♥A Love Affair

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

29 May 2007 Tuesday

I was on my way to my workplace when i saw my uncle. Couldn't believe that he was there too. Then i walked further on to reach the traffic crossing. I reached the traffic crossing from the right and was waiting patiently for the green man signal. I happened to look towards the left and saw someone that looked so familiar from a far distance. Thought my eyes had played tricks on me because it seemed so impossible. That person stared straight at me but didn't show any signs of recognition. Hmm..that was fine by me. A while later, it was time to cross. Walking for some distance later, i turned behind and saw that the person was walking in the same direction as me though quite further apart. That person disappeared suddenly when i was already cutting across into a building. Creepy eh? Up till now, i don't know whether did I see the right person?

I did work in an especially fast manner and ended up with absolutely nothing to do till the end of the day. Haha...i was so happy because i decided to challenge myself to finish all the files before more came in. Sometimes, i play games on my own in work..challenge myself to clear all the stuff on my desk and blah blah. This makes work slightly fun to do.

My mentor is so nice. After lunch, she asked me to pass the 3 of us soyabean milk. Perhaps for the work that we have done...I felt so thankful to her. This makes my day.

30 May 2007 Wednesday

As usual, it is routine work till I am sick of the computer. Keep on piling my work on top of my mentors' desks, which never seems to decrease whenever I am there the next round. Feels like a Friday to me because the next day, it is a holiday!! I just want to spend my whole day at home during holidays. It is certainly a bliss.

My friend regretted not buying something since last friday so we went back to the shop. She even called up the shop about the stock and they said that there is no more of it. For five days, she felt disappointment. To her surprise, when we reached there, it was still there. She was so happy and immediately bought it. We spent a long time at a shopping centre. My friend decided to sit at the benches outside the shopping centre because her legs were aching. We were seated there for quite some time when I happened to turn my head and looked at the entrance of the shopping centre. I saw this guy towering over 2 young girls and talking to them. I didn't really pay attention to it but somehow i realised that the guy's actions and his physique looked so familiar. I couldn't really pinpoint who exactly it was at a glance. But it is HIM!! I can't believe it is him!! I even asked my friend "do you think the guy over there is xxxxxxx?"
( This is not excitement of seeing him....is more of horror of seeing him. )

I was actually in a hurry to get away from there. Kept on asking my friend " have u finished your resting? can we go elsewhere? " We did a lot of walking today due to unforeseen circumstances. The place that I thought is near-is in reality very far. Haha she reckoned that she won't be working on friday, instead, spending time in the hospital.

Finally, we were at this shopping centre where it is nothing much to walk about. There were only a few souls there. Not only that, the shops were all closed for the door except for Macdonalds. We were talking about horror movies while walking and suddenly, while we were walking past a shop, the phone rang from inside the closed door. Hmm..we didn't think much about it but it started to feel a bit odd. Maybe it is just my imagination running wild. Then my friend said that it will be creepier if the phones in the shops, that we walked past, ring one by one.

A while later, we walked towards the washroom. Because of the layout of the shops, I was a few steps away from hitting myself with a glass wall. After i came out to the basins area, my friend was washing her hands and she asked me this question- do you notice that there are still 2 closed cubicles door when there isn't anyone here? While she asked this, she showed me this odd expression. At that time, I was trying to provide rational reasons about why they are closed. My friend suspected that there was something wrong and she even kicked the closed cubicle which was right behind her. But there wasn't any response. I thought, for one moment, she was going to do something to see whether there is actually anyone inside. I insisted to get out of the washroom because that scenario started to creep me up.

When i went back to work on friday, I told my colleague about the person that I saw and she was laughing real hard. She couldn't believe that I saw him in real life.

31 May 2007 Thursday

Yippee, it is a holiday but I still wake up early because I was too used to it. I spend my whole day watching videos- a korean variety show which talks about some celebrities' stories. It is very interesting because it makes me aware that being celebrities is not just all glamour. There are hardships involved which we will never know. I don't remember exactly what the host said but what he said is very meaningful. Hmm..I should have writen it down somewhere. He said something like..." We are like sculptors...even though what we are doing to the clay now doesn't seem so great, but in the end we are able to create beautiful sculptures. So work hard and continue to make your beautiful sculptures. " This was his words to end that session of the variety show.

