I went out for this whole week.Get to meet friends and spent time with them. Yeah!

Mon& Wed- went for dance practice. we are going to dance a combination of chinese dance, jazz and hiphop together as in one after the other, i guess. I find it difficult to dance hiphop well with jazz shoes cos i worry that will slip and fall in that. That will be very embarassing.Jazz is okay, spend my time rolling on the floor. Haha. Everywhere is aching. I didn't practice jazz at home cos i don't want to hurt my knees and all.

Tues- went out with shengen and laura to plaza singapura. hee. happened to see some familiar faces there. haha and laura thought i am pyshic to sense yjcians. No loh, just that i tot i saw some familiar faces but probably the way i said it makes her misunderstood that i sensed people instead of seeing them.well, if i got that kind of power, then i will have a talent.haha.had to trouble them with my maths hw. feel so down cos i got trouble doing my maths. laura nearly took something but haven't pay and went to the other part of the tent to see shoes. Luckily, the shoe assistant warned us that the shop was closed after a while and gave us a shock. Whew, made it in time to pay. After getting down from chinese garden mrt station, i happened to see my aunt. So coincidental.

Thurs- went out with Nithya in Marina square. Lost my way in marina square. Spend a long time to find each other.She was at the barbie area and i tot she was saying she was at the door, cos there is a picture of Barbie at the middle. Gosh..haha..i think i happened to keep on misinterpreting stuff. Haha. Actually set out to watch Aeon Flux and was surprised that they didn't screen that in there. So we watched King Kong. 3hrs long..i felt that the commercials are too many. But haha, i finally got to see Eric in that phone advertisment. I got so excited and happy.Haha. Only that can make my day. ^_^. He is so cool loh and so do the rest of the members.Hmm..i should considering getting that phone next time..wahaha. but i forgot wat model is that..oops...

It is interesting that they set off to Skull Island. Look so mystical. I felt that if only there is really such a place, that will be so interesting to discover an uncharted island and an empty one. But i quickly changed my mind when i see the tribe people suddenly appeared. Really very barbaric. The way they killed people and sacrifice their own tribepeople. Yucks..
I got so touched when the guy went to rescue the girl no matter what...gosh...he even went alone in the end.
Felt so disgusted especially with the insects scene. really disgusting...i pulled up my jacket up when i was watching that. Nithya thought i was scared until i covered my face with my jacket.. haha..
Funny in certain scenes....
Sad....i heard some sniffling and i tot nithya cried..haha..but actually she was feeling cold...
i cried at a part where king kong went unconscious due to the chlorofoam...
The whole lesson that i got from the movie is that mankind destroy nature due to their own selfish motives. I saw the body language from king kong where he was being held captive on the stage being viewed by a large group of audience. Felt so sorry for him being shamefully tied. Sigh. In the end, he died. I am happy that the guy finally get to show to the girl that he likes her..yeah.hope they will be happy together...hee..

Friday- today spend time with my mom, bro, grandma and my cousin who is 1 year old. My uncle drove us to jurong point and on the way there, a container truck bumped into my uncle's car. That was really scary. The left mirror was hanging down there and the light was on thrown on the road. The left side of the front bumper came off. My bro and i happened to sit on the left side. My bro got the most shock cos he was the closest where the back of the truck hit my uncle's car. Luckily, no one was hurt.

writtern @10:33 PM

Yesterday had dance practice again. One word to describe it-- extreme pain.

During the warm-up, there was one part where we had to sit down and bent to reach our toes. The instructor sat on top of each of us and push us to go lower and lower. Excruciating pain!!! I was very conscious of the bottom part of my backbone going to break into half. Feel like i was a point between life and death. Kept on enduring and not going to give up to the pressure. I commented to the instructor and said that " u are very heavy!!!" At that point of time, i really feel like saying my last words before dying. I think that the highest level of pain that i can handle. When i happened to think about this, i feel that my back is aching. There are still more exercises that he used pressure to force us. Sigh. But i have to accept it cos if i learn the basics too late, i will lose my hope of being a dance professional. And now i am already inflexible. =_=

writtern @10:58 AM

Yesterday, went out with friends for the first time during this period of holidays. Finally get to see my sec close friends and we still got things to talk about. That is good, which means even for how long we have not meet, our friendship will not be weakened. We gave each other presents that we owed- birthday and christmas present. Hmm, i think i prefer surprises. Hee. Recieve quite a lot of gifts. Saw 2 guys who look like from the latest mac ad and they were eating the fries at mac. Haha, wondering did they purposely styled their hair and one dyed red just to eat at mac?hmmm.. There was one part where i suddenly laughed continuously for no obvious reason.My reason is that my friend's expressions and actions are funny. Because i laughed without sound, my another friend finds me funny and she laughs. So in the end, both of us were laughing only. Chain Reaction. I think it must have looked strange when i started laughing out of nowhere. There was no conversation at that moment.

Was watching BoA's music videos. Wow, she is really cool and terrific at dance. I admired her so much. Yeah!! i love the Moto - music video. Can see her cool and fast moves. Friend says that i better learn the earlier BoA's songs before trying to do the latest songs. Basic to intermediate stage. I am a lazy person- want to learn but know it is tough to learn. so i just watch instead of getting to start 'working'.

I was on my way to school for dance practice when i realised that the dance practice was cancelled. I was already halfway travelling to school, then at that moment, i decided to look at my handphone. -_-" I should have looked at it before i leave house. Never mind, this time i had a chance to go somewhere for a while. then i went back home. That's good, i got to think of more things to buy. Dance pracs are tiring for warm-ups but interesting to learn new dance steps. Not good in doing turns- always lose my balance. we learnt the jazz way of walking, which is funny when u imagine doing it on the way to lectures or carrying food to the table to eat. Haha. Well, it is really funny.

I think my heart is really into hiphop. Sigh..the instructors seem to always feel that i subconsciously putting hiphop element into any dance styles. No choice, but i can't help it. Trying not to think about hiphop.

writtern @12:23 PM

I have been struggling under lots of homework. trying to make myself finish my homework before december comes. Then use december to study.But sad to say, i still have lots to complete. My will power is not strong enough to resist temptations- using the computer for long hours playing maplestory and sims 2. Sigh.

I am like a broken cup with many visible and obvious cracks lining everywhere. People can easily see my weaknesses and i have a lot of them. Making me look like i am a lously person. Yeah,as a matter-of-fact, i really am lously. A irritating and annoying pest. Even i despise myself.

Kept on relying on others. In the end, it seems that i did not do any work. But i feel that my work is not of a good standard to be shown to people. Feel embarassed if i showed anyone my work. In the past, i can be the leader of some project and just tell them my ideas. Now, i can't even be confident. It is as though i don't know anything in alevels now. Can't even think of good ideas to share with people. Creativity level super low. I just want to be a small mere member cos i an not good in being of person with position. I am not a good leader. I feel much better to be in the background.
So sorry that i am not of good use. But i just couldn't help it.

Feeling miserable so talk to my sec friend about it. Whew, she understands me- just hit the right spot. And that's good. Feel so relieved that someone understands too cos she is like that. Glad to know her since sec 1. Yeah, my good friend! Going out with her and another sec friend this sunday. Finally get to meet them, it has been a long time since i saw them. Finally can go out not because of school or cca.

What a lonely period of holidays.

writtern @8:22 PM