♥A Love Affair

Thursday, July 31, 2008

~Monday 27 July 2008~

heez too much backlogging to clear...so lazy to update...i will try my best though

~Tuesday 28 July 2008~

morning got meeting about a new project which was done at the very last minute..so many problems that they haven't covered..so we were throwing in ideas..and the worst part was boss wasn't even here. Die loh...and we have a deadline..and that is tomorrow!!

~Wednesday 29 July 2008~

Together with other teachers, rushing to do class materials..GH wasn't here...sigh...a lot of cutting to do. In the afternoon, i was asked to help out in one of the classes but I have a lot of things to do...so i asked ST to replace me...yea not many people in the office so it is more convenient for me to use the computer, printer and laminating machine. I ended up multi tasking- cutting pictures, stapling, laminating, printing and answering co-workers questions. Wah li hai bah..haha i do this all at the same time..

Good luck in your test..GH!!

~ Thursday 30 July 2008~

i feel contented to rest at home..did a bit of studying ^_^

~ Friday 1 August 2008~
Today is pretty much relaxed...reading all my class materials for weekends...i even read materials that I don't need to teach loh..just in case, they pulled me out to teach higher level classes....i am always the one asked to do emergency cases...(>_<)

~ Saturday 2 August 2008~
This week, the kids that i have been teaching are naughty..is there a "naughty illness" spreading around?

Boss wants us to write reports during classes...and I don't have the time to do so!! ahhhh...i believe other teachers feel the same way too...it is already tight enough just teaching them and marking...let alone writing reports...

During the baby classes...we are teaching them how to play with the castanets along with a piece of japanese music. So there is this little boy who didn't put enough strength...he was playing it so softly..so i told him to press it harder...and after he pressed it with all his might...his head was shaking..haha so kawaii!!! The mother was laughing along too. Ahh this one i have to demonstrate...merely saying it won't get the actual picture of what was happening back then.

Oooo..baby KX recognized me!! when he saw me walking to class..he ran back into class and sat properly on his chair...haha so cute!!

PS asked me to help her teach in her toddler class...wah oh my goodness, her class is so attentive....so much easier to teach compared to my classes....they looked so keen to learn...very happy!!

D wanted to watch the movie: Money No Enough 2...so he was asking around. I am the only one who is free...so i went loh. Watching movie alone in the cinema is something that i will never ever be doing.

After work, we queued up and when we were near to the front of the queue, we realised that the 2 early timings for this movie and the mummy movie were fully booked. And it is impossible to watch the later timings..for me tomorrow got work leh. He offered to send me back home via cab if watching the 2nd time slot..but that was also booked...so cannot watch. Orchard area has so many cinemas..so we went to another cinema to try our luck. Gosh...it was the same situation. Too bad..then he wanted to have dinner...but i wasn't hungry. Then he treated me ice cream...yummy..snowy white lemon flavour..I learned a lot from him...senior mah...know what is going on in the company...

~ Sunday 3 August 2008~

i was in class when my parents came to my workplace to have a look around. Haha they said that the furnishing of the company is very beautiful...and the children looked so excited to come to class.

In one of my classes, i needed help..and i tried to call the receptionist ..but the line was busy...huhuhuhuhuhu.....i struggled loh...

I am needed in aunt's class but i had to rush my reports..so i told her i will join in her class asap. Realised something was wrong when i came back ...aunt was in a bad mood..and noticed the way she was standing was not her usual way...something was wrong with her..she wasn't feeling well. At a point in time, she told me to teach the class while she went off to the restroom. Later on, i heard that she vomitted and GH happened to be in the toilet so helped her out. I am glad that i read my classmaterials earlier..and the kids enjoyed my teaching...whew...after a while, aunt came back and rushed her reports while i continued doing the teaching.

Aunt is getting too overworked le....the other work buddies bought her soya milk and send her home asap. Everyone needs their well-deserved rest!! Glad that tomorrow is a monday!!

writtern @1:56 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

~Tuesday 21 July 2008~

Aunt called me early in the morning when i was still sleeping. She wasn't coming for work because she was feeling very sick. haha it seems I have become the unofficial human resource manager...those who are sick will call me up to inform.

For the whole day, I felt so sleepy..behaved more like a robot with the brain shut down. I was surprised I was doing as fast as possible though i was sleepy. Wow..became automatic mode le.

