Monday 19 October 2009

Me says:
hi
i wanna tell u something

sarah says:
jeannettteeeeee
stress mode
okok tell meee

Me says:
i had a very terrible day in school
today i had accounting class and elements of econometrics

sarah says:
uhhuh

Me says:
12pm and 3.3opm class
and when i reached school..it was already 11.30am
and i felt my stomach hurts
so i tot that if it gets worst..i will skip my 2nd class and endure my frist class
when i was sitting in class...i stil to feel my stomach worst
and i tot to myself that

sarah says:
uh huh

Me says:
i should my mum during first lesson break time and then i will go back home on the end of first lesson
during class...it was getting bad
i was breaking out in cold sweat
and feeling very dizzy
and feeling the diarrhoea
and i couldnl't open my eyes..i struggle to open my eyes
all i can to slightly aleviate the pain is to close my eyes
i just couldn't pay attnetion
i try to keep enduring till first break
but i couldn't
i tot i was going to collapse or give way any moment
so i packed up my bag and rushed to the washroom
i feel like i was blind..i need to just rush into a toilet cubicle
i went into the one that was empty
and i immediately have diarrhoea..
but i couldn't leave my toilet seat

sarah says:
OMG

Me says:
if i leave..i can't even make it

sarah says:
what happened man

Me says:
i feel like i was going to pas sout any moment
sarah says:
did u eat sth wrong
aii
it was like wanting to diarrhoea and want to vomit at any moment

sarah says:
its soo scary

Me says:
and i felt the dizzyness
i can't even walk out of my cubicle

sarah says:
did u vomit or sth

Me says:

and the cubicle floor was so wet
i can't even go home on my own now at that state

sarah says:
then what happened

Me says:
so i sat on the toilet seat and ed my mum

sarah says:
uh huh

Me says:
and i told her in a faint voice to come bring me back
in the midst of the conversation....i vomited

sarah says:
uh huh
omgg

Me says:
i vomited on the floor cos i couldn't leave my toilet seat

sarah says:
its food poisoning la...

Me says:
it was terrible
my mum told me..to find some help first

sarah says:
omg

Me says:
so i took all my strength and leave the cubicle and tried to walk to the sinks area

sarah says:
then howw

Me says:
so i waited for anyone to come out..and go tthis gal came
so i asked her..can u help me..i am not feeling very well..
i need to go to the student's help desk
or some sick bay
i know students help desk got staff and some more sofa for me to lie on
and she said u wait ah
but i say i couldn't wait cos i was like feeling so unwell and really going to faint
then she hold me and walked with me out

sarah says:
omgggg

Me says:
and she told me to hold on to the pillar
i said i can't hold on to it .....i have no strength
so she walked with me to the tables.
yea she and her friend were in a panic
and there weren't any unoccupied tables..
so they saw this guy who looked as though he was leaving his table
and she asked her..are u leaving this table
and he said nope..he will still be using this table
then she asked him.....do u mind if she is sitting here because she is not feeling well

sarah says:
okok then

Me says:
at that time..i really have problems sitting
cos my mind was spinning and i wasn't really ing anyone
i can't even feel better at any sitting position
and they dun know whether there is any sick bay or where is the student help desk

sarah says:
ohh gosh

Me says:
i was sitting there for a very long time

sarah says:
how did u feel
can u even see clearly?

Me says:
until the girls ed one of her guy friends...
and hold me to the lift and brought me down to the student's help desk
yup i can't clearly..i was on the verge of fainting...if they didn't kept talking..i would have really blacked out
then one of the sim staff very nice...

sarah says:
wahhh laoooo

Me says:
he quickly showed them to the sofa and i laid down
and when i laid down...i felt like i wanna vomit
and i keep telling them...
i want to vomit i want to vomit
and they were really frantic
by the time they bring the dustbin to me./.i already vomitted on the carpet floor!!!
it was the lunch i had earlier before coming to school

sarah says:
ahh icic
u ate lunch from where?