1 June 2007 Friday

My friend and I was called to our supervisor's office to ask about the overall performance. She was trying to pinpoint the people who cause the slow down of work progress and wanted our opinons to improve the flow of work. The thing is I have no idea what is exactly the problem though I agree that the files that I passed to my mentors weren't cleared for quite some time. Maybe I am doing it too fast. Who knows? I don't want any conflicts in the office. Maybe they have their own things to attend to so it slows down the work done.

After work, we went elsewhere. We were about to walk up the stairs when I saw someone ,who happened to walk down, very familiar. I saw my online friend...didn't expect to see him there. Didn't think I will be meeting him again. He saw me too but he was having trouble remembering my name. We just said hi and bye. I was surprised that he remembered some stuff when he talked to me online a few days later.

My friend and I unknowingly wandered into a poly. No wonder...cos i was thinking about why is the materials used for this building looks like a certain poly. Ya, we were really in a poly. -__-..i can't believe that i didn't realise it soon. I have been in this poly for a few times so I kinda know that place slightly better. Used to come here for Sports day during my primary school years because it is very near my school.

My friend wanted to go vivocity so we went there. There was this Italian exhibition and an orange-coloured Lamborghini was there. That is my bro's favourite car. He loves to harp about it so that's how i know of this car. My friend bought some clothes. One of the shirts that I picked for her, her mother likes it very much. haha..that's good.

writtern @7:13 AM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

This morning, I was already on my way to the mrt station when my mother called me. She told me that I had left my jacket and water bottle at home and she is going to pass them to me. I can't believe that I forgotten to bring important items to work again. As a result, I reached my workplace slightly late.

Today, my progress at work is much better and I don't feel hungry easily. Hmm..don't know why. During lunchtime, we were watching the "200 pounds beauty" korean movie. As far as I have watched it, I think they are all mean to treat her this way, just making use of her. She overheard it and she was very heart-broken.

My friend was telling about her trip to a nearby park during the weekend. The 2 of them were sitting on the bench and they smelled strong frangipani fragrance. My friend tried to think nothing about it and both of them decided to leave the park. Nearing the exit of the park, the fragrance came back again. At that moment, her friend said “She’s here”. (referring to the belief that when there is strong frangipani fragrance, a ghost is nearby. ) My friend nearly wanted to use her shoe to hit him.

writtern @2:52 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007

26 May 2007

Only the 5 of us were here. Hmm..don't know what happen to the rest. We did some formation today. Dance lesson kinda brightens my day but that feeling didn't last for the whole day because of other reasons. How disappointing that can be. Spend the rest of my day learning.

27 May 2007

I saw my friend's mentor at a mrt station. Went out with my sec friend to treat her ice cream because I want to thank her for many things that she has done for me. I actually owed her 2 year's worth of birthday presents so I am going to make it up for her. She is entitled 2 presents and I bought her one present today. She decided to give me one more present too because she feels that the present is not enough...haha good good. But I told her to give me a present when I am feeling better (which is not now).

On my way home, got minor collison with a kid's scooter. I tripped and tried to regain my balance. After a while later, there was a heavy downpour.

writtern @3:55 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

The worst lazy bug is here.

Ooo At last, we have done watching the Death Note movie series. It is great though i don't really like the ending. I don't want them to die- don't like deaths. My friend who was watching with me already thinks of Light as her bf..haha...It actually created a confusion because she suddenly mentioned something about bf and I was puzzled by it. That is suprisingly fast because a few weeks ago, she likes DBSK.

We decided to use the office messenger to message the Radio girl. She did not bother to reply...That's too bad. Suggested to pass her a secret letter when my friend is going to that department. haha That will make it so secretive for something so minor. While we were walking, my friend showed me who is the Radio girl. Initially she said Radio girl is the one sitting under the television. The television was suspended at the top. Still, I couldn't spot her because there are just too many people sitting there. My friend described her to me again."See..the one who is sitting under the desk." Haha, she said it wrongly and I was still laughing about it when i reached my place.