~Wednesday 22 July 2008~

I had a long sweet dream..haha but dream of the wrong person. (=_=)""

Traffic jam for 3 times!! I am going to be late. (=_=) The rain stopped in Jurong area but it was still raining in Orchard area. Slowly made my way to the office, don't want to walk so fast (in case of high probability of falling).

Great,I kept thinking i have work tomorrow...=_=

went out with fellow colleagues after work

~Thursday 23 July 2008~

Home sweet home...^_^ lalalala

~Friday 24 July 2008~

Work work work....

On the way home, I was talking on the phone with GH and suddenly she stopped talking..i looked at my handphone..ahh she hanged up the phone...thought she met her friend liao and decided to hang up without saying byebye. huhuhu...i waited for a while to see if she will call me back..but she didn't.

Then that very night, I decided i don't want to be disturbed by any phone calls or smses so i changed my phone to offline mode. No one shall disturb me from my dreams. haha

~Saturday 25 July 2008~

On the way to work, I didn't bother checking my phone plus i have forgotten to change back to silent mode. Die liao loh, GH called me back but my phone was switched off. So she thought that I was being petty because she hanged up on me...and of cos I don't really have a petty personality bah (unless that very thing that someone had done makes me very very angry)...yah loh she knew that very well as in i don't hold grudges that much lah. Haha back at the office, she told me the reason loh...her phone died down the night before...

went out for dinner with colleagues after work...

~Sunday 26 July 2008~

Now, I understand why SH will feel breathless after teaching a particular class...I began to feel that too. Really no energy to talk...
So so so breathless....

writtern @10:55 AM

Monday, July 21, 2008

~Monday 21 June 2008~

the loudest thunder i have heard..made me jump out of my seat

raining whole day long..so hee slept the afternoon away

waited up just in time to meet ZY ..returned her the money..

on the way just return library books..huhu i didn't read the books at all because of my busy schedule

while waiting, a foreign girl walked towards me and asked me how to use the public telephone...

ZY saw me and she tot that was my friend..haha nah i was helping her with the public telephone

writtern @8:53 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

~Saturday July 19 2008~

reached early today (^_^)

when i stepped out of the lift, parents and teachers were standing outside the locked doors. Yea, the senior came just in time to find the key and open the doors. Why do parents come so early?

I have class at 9am, it is so good to start with a small class, only 2 students. Today's class consists of dancing to a japanese piece of music and the children like it so much. One colleague was ordered to help out in my class, but 2 students, i can handle ah. Anyway, since it was an order, just help out loh.

Next, I helped out in Aunt's class. D came in the room and searching for the class materials..he claimed that he couldn't find his class materials in his class..i knew he was very sick..so i helped him find. It was all along in his class..just that he was too sick to look carefully.

Since Aunt can manage the class without my help, I went to the most chaotic class to help out...very good, this time Joshua didn't cry..for his reward,he wanted dinosaur stickers, next time then i will give bah. In the midst of the class lesson, fighting took place-gosh...the 2 of them were slapping each other, punching each other and kicking. I wasn't fast enough to step in to stop the fighting. Terrible leh, i must find a way to stop Ryan from picking a fight every lesson asap.

I was teaching the toddlers group..haha with the screaming lucus. I should say, he improved le...he used to cry a lot and demanded to get out of the classroom.

Yea, I finally got a break

I am helping out with the toddlers group. The inattentive boy is getting a much better concentration span. ^_^

Next, was helping out with older kids class..so many students..so change the table arrangement...the boy with the funny expressions didn't come..the siblings were outside the room playing nintendo till they weren't aware of the change in the room venue. Luckily, i walked back and saw them..so told them about it.

after the end of the day, walking to the office...D was in front..asked me about watching chi bi..i tot he was talking about chi bi zheng (an illness). Orh..he was talking about movie Red Cliff. He wanted to watch that and was asking whether I want to watch. But I just did a few days ago. Too bad loh. So i told him when there is the 2nd part of movie Red Cliff, then we can watch together, along with GH.

Anyway, he mentioned that any movie, just ask him along loh..except for romance movies. He doesn't like that....

