FRIDAY 18 FEB 2011

hihi...I will stop writing daily blog accounts till June because I don't have the time to do so and don't have the mood to do so daily.

There is nothing much going on everyday.

I am sick - (dizziness, fever, very dry throat and don't have the energy to prolonged studying) now for no reason that I known of.

I haven't been study so hard until I will get sick ah.

Maybe I didn't drink enough water?

I am trying my best to rest enough and to regain my health status.

Prelims is like less than 2 weeks away and I am sick, what bad luck!

Didn't have good study productivity while I was in the school library recently because there was at least 1 person that I remember of who was very inconsiderate.

She kept talking on the phone using her normal voice and carrying on the conversation for a long time as though she was in a cafe and not in a library.

Keep talking to her friend about her schedule and watching movies and how being in school is so sian for her.

The word 'sian' really makes me felt that this person is very inconsiderate.

Helloooo....we are busy studying in the library and that word can really make people lose their motivation to study!!!!

I must really thank my alertness for preventing "collusion" in the library.

After school, I went to the library and put my stuff down and I realised the people sitting near me are so familiar and they are the ones that I don't ever want to see again.

So I went to the other side of the library as soon as possible and thankfully, there wasn't any collusion.

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I missed my bro - no one to talk to me at home.

But it is good that I can concentrate studying at home, no matter how late I want to study till...heheez

I can have the whole room to myself, locked myself in the room and doing whatever I want. haha

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Watching - The Rose with my favourite SHE song

OMG...Jin is so exotic haha

I want Bai He to be with Jin. haha

Sometimes it is er when I see Jin and Kui together (guys leh)

And why they keep emphasing Bai He is fat and ugly?

I think she is not haha ...

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I keep having nightmares either about relatives or about the group that I don't want to see them again.

It got so real that I got so affected by it.

Hmm, in the daytime, I thought I could get over it but it seems, it implicitly still has a significant impact on me.

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That issue, I don't wish to think about it now OR thinking about how to continue on OR thinking about how to forget about it now.

I just want this issue to stay at its current state.

How I feel doesn't fade away at my own command.

I have a strong feeling that HEI TU is important friend to me.

That's why I am trying so hard.

Perhaps none will understand because no one feels the same way as I do.

I have a strong feeling for certain people that they are important to me in my life.

I strongly believe that there are people that are must-haves in a person's life and I am glad to have found some of them already.

There is some connections, I suppose.

writtern @11:15 PM

1 FEB 2011 TUES

This year, I didn't buy any new year clothes.

It is okay, I can make do with my old clothes.

I can do my shopping in June!

2 FEB 2011 WED

Event: CNY reunion dinner

Did some studying but didn't want to do so much to tire myself

This year especially, my favourite aunt got to sit beside me during dinner and we kept on talking.

I missed talking to my favourite aunt a lot because she is usually busy or has been sitting far away from me.

And she remembered what I used to say when I was little ( in exact words).

( I used to love to eat noddles instead of eating rice and she recalled me saying: 吃面会饱， 吃饭不会饱)

3 FEB 2011 THURS

Event: CNY

This is the best CNY of my life.

Not going to get forced to do what I don't like to do this CNY!

My ideal CNY is when I can just spend time on my own and for the all the past CNYs, I did studying and I prefer to spend this time doing some studying instead of wasting time staring into space at people's houses.

I hate spending time with paternal side of relatives who only treat people nicely only during CNY and the rest of the 365 days spend time on planning and executing schemes to get my family down.

To me, since young, CNY is like an occasion for pretentious behaviour to occur, that's probably one of the main reasons why I hate CNY.

Not only that, I am different from others (that's why I don't mention it out loud because almost every one loves CNY).

Since young, I don't care about Angbaos because I don't feel comfortable receiving money from people (especially when I don't earn it)

I prefer to earn money instead of receiving money.

I had an enjoyable talking session with my maternal relatives and the happenings of my youngest cousin (just started Primary 1 this year) told by my uncle and aunt were hilarious.

How he loves to order more food and realised that he has not enough money haha and he showed all his money to the aunt and said: This is all I have. haha


4 FEB 2011 FRI

Event: CNY

Time flies and my 1 week of no school is going to be over soon.

I didn't do much studying as I expected myself to do.

It is scary to think that school will resume next week and it is going to be hectic. (O.O)!!!

And I think the school is deliberately not letting us study during the CNY week because I wanted to download pdf files (essential reading) from the online library and the page is not found (should be under maintenance).

I tried every day of the week to log in but the online library webpage is still not found.

Was watching this year's horoscopes from Taiwan shows and they said Pisces is going to be lucky this year!!

Yea, this HK astrologist said that Pisces, for the past few years, has been rather unlucky (True).

Then another said that to make this year's life smoother, must do some thing and sighh, I wish I could have watch this programme much earlier because I have already missed the dates.

Another astrologist said that Pisces people tend to be interested in interesting people but it is best to stay away from interesting people (don't stay so close to them) because interesting people have problems. HAHAA!!!

If I wasn't lying on my bed watching this, I could have "fallen down" after watching that part!!

No wonder I am always meeting interesting people aka people with problems.

This year, I planned to get rid of connections of such people.

Don't want to make myself miserable ever again!!

I want to make myself better too!!

Waiting till 3plus am for my bro to come home because he didn't bring his house keys when he went out.

writtern @10:11 PM