Hey (big wave to everybody reading this).I am back!! Exams is finally over!!Will be updating often!
Among my friends, I am the earliest to finish my exams though I have more papers. I have 2 papers per day so I took 4 instead of 6 days to complete.
So Gambatte to my friends especially to CH!
My feelings after exam-hmm..slightly relieved bah.Not much of extreme emotions,which is so unlike the usual me.I am usually happy like crazy.
I left the examination room without waiting for my friends..thought they have gone off without me.By right, they would have leftthe room earlier because they are always seated in the earlier rows. My seating placeis far away from entrance.We went home on the same mrt and chatted. We were too tired from today's test so didn't talk much.I just wanna go home and rest.
Usually after my last paper, i would be going out with my friends because i reallywant to go out. But this time, I didn't..i just went to borrow books and buy hair cream.
oh ya, i didn't mention i changed my hairstyle. i changed it before cny thisyear. only my uni friends saw my new look.next time, when i got picture, then i willput it on blog bah. now, trying to get back to its original look becos during exams, I didn't maintain my hairstyle..heez..since i didn't go out.
Some of my friends will finish their exams this thursday. They are planning to visit Terminal 3 Changi Airport since it is near our examination venue.They asked me along but I refused because it is too far away.Anyway, we are going to watch movie: made of honour!! Yea, I have been wanting to watch that!! Can't wait~~
When i reach home, too tired to do anything..so just went to sleep.unfortunately, there wasn't access to internet..so aii..miss playing online games!
I haven't been updating for a very long time, been itching to update de, but decided to just concentrate on studies during the exam period.
So, i will just give a summary of what happen up till now....
The starting of my exams is the ending for my friends' (from different schools) exams. Sighh...terribly scared of the exams...was praying that something will happen so i won't have to take the exams..and of cos it didn't happen. T_T i dun have the confidence to do well.
The first paper was Econs..spend the last week before exams to study that.the rest of the earlier time was spend studying especially stats and maths. I had 2 stats papers the very next day. Terrible situation i got in.I had trouble sleeping..thoughts kept coming into my mind..ended up with only 4 hours of sleep.Not only me, my friends faced the same situation too.Reached examination venue 3 hours earlier before exams because my father sent me there after sending my bro to school. Wah..the examination venue was so big..looked intimidating. aii..didn't finish the paper.. spent a long time at the beginning. Many people said that it was tough...hmm..for me..no comments...i know i have done all i could...it is very hard to say whether i will do well. i don't wanna give myself false hope, for fear of much bigger disappointment.
2 stats papers the next day!! i reached home late so i had to study till late. Again, less than 4 hours of sleep. Plus didn't finish studying for my 2nd paper...complicated formulas to remember. I woke up..feeling like a zombie. 3 papers in just 2 days made me mentally exhausted...couldn't even think straight. duration of 1 stats paper is 2 hours and was really surprised that people around me were taking their own sweet time to write. Personally didn't think 2 hours is sufficient. Didn't finish my first paper and i knew how to do the questions loh. sighh...what a waste. By the time i was going to take my 2nd paper..i felt so sleepy.2nd paper was tougher though i finished the paper.
okay..still have 3 days to study for my 2 maths papers. haha i completed my first maths paper!! so happy!! think i am the only one who kept requested 2 extra booklets of paper. But i made a terrible mistake in the paper!! Oh no!! i was happily doing a question in the 2nd paper when i forgot how to continue doing..cos there is a certain method and procedure. Gosh..ahhh...i could have gotten more marks if i remembered.
Finally, i am left with Sociology paper which was 6 days later. couldn't bring myself to study sociology...have ran out of steam for studying...case of information overload..couldn't remember any names and theories. gave up on socio already..on the exam day, people left the hall as early as half an hour later. didn't even do section c...25 marks gone le. i regretted taking sociology..come to think of it..if i didn't choose this subject, i wouldn't have become friends with a group of good buddies.
During the exam and exam preparation period, i didn't feel like the usual me. Felt heat coming from my body(like a spoilt robot )...check my temperature 37.2 degree celcius...no fever leh. i was dizzy 24/7....one day when i was studying, suddenly felt as though the whole world was tilting..thought there was a earthquake..of cos it wasn't. often got headaches...intense thoughts kept running in my mind 24/7...can't even sleep..tot i have forgotten how to sleep. The extreme form of exam stress so far for me. Thank goodness exams is over now...hope i will recover soon from all these.
We had intensive studying period and lessons before the exams. That tired me so much. One lesson is 7 hours..you know. Couldn't stand it. of cos there are breaks here and there..but what the lecturers talked about..suddenly made no sense at all especially with their very strong foreign accent.
For prelims, I thought i have prepared well. But was terribly mistaken. very disappointed with my horrendous results. the differences between mine and friend's marks were huge. my confidence level went crashing down. no confidence at all to face the actual exams. i couldn't bring myself to study. to gain back confidence, i read the strategies of success guide...and it worked loh. that's a relief...
My father was sent to hospital.What happened was...he attended a conference at work. during break, he went out and suddenly felt very weak with a terrible headache. He sat down and called his colleague for help. His colleague wanted to drive him there but he didn't have strength to walk. He was sent there via ambulance. My father had difficulty talking. The checkup results showed that he was in a serious condition...blood clot in his brain. need to stay there for 2 weeks..so everyone visited him in hospital almost everyday. luckily, his condition improved so he left the hospital early.
i had no idea that ringgu group was in the same lecture as me because i met up with another group of friends for class. During break, one of my friends told me that during the beginning of the lecture...she thought that i put on make up and she was happy for me. =_=...cos i am the only one left in the ringgu group who doesn't put on any make up..haha i prefer to do without makeup...being natural is the best...^_^ the reason that led to her mistaken perception was ..i was late for class..so i rushed loh. when i exercise..my face will turn red.