~Sunday July 20 2008~

helped out with older age group...since ST was sick for a few days so i took over the main teacher. trial student was so shy up to the point that I had no idea what is his name at the end of the lesson. He didn't talk a word...kept wanting to run out of the classroom. So hard to conduct this class, the students are of different speeds in their work.

next, helped out with the toddlers class ... met an unreasonable father....

relief teaching for the next class, wah another trial student...this class is so spontaneous..before this class, i felt so sleepy. thanks to them i feel so awake. GH came in and help out...she laughed at me!! Am I that hilarious to look at?

another older age group class to help out..usually sunday, I am helping out instead.

The last class..the class that is so shy...2 trial students...one who knows his work well...the other one is the extreme...a difficult by to handle...he threw the chairs around, kicked the dustbin, used pencil to vandalise the table...the parents of the 2 trial students came in to accompany the kids, of cos this is not allowed..already told them 10 minutes then they can quietly leave. But one didn't. The one who didn't need the mother to be there.
boss suddenly came in and spot check...i was so relieved that all the teachers were busy handling the kids in the class.

At the end of the day, I bought a bag for school...after that, walked back to reach taka and happened to meet the 2 work buddies on the way...so we went for dinner together..talk talk talk so i reached home quite late that day.

writtern @10:47 PM

~Thursday July 17 2008~

whee was feeling so much better

GH came online too and asked me am i feeling better?

and after a while, i felt unwell again..i guess it is a psychologically thing. (=_=)

~Friday July 18 2008~

taking trial classes and doing some relief teaching for a few classes..quite a number of teachers couldn't make it...it seems teachers are down with flu

working buddies are getting very observant..must be the training from the visual observation exercises done in classes..haha...most of them noticed that i am getting fairer skin...i didn't even notice it..haha my bro calls this ghostly white...can turn green at any moment. Hmm...i prefer fairer skin...wah i didn't know i can "change" colour. First is my hair, i used to have jet black hair, only till when i started my junior colleage years, my hair started to change into reddish brown hair, i thought it was my eyes playing tricks on me. My reddish brown hair is due to family genes..my maternal relatives have reddish brown hair...i took so long time to finally change my hair to that colour. Don't need to spend money to dye my hair.

we took photographs of everyone working in the company for a magazine publication...wow we are going to be featured in a certain magazine!! Don't buy that..haha just kidding...

oh yes, GH's string of accidents.. first one, i accidentally scratched her and the skin went very red. Second one, aunt pulled her hand hard so she had bruises. third, she was hit by the glass door...one of the seniors laughed so hard when we told her what happened to GH. She said that since accidents came in even numbers, maybe GH will suffer another accident. Guess what, I accidentally stratched her again. Oh no, feel so guilty, i am not going to be near her..

I helped out in GH's class.. and I was conversing with one of the boys. He told me...his mother doesn't like him to play, kept making him study..plus he was the only child so he feels lonely. Later, I told him to write his name on the worksheet..so he wrote the full name and his standard:K2. So out of curious, i asked him what is his class...then he said no class because this is PAP. So he wrote the full address..i was shocked..

so jokingly i asked him, u wrote your address down, you are not scared that i will suddenly come to your house and knocked on your door?

He was so serious and said..don't worry, i have a stool at home, then i will stand on top of the stool and look through the peeking hole.

Me: so will you let me in?
(i expected him to say no, because most kids will respond like that)

He: yes i will open the door for you...

I understand how bored an only child can be...so jokingly i said, wah since u lived quite near me, i can go your house and play with you? then he was so delighted and nodded his head.

After the class had ended, i was back in the office. And he put his head near the door of the office and shouted..Thank you!! So sweet right? haha

I was walking past the function room and he was inside playing. When he saw me, he said: Teacher, i have a present for you! He put something big in my hand. i was puzzled and looked at my hand, he gave me a glass pagoda...so i asked him where did he find it? he showed me loh...ohh it was a feng shui piece for the company. I told him that i can't keep it because this is the school's property. His reply was so cute: But this is so pretty, can't you just bring it home?

Haha i realised this is the same boy that ST talked about it..he wanted to bring her home ..haha

writtern @10:30 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

~Wednesday July 16 2008~

In the morning, all teachers went to one of the classrooms for the boss to conduct the new test. The latest batch of new teachers was the first group to start the ball rolling for the practical test. JS is good..haha this is the second time that she is doing this. Days earlier, I let her do the 5 routine exercises in one of my classes. Hmm, the rest of the new teachers need more practice. The written exercises were so difficult. Sigh..i don't even understand what the question wants, the questions are written in japanese. (=_=). In addition,the boss's instructions were so vague.

