaa

writtern @3:08 PM

Friday, September 05, 2008


~Friday 5 September 2008~

I decided to not work for another week in the hope of getting my leg well in time for school.
Watched too many animes, made me hungry for sushi. Sushi!!! Sushi!!! Heez...already planned to eat sushi with MM, hmm haven't ask the rest of the colleagues yet.ahh can't wait can't wait.

Anyway, Yakitate Japan! is a very good anime to watch, Haha anime with lots of exaggerated reaction and anime that talks about bread. The wonderful creation of bread types... amazing.

I shall be who I want to be.....

I am at a loss, what to do?

What is real and what is fake?

It doesn't fit, no logic at all.

writtern @11:53 PM

Monday, September 01, 2008


~Saturday 30 August 2008~

Didn't go to work for the weekends...
i can't walk so rest at home and do work loh

wah it feels so good staying at home during weekends

GH called me up for a very long chat on what's happening at work. Her students are so adorable. She told her students that this is her last day teaching them. One kid said that he will go space and find her. Haha so sweet right? There is another kid, we called him Little Professor because he really looks like the cartoon turtle Professor. haha During class, he kept looking down on the floor and so GH and ST asked him what's wrong. Then he said there is a present on the floor. Actually his mother got him a present to give to his teacher. But he was confused to give to which teacher because there are 2 teachers in the room. Anyway, he already wrote GH's name on the present.Gah..he is so sweet.

~Sunday 31 August 2008~

today, i shall just rest and do nothing with studies...so tired of studying

GH was angry for me..thanks...true i feel disappointed but what to do..it is beyond my means to change people's attitudes and behaviours.

Yea, one of my 4 princesses has improved. haha One of my classes have only 4 girls and they look so adorable. So I called them the 4 princesses.

~Monday 1 September 2008~

I woke up when the clock strikes 12. I am so so so exhausted.
An unknown number called me early in the morning, so immediately switched the hp off
I really really really need my sleep..yawnz @_@
having so many dreams continuously that it felt so difficult to wake up

First dream was about my results...which got worse by the moments.

Second dream was about my first day teaching tuition in an unknown place. I followed this long bridge and found myself in the garden of a house near the swimming pool.So I walked in and the female owner of the house gestured me to teach this little girl at a nearby dining table. She wanted me to teach the girl using this particular book and oh boy, it was really difficult, doesn't look at all the standard of primary 1. I looked back at the front page and it wrote there..primary 1 book but using primary 6 information. Then I asked the girl about her name and she told me her name is Accident. What strange name. Afterwards, there is this male tutor came and i was thinking 'huh, just teaching a girl, why need to hire me since there is another tutor?' A few older kids came into the living room and the mother told me to teach them over at the next 2 tables. Wah they were doing mental sums and a boy was sitting nearest to me and asked him how old he was. He told me primary 2 but the mental sums that he was doing with the other much older kids were up to 7 digits to add. Gosh! He told me the cousins will never ever come to this house to suffer.

The situation in the house started to be chaotic....heard shouting sounds coming from the direction of the other rooms. The scene changed and I was a passerby in the streets of ancient times and witnessing a chasing scene. Yah loh those typical chasing scene where a few guys with the long pigtails making the long bamboo poles fall to hinder the pursuit.

Next, I found myself in a strange version of nature parks or botanical gardens.. was walking along the sheltered passageway in the water....very worried that i will fall down the water. All of a sudden, the passageway had cloths covering the sides and thus I can't see anything that is outside. A few people were in there with me. And the passsageway started shaking hard as though we were in the belly of a dragon. Me and another girl were clinging to our dear life.

Finally, (well, I guess it is the last one, cos I can't remember the rest),seeing 3 homemade pizzas in the oven as breakfast.

Haha I realised this is very bizarre dreams with absolutely no meanings.

wah and it is really homemade pizza for my breakfast
do work again...sigh
my eyes and brain are so tired so went for an afternoon nap and slept till 7pm
dreaming again..and this time it is about a murder case...*shudders*


~Tuesday 2 September 2008~

Gosh! was informed by my friend that the results for our first year is here...oh my goodness..i dun dare to look at it. Was trying to gather my courage

yea i am kinda happy with my results..the bottomline is i am glad i passed every single subject...so so so relieved...my grades are so better than my prelims....i have a few As!!

i am glad most of my friends passed...

Surprise surprise...among my friends, i got the highest for socio. In Prelims, I was the worst and i felt so down. Usually, during lesson time, I have one of the highest marks. Very big improvement in terms of marks, i mean compared to Prelims and the actual exams.

now i have the motivation to work harder this year!!!! Gambette everyone!!

He looks like superman..wahaha...i mean the main lead from first class sitcom...

~Wednesday 3 September 2008~

when my leg is well, i am gonna do some shopping...wanna buy hp accessories...cute ones...
haha

Dream:that intense gaze I couldn't forget..couldn't look away..feels as though it was very real...

~Thursday 4 September 2008~
woken up early by an sms to inform me to do school work...ahh..just when i get so comfy sleeping...

after i finished what i am supposed to do, i shall go back to sleep..
but the pain is killing me..how to go to sleep?

i doubt i can go work this weekends...can i stay at home and rest??

writtern @9:29 PM