Me says:
i laid down for a very long time..didn't have energy to talk...just want to close my eyes...and i feel diarhoea and the other feelings i had all the time
my mum bought duck rice from nearby hawker food centre
the sim staff was very nice..got one lady kept asking me questions....and gave me warm water to drink and gave me jacket to put on me..
i was shivering like crazy
i was so pale and sweating

sarah says:
omggg
soo wht happened in e end

Me says:
my mum and bro came

sarah says:
did u feel it was like bad when u ate it

Me says:
and the sim staff was suggesting to my mum to send me to A and E at NUH
but i want to go home
my father came and sim staff borrowed a wheel chair so my bro wheeled me out to the car
then they send me to A and E

sarah says:
uh huh
then

Me says:
by the time....on the way..i feel much better
wah it was ages to the doc even though is emergency walk in cases
ok lah..luckily..the doctor say there was nothing wrong now

sarah says:
ahh icic
omggg
soo ur completely fine now>

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I wanna say thanks to the fellow students whom I have asked to have and the school staff.

Without them, I would have passed out without anyone knowing.

It was an awful feeling. And is worst when I am all alone experiencing that.

I haven't manage to vomit for years so this time that I vomited meant that it was really serious.

The weird thing is that, i became all right after 5-6 hours.

I came back home at 6plus pm and rested on my bed and even slept.

The doctor didn't say any reasons for my sicknesses but a lot of my friends whom I have told them about this, felt that this is a case of food posioning.

I think so too since I felt that the duck rice was different...quality of rice was different.

I am going to rest and stay at home for this week.

Rest means refraining from exercise but still need to study.

I am not going to stop studying haha.

writtern @9:42 PM

writtern @3:54 PM

writtern @3:54 PM

Monday 12 Oct 2009

@ School Day@
Event: Celebrating Jing Jing's birthday at Tiong Bahru Plaza at 7.30pm eating Japanese food.

There was nothing unusual or special going on in my classes.

So I am going to zoom into talking about the event.

After school, I met JingJing in one part of the school and then we set off to Tiong Bahru Plaza.

The last time I set foot on Tiong Bahru Plaza was when I was in JC1. Hmm, that was like around 5 years ago.

I had some memories at Tiong Bahru Plaza such as eating with my ex-friend and nearly got choked while I was eating KFC food and I though I was going to die because something seem to be stuck at my throat and I couldn't get it out. I rushed into the washroom and tried to get it out because it was kind of hard to breathe.Or I was getting psychologically affected by it. Well, I still survive till today. If not, I wouldn't have been here. I remembered going all the way to Tiong Bahru Plaza to buy birthday presents for my secondary school friends once such as Zak, Wk, Janny, Alison and others(my secondary school cliques).

It appears that everyone has reached on time. Wah, that was a first. haha Janice, Cheryl and June were walking around the place to find where sakae sushi. It is used to be there. So all my fantasies earlier about eating sushi weren't realised. =_= That was really sad.

 Personally, I find this odd but I have been craving for japanese sushi for quite some thing. However, after since coming back to singapore, my craving is temporarily gone.

We still looked for another Japanese restaurant. The food was not too bad. But I still missed eating lots of sushi. The soup tasted nice. I think I drank more soup then eating food. The ice cream we ordered was delicious!!

The cashier keyed in the wrong amount and luckily Janice noticed it after recieving the receipt. It took some time to get things to the right order.

All of us were so full and felt like our stomachs were going to burst.

I am going to promise myself that I won't be eating so much to torture myself like that. The feeling was horrible.

Tuesday 13 Oct 2009

@School day@

I am getting mixed up with the days.

 I don't know today is a tuesday, wednesday or thursday.

Maybe because I am coming to school every single weekday.


Wednesday 14 Oct 2009

@School day & CCA day@

I am kinda dreading going for CCA.

I don't like to spend my nice long afternoon after my morning class waiting for CCA to start during the late afternoon. If my dance starts straight after school then I wouldn't mind. But I have to wait so long on such a rare day that I had morning lesson.

I studied in the school library and I prefer to have my laptop with me when I am studying. If not, it is really hard for me to sit still for a very long time. With a laptop, I can study for long periods of time and get some work done.

My bag for today was very heavy because I need to carry a lot of study materials for my study period in the library.

It was raining the whole day.

I am proud of myself that I didn't need to resort to listening to music while I was studying in the library. It was great.