After the tests, boss went through some of the teaching materials so the meeting ended late. MM and JS were waiting for us to eat lunch together. Throughout the meeting, boss conversed in Mandarin so Aunt (Indian mah) didn't know what she was talking about. I wrote down whatever the boss said..as a future reference and also to translate for aunt later.

Since i have some time, I typed what i wrote down just now in the meeting...wah i typed out 5 pages in total...this set of notes was intended for me and aunt but the new teachers saw me typing that in the computer and requested a copy of it...so I photocopied a few sets for those who need it.

I asked JS to help me count the number of students for a week so that i could prepare the right number of worksheets. haha she gave me the list of the number of classes for the week. (=_=) wahahahahaha~~~~

Why can't the co-workers work hand in hand without any conflict? sighh...there was an argument...don't wish to talk about it...they don't need to get so worked up de loh. Please calm down, everybody!!

I promised to accompany GH to watch movie: Red Cliff. Her friend asked her to watch with him..so she dragged me along. Sighh..i am a gigantic walking lightbulb for the night. Ding! Ding! Personally, me doesn't like these kind of war-related movies. Since we are friends, i should help her with this favour. GH didn't want to watch with him de loh, so he decided to treat us.

Before meeting him, we went to the washroom. haha the 6th floor at orchard cineleisure..is only 1 cubicle. GH thought it was the normal washroom (as in one big room with many cubicles). So she kept pushing the door but the person who just went in kept supporting the door from the other side. GH used all her strength to push all the way. haha then the girl inside gave up, opened the door and told GH: there is only 1 cubicle. Goshie..so funny..i was outside, laughing my head off.

Movie: Red Cliff
hmmm...i read this before, so some scenes looked so familiar. I don't like the fighting very much...so many people died. But those famous strong fighters have good fighting tactics..very nice to look at. By the way, there is part 2 of the movie.

The stranger seated beside me took so much sitting space...

SH called us so many times in the midst of the movie. Both of us thought we need to be back tomorrow...tomorrow is supposedly our off day.

oh..she called us to inform about a mistake in the work that we did just now...at least that's a relief.

We went for dinner..heez i am feeling slightly hungry. But eating a while, i don't feel well. I have lost my appetite for many days le. I was sitting at the corner..and the 2 of them were considered far away from me talking while eating. Me kept quiet loh...since i am the "outsider". I can talk with her any other day since we will always be working. So let him talk loh with her..

GH kept laughing at me..she found my actions adorable..claimed she hasn't seen anyone who behave like that...really funny mah??!!

I should say, the most awkward thing for the whole day was...GH went home via mrt..and me and the guy went home via the same bus stop but different bus. GH was so relieved that she doesn't need to travel the same way as him. Me die lah...2 total strangers...

Anyway, i need to talk on the phone so we kinda went separate ways though it is the same bus stop.

When i reached home, i was talking on the phone with GH till 2am...hmm come to think of it, my mobile phone bill is going to rise liao.

writtern @1:01 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

~Tues July 15 2008~

waited for the bus for so long...

Boss is coming back..so "byebye happy working days"...."hello serious mood and indigestion problems".

Expected to see boss in the office...nono she wasn't in yet.

I enjoyed my buddies' company..they are so fun to be with...we are all getting crazy...and teasing each other....GH bullied me....(T_T) so bad of her...huhuhu..all of us kept joking around and the office was so noisy with us around...we are a large group of buddies...getting bigger and bigger~~

we went out to wisma food republic for lunch as a whole group..a new change of environment. Difficult to find seats for so many people...(>_<)

the usual habit of some members in our group-to buy bubble tea after lunch... i wasn't feeling well so didn't consume that..feeling nausea...enduring enduring!!!

Boss came back in the afternoon...an immediate change in atmosphere..

She announced that there were be a sudden assessment of everyone tomorrow....gosh she told us when we end our work for the day. So last minute leh....made me panick again. Ohhhh..why not just test the new ones? I have taken the practical assessment twice liao...dun wanna take again. Must go home to read and prepare, I am scared.....(T_T)

Met my ex-colleague up for dinner...to catch up with what is going on in the office. Just a short time loh...she had to go to the airport to see her friend off.

writtern @10:57 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008

~Monday 14 July 2008~

i am concluding that my indigestion problems is due to stress...today no indigestion problems!!

having a good workout makes me feel much better

pretty much in a good mood...

watching itazura na kiss episode 14..yippee..he finally admitted and they are going to get married...i watched that episode so many times....they haven't put in english/chinese subtitles..so i am watching the episode without any subtitles, just the japanese audio. feel so warm inside...^_^ can't wait for the subtitles..!! she is very lucky...they both like each other eventually....

oh ya i forgot to mention...Behind my back, in order to protect and save herself, she used my name. Ouch, it hurts!! excuse me, am i a common servant for everyone to just use me?

This is not the first time liao...another friend did that too...behind my back. Wah so i do have the right to be furious,correct ?

time to put my videos into psp..bringing out with me tomorrow....yippee!!

writtern @5:54 PM

~Friday 11 July 2008~

yea i bought pink psp with my earnings!! haha my father helped me buy..( i was still at work mah) then i will pay him...there are 18 games inside...and there is harvest moon....( a version that i didn't play before). Now i am hooked onto dinner dash....tot it was a simple and childish game..it wasn't....so difficult...my fingers are numb from playing..haha finally i can put my dance videos in psp to speed up my learning...i miss staying at home...

~Saturday 12 July 2008~&~Sunday 13 July 2008~

Kids are so adorable~~~

I asked the children to write the word: w-a-t-e-r-m-e-l-o-n in their worksheet. Ryan refused to write loh...his reason is: the word is so long, later my hand pain. I wanna respond- in the future, the words will be longer than that and there will be more to write loh....I don't wanna frighten him though.

I asked a 2 year old child to keep the little bits of laminated alphabets into the small bag...and he said to his mother...can you help me keep..my hand hurts...The mother refused...

Realised i get along much better with little boys than little girls. hmmm...perhaps the underlying reason is..the closest cousins i have are all boys and i have a younger brother..surrounded with little boys...

hmm..if i have a chance to be a girl or a boy, i will still choose to be a girl...^_^

Joshua cried again...he always cry when class starts. He doesn't like it when there is a new teacher in the room.He likes me to sit beside him during lesson. An adorable boy~This time round, another boy Zackary wants me to sit beside him too..so i seated in between. They finished their work and waiting for their classmates to catch up with them. While waiting, we played with the mobile aircon..(putting hands there and then putting the cold hands on their faces)...haha they liked it a lot..so we kept playing...(at least he forgot he was crying a moment ago)

The problem is i was scheduled to help Aunt's class...i told aunt that i will be back soon..but i didn't go back and she was in a frenzy. ST's class need a lot of help and the teachers were unable to pacify him..sighh..so i have to be there loh.

Am i going bonkers? i am laughing at the slightest thing..either it is very funny or i am going crazy.. i was helping in GH's class and i kept laughing..especially at the way my friend was teaching (she is so cute) and Dempster's expression(hilarious). There was this chain memory training...and the pictures are all food so we have to link up all these with a storyline...his eyes were so wide open...in his mind, he was thinking-what kind of person will eat that much of food??!!

hehe i promised to videotape her teaching..so that she can see how funny she is...wahahahaha...

writtern @12:33 PM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

~Tuesday 8 July 2008~

Tuesday is a busy day!! So many things to do....i am tired doing office work...being with kids keeps me awake..but i am not teaching any weekday classes..so i am cooped in the office, printing classwork, homework blah blah. My eyes are so tired...