When I reached the dance studio, a few of my classmates were standing outside the door. And no senior was in sight. One of them thought that there weren't any classes going on. Well, there was but it really felt like that. Most amazingly was there were many classmates who didn't show up at all. I am not sure whether there are some events going on in school that were the reason.

I forgotten that there was an event after dance classes ended. It was the dance president's birthday and they had booked the St James Power station for some partying and dancing. I really forgotten about it. But then again, I need to tell you this: this has nothing to do with why most of my classmates are not here. Half of the class wasn't here and I got more space to move around because of this.

I am so tired after my dance practice. My legs feel abit wobbly. I am feeling backaches. I am not sure which kind of warm up practice made me feel the backaches.

writtern @8:44 PM

Saturday 3 Oct 2009

@Studying@

I have been sitting for many hours studying and I grew tired of it.
Time is not by my side and I need my rest too.

I wish I can totally rest on 1 day rather than rushing with studies and homework.

Sunday 4 Oct 2009

@Studying@

Going to be another week of school and staring at the exponentially increasing height of my studies pile.

That is overwhelming.

Monday 5 Oct 2009

There was supposed to be a lunch gathering with the korean group but I decided to give it a miss.

I have a lot of things to be prepared before the lessons.

And I can't even go for my lesson on the dot since all my classes are full with people. It is hard to find good seats these days.

Tuesday 6 Oct 2009

@School as usual@

Wednesday 7 Oct 2009

@ School as usual@

I stayed in school while waiting for CCA to commence in the late afternoon.

I reached the other campus early and WeiQi and her friend were practising their dance in the dance studio. I went to the other side of the dance studio and start just doing some moves. I wanna hang out in the dance studio on my own and go down to real choreography practicing.

I miss destressing at dance studio and dance good choreographies without any restrictions. I hate restrictions!!!

Thursday 8 Oct 2009

I reached school one hour early before lesson starts. I wanted to spend my time studying in the library while waiting for my lesson time. Unfortunately, the library was closed for graduation dinner.
There weren't any empty tables for me to do my studying. I had to stand elsewhere while looking through my study notes.

Before I forget to mention, I saw Jason Neo in school. Haha I guess we were surprised to see each other. I can't be sure whether it was really him but yea it was him.

Fri 9 Oct 2009
@ Studying@
Supposedly event: Mac breakfast with Weisi and Szeman

When Szeman smsed me saying that she couldn't make it because she was still feeling sleepy, I was also sleeping too. In fact, I totally forgot about meeting them for breakfast in my sleep.

I think I wasn't aware that my handphone's alarm clock was vibrating while I was asleep.

You see, I was so sound asleep. Nothing can wake me up.

I recieved my box from Korea. Ahh!! My shorts, CDs, green tea box and others belongings are finally reunited with me. haha It took more than 1 month to come to my house.  My soul is complete now. Hahaa!!!

Saturday 10 Oct 2009
@ Studying@

My laptop is going crazy!!!

I can't get access to google search engine!!

I can't get access to youtube!!

I can't get access to facebook!!

These few websites are my favourite places to go and now I don't know how to get it back!!!

It kept giving me this message:

The connection was reset

    

    
    
    

    
      
      

        

The connection to the server was reset while the page was loading.

      


      
      


    *   The site could be temporarily unavailable or too busy. Try again in a few
          moments.

    *   If you are unable to load any pages, check your computer's network
          connection.

    *   If your computer or network is protected by a firewall or proxy, make sure
          that Firefox is permitted to access the Web.




      
      
    


    
      So I don't know what I should do to get it right again.

I wanna watch Ghost Hunters in the comfort and safety of my room!!

Watching haunted mansion movie on tv was so fun and entertaining.

Privileged looks like a good drama to watch. Kk I am going to watch it next time. Will keep it in mind. ^_^


Sunday 11 Oct 2009

@ Studying@

Recommended games to play:

Dream Wedding day-Hollywood

(not sure of the actual title)

Dinerdash-detective agency

Yoda restaurant

haha I played the trial versions that only last for 1 hour and it was really engaging.

writtern @6:29 PM

writtern @5:57 PM