Did i mention anything about paper cuts in my previous entries? My memories seem to be fading away...so many events happening at around the same time...so pardon me for my poor memory (>_<) I used to think people who have experienced paper cut are very vulnerable...haha i don't like to think of myself as vulnerable..hmm..though sometimes i behave like that...heez...it depends on the situation loh...some situations are scary to face/handle. This type of thinking stopped until recently...i had a paper cut..wai~~~ paper cut is really painful...i saw blood...goodness me...(T_T) In my opinion, the company seems to be heading towards a "collapsing state". The printer, aircon and the door are spoilt. And this leads to us delaying our work and rushing like mad animals. There was a scheduled meeting..but boss wasn't here so it was called off. I happily smsed my friend that it is possible for me to meet her on time. BUT BUT BUT...just a while later, the senior teachers told us to stay back after work for a meeting...i dun like late notices....no one likes it anyway... going out with friend (Ca) to watch movie: wanted featuring angelina jolie.. so i asked her to wait for me at my workplace...and gave her a tour of the place... huhu...because of the meeting, we watched the show at a much later time. having dinner first and walked around to buy a bag suitable for school..ahh lovely bags but so expensive... she bought sushi to eat in the movie....haha i couldn't eat any more le...stuffed... time flies...haha we know each other for 4 years liao...it doesn't seem that long ago... wah..we were in a spacious and empty movie theatre...while we were walking in to our seats..it was too dark to see..so i accidentally grab somebody's hair instead..heez (>_<) i am terribly sorry... the 2 of us were so noisy...as we were at the back of the cinema and they weren't many people in the theatre..we were whispering... Movie:WANTED the movie is not bad..more of the gory and bloody nature though...cringing at the gunshots....ouch..(>_<)

I feel sorry for the main character...the betrayed feeling...the group of people that he trusted the most are actually the baddies...

angelina jolie..too cool liao....clap clap clap!!!!

we rushed for the last train and bus...had so much fun today (^_^)

~Wednesday 9 July 2008~

Gah..another busy day (@_@)

must do it fast..fast...fast

a newbie was supposed to be helping me out but she didn't turn up for work so huhuhu have to do things all on my own

the rest of my buddies were kind to help me out after they were done with their work..big thanks to my good buddies~~

everyone was disappointed with their salaries..we didn't have our full pay...sigh...

i made some comment...and the aunt said that we should make a statue for me: jeannette the grand...haha cos it is as though i am coming here for social work..i am more disappointed that my trust for this company is breached/betrayed....we trusted them to give us the salaries that we deserve...but they give us "peanuts"...PEANUTS!!!!!!

The boss went back to her native country...hehe so today all of us wore black..the colour that she disliked the most..since she wasn't in the office for a week or more.

After work, most of us went for the company event...buffet and singing at the nearest kbox...yippee free of charge..using the company funds leh

ST was in food heaven..wah the food is so so delicious..i sat with ST, MM and JZ...the other buddies were at the other side...haha the kbox room is so big and spacious...

At the beginning, nobody was singing...haha everyone is so hungry and busy eating...

for me, a bit embarrassed to sing hee..i am not confident..and i dun like my voice...heez...my best friend knows this very well..(^_^)

Then MM kept encouraging me to sing...i am surprised she listens to kpop too...very little ppl that i know listen to kpop..haha so we planned to sing some kpop songs together..

in the end, i was the one to sing loh...=_=..cos she didn't hear this song before...i sang BoA-Everlasting..this is the second time i am singing...so now i earned the nickname of korean tai tai..haha...they were kidding- next time, u marry a korean..haha

next i sang jie guo leh by da jue ba ( da mouth)..haha we only know the 3 words...then the rest were saying loh...sing the song, not just the words..so i attempted to do everything..most of the song is rap...so i was doing the rapping..haha we had so much fun...so i earned another nickname: the kpop singer and rapper.

What an enjoyable time!

since most of my buddies leaving early, so i follow too loh...

~Thursday 10 July 2008~

Rest all i want!!

writtern @12:12 AM

Monday, July 07, 2008

~Monday 7 July 2008~

it is sleeping time!!!!

writtern @10:47 AM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

~Saturday 5 july 2008~

After work, our newbie group planned to have our dinner together...mini outing...someone accidentally invited others that aren't in our group...so aiya never mind loh...we had a fun time...^_^..chatting and laughing...great jokes..haha yummy yummy food~~

~Sunday 6 July 2008~

Sigh..so many parents complain...i am getting so stressed that i am having indigestion problems ..wai~~~ save me~~~

My work buddies caused me to be so guilty of what I consume for my meals...so guilty...

After work, I went to Emily's birthday party...very good to have a direct bus there...^_^
i got lost on the way to her condominium...more than half an hour delay...when i walked into the entrance of the condominium..woh it is impressive..victorian style...the front part of the condominium was something i had seen in my dream a few days ago...except the moat in my dream...(mentioned in my blog entry a few days back) i have not been here before..i was amazed...

the sad thing was i am alone..the rest of the dance gals didn't go...so i called up my friend to chat and sms to another friend loh...>_<

was surprised Cassandra came...i seldom talk to Cassandra....everyone is busy with their work mah..

The birthday party was very sweet..haha i am glad that Emily has so many good and loving friends around her..and of cos her fiancee..haha i think the happiest person in the birthday party was her future husband loh...he was all smiles..

Happy birthday, Emily!!

writtern @11:12 PM

Friday, July 04, 2008

~Wednesday 2 July 2008~

I accompanied GH(buddy at work) to watch The ten promises to my dog...unfortunately we end late at work and missed the timing. There wasn't any more time slots left. It was a letdown. We changed to another movie: Get smart. Yea..i have been wanting to watch this since last year...I heard the personnel confirming the movie...but it was zohan. I must have heard wrongly so i didn't comment about it. When we went into the theatre, I looked at the tickets and saw that the movie title printed on it was: dont mess with the zohan instead of get smart. Oh no...and the movie attendant had already tore the tickets...

We requested to change the tickets...and the only available movie slot is at 9.30pm. Went to have dinner and walk around before the show started.

Movie: Get Smart

I love this movie!!! very funny..never a boring bit....must watch orh....!!
The Rock is a good actor!! haha like his acting...
GH was laughing so loudly..haha

In my dream, I found myself in a large condominium with very majestic and tall buildings and a moat surrounding the buildings. I remembered it was white in general.And I could look at it with a bird's eye view while the view that I saw was rotating 360 degrees. Wah, thought to myself: it is my dream place to live in..haha like those kind of castles but in modern version.

Analysis..information provided by dream moods dictionary

Moat

To see a moat in your dream, suggests that you have put up an emotional wall around you. You are shutting others out and trying to block out the hurt.

~Thursday 3 July 2008~

Resting day....and doing the usual...sleep takes up the majority portion of the 24 hours..haha..once i sleep in the afternoon, i couldn't wake up no matter how hard i tried...just kept getting into a state of deep sleep. In addition, the same dream kept recurring...can't remember what happened in the dream though.

~Friday 4 July 2008~

wah...big news!! An actor's son is learning in my company..haha none of us knew that the boy's father is an actor!!

I told GH that one of my wishes is to have an older sibling...which of course is impossible (i am the oldest) so haha she suggested to have a god-brother...she has a god-bro loh..so she asked me want to have a godbro mah? hmm...i think i will decline this offer bah..haha i don't even know her godbro..haha

GH and me...we have the same problem...about a certain type of friend..(to be exact, a friend of very "sticky" nature). I told one friend about this problem and his suggested solution-he offered me to be my fake bf...to stop this type of friends from sticking to me. Back then, I didn't understand the rationale of this solution...so i didn't employ this method. haha oooo GH explained to me..so ah..ding dong...the rationale is quite convincing.

My Dream..I should say that this is the first time that I have encountered such a dream...again..i couldn't get out of that deep slumber.
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Dream

...I was in a place (something like a supermarket) then I bumped into this actress...and she needed my help to search for something(i can't remember what it was). Then I was at the back alley with her...searching. At the back alley, there were 2 rows of doors and in front of every door, a security guard in black clothes and sunglasses stood there. I didn't notice the people and kept searching frantically...it was until when I was walking half way into the alley...i must have been blind, (=_=). The security guards walked towards my direction, attempting to catch me.But I managed to get out there..(hmm..how did I do that?)

I found myself in another place (that I couldn't identify, at least i knew that i was in a safe zone)...was oblivious about me being in danger..thought things went back to normal. A friend was there and she told me to run for my life or just stay at a good hideout to avoid the people from catching me...decided to heed her advice...and off i went.

Next scene: I was running to find a place to stay...there was a big area enclosed by fences...with buildings inside...and i was moving outside the enclosed area. After some time, saw a man running inside the enclosed area...asked him how to get in and he knew that i was running away...so he said that he was willing to help me ..he knew of a good place...

Next scene: Back at the safe zone..but this time, it wasn't that safe as it seemed...the room was linked to another room...and i was running on top of the tables from the first room to the second room. along the way, there were piles of papers obstructing the pathway. I ran till the dead end..and I didn't know what to do. I was going to get caught any moment by the invisible people...as though someone was watching me without me noticing...as though someone knew my whereabouts through perhaps a hidden mini camera somewhere in the rooms. The 2nd room that I was stuck at had big windows..and I looked..i was at a very high level in the building..impossible for me to survive after a big fall. I don't wish to die...

All of a sudden, the friend (who was in the safe zone earlier) was behind me. She talked to me in an evil manner..."you have no way to escape now...you have to jump to your death....faster..."
She gestured to my left..and I saw a room appearing beside the window...(i am sure it wasn't there earlier)..she whispered to me..."you have to pretend to die so that they will stop the chasing... jump into that room through the window..no one can see that room...i assure you that you will revive from your death. "

I followed her instructions and trusted her. Jumped out of the building's window and right into the room...instead of landing safely...all i could see was darkness...i closed my eyes and was lying down in a sleeping pose and floating in a dark undefined space...i sensed my soul sucked out from my body..my body and my soul were separated..i sensed i had no body now..is this death? I thought to myself. I couldn't do anything (of cos loh, i don't have my body)..i kept thinking through what she said, she promised me that i will wake up...i fear i couldn't revive from my death..kept struggling to open my eyes and wake up...hoping to see light instead of darkness. Unfortunately, I couldn't. (this feeling is horrifying, i am a person who fears dying)

Finally, after ample tries and I nearly gave up.. is this really the end for me?, my soul moved slowly back into my body..and I woke up from my dream.
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The impression of soul and body being separated affected me deeply.
Oh ya, when you see my lips are bleeding, it means this is a sign of me involved in a nightmare the previous night...very common to see me with bleeding lips...

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ANALYSIS OF DREAMS-information provided by dream moods dictionary

To dream that your soul is leaving your body, represents your feelings of self-guilt. You may have compromised your own beliefs and values. Perhaps you are feeling numb or out of touch with those around you. You need to change some vital part of your waking life in order to feel fully alive and whole again.

To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol. Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.

On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Perhaps your mind is preoccupied with someone who is terminally ill or dying. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation.

To dream that you are calling or signaling for help, suggests that you are feeling lost, overwhelmed, and/or inadequate.

To dream that you are or feel helpless, suggests that you are experiencing difficulties in confronting a situation or relationship. You feel that you are unable to take charge of yourself.

To dream that you are hiding, suggests that you are keeping some secret or withholding some information. You may not be facing up to a situation or not want to deal with an issue. However, you may be getting ready to reveal and confess before somebody finds out.

To dream that you are somebody else is hiding, indicates a need for security and protection. In particular, to dream that you are hiding from some authority figure (police, parents, teacher...), implies feelings of guilt.

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hmmm..ok i am sending my dream to a dreams forum...see who can decipher my dream for me...
i will post the results up as soon as someone is willing to tell me the meaning of my dream..

writtern @9:50 PM

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

~Tues 1 July 2008~

whew...just on time for work today

everyone was busy preparing new material for weekend classes...for the past few weeks, mistakes kept arising..of cos the seniors usually push the blame onto us and quick to point out our mistakes out...sigh...so have to be extra careful this time...who wants to be blamed for something that we didn't do at all?

Boss posed a ridiculous question to me loh...i was concentrating on my set of work..when all of a sudden, she came to the office and asked me where is PS (buddy's initials)?By the way, I have many buddies at work...newbies click together easily and most of us get along real well. Back to the issue,not only that, the time table schedule is behind her..she could have just checked loh instead of asking me. I responded- I don't know where she is. And she gave me that kind of expression-"huh..how can you not know?" Excuse me loh, I don't have the habit of memorizing people's timetables and knowing their whereabouts at every moment of any day. (=_=) I need my memory space for other information that is more important.

What a surprise, SE saw me during lunch..i knew she is working in Orchard too..but i didn't expect we would actually see each other.

After the meal, we were taking photos as a group and it was fun. I will upload the pictures of my company and buddies soon..haha too lazy to upload now....

I wanna doze off...give me a pillow and bolster!!

The bus that I was in nearly had an incident while I was on the way home...

writtern @10:03 PM