The aunt had a urge to eat Mac ice cream but there isn't any Mac fast food resturant nearby. My friend playfully asked me to buy for the aunt right now. I suggested to call for Mac delivery...by the time it is delivered, it would have melted a long time ago..haha

There is this lady whom we have only saw her working twice in a week. We called it "Come as you like" employment. The category is even better than the type of employment we are under.

Initally, we were in a lift at a crowded shopping centre and were tempted to do "Superman". My friend said that she will do it if i dared to be the first to do it. And..we did. It was fun except that the lift stopped at every level. Thank goodness, the glass view of the lift has been blocked by a large sticker so people at the outside couldn't see us doing that.

Both of us were waiting near the traffic lights crossing and I suddenly noticed that there is one potential place right in front of our eyes. We only experienced the Superman Sensation once. That feeling is so nice- feel like we are realy flying. There were too many people using the lift because there are only 2 lifts in service. Walked around in shopping centres and my friend's shopping temptations started again. Anyway, today is the first day of the Great Singapore Sale and also the late night shopping. So it was exceptionally crowded today.

writtern @10:48 AM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

hiz..

My friend wanted to listen to the radio during work badly. She has ran out of songs to listen in youtube. So we tried to think of ways to get access of a radio but couldn't.

While working, we started to talk about SPI ghost stories. I was telling her about the case
( Finding Clues on the Bukit Batok Rape cum Murder )that i read about. To me, this is the creepiest article that i have read. Here is the link if you are interested in reading about it.
http://www.spi.com.sg/spi_files/bukit_bakot_rape/index.htm
They visited the murder scene at 12am during the starting of the Hungry Ghost Festival and they really encountered something!! The vengeful "ring-tone" ghost and also heard "someone talking". Even thinking about it gives me the creeps.
Not long after we were talking about this, there was this sudden music.Right at the time when the music was turned on, I have clicked onto a webpage and it was related to dance. So i thought it was because of me that caused the loud music and I quickly shut down the window. Also at the same moment, my friend was looking at my computer monitor and wanted to tell me to lower the sound volume. That moment was really funny. Haha..it took a while for us to realise that the music actually came from the PA system.
My friend intended to ask someone in another department about the radio because she was able to listen to the radio from her computer. But she doesn't know her well and it will be so awkward to ask her this question. So how is she going to go about saying it?

I told her to start by saying..."I have this burning question.."
Haha so we began to think of funny ways to say that...

"I have this burning question ever since I started working here.

I just couldn't help thinking about it.

* Building suspense....*
.....

.....

How do you switch on the radio in your computer?? "

I think she would be falling off her chair when she hears this. But my friend still couldn't pick up the courage to ask her.

I was standing in one of the train cabins when I saw this primary school boy and his mother waiting to board the train. I could tell that the boy was crying because of his facial expression. When the doors opened, he was walking backwards crying and dragging his mother into the cabin. At the same time, he was walking towards my direction. I thought he would have looked back to see whether he will be hitting into anyone. He didn't so he knocked into me. I decided to make way for him. Both of them walked towards the sides of the doors at the other end and the 2 schoolboys have to give up their places for them too. The boy couldn't stop crying and it was loud. The mother was scolding him harshly in Mandarin. It was something like "...you better stop crying, if not, i will push you down. " The "pushing you down" refers to her pushing him onto the train tracks. But the boy did not want to stop his crying. His crying was actually an on-off thing. Without any reason, he will just start crying. This time, his mother beat him hard on his back a few times. Imagine that kind of furious beating...Not only that, the boy kept on hitting his mother without any care that he will be hitting someone else. His hands will be flailing around and it really hit one guy who was standing at opposite them. The guy was brave enough to be still standing near them. The mother had to hold the boy's hands to prevent him from doing his hitting. The rest of the passengers were doing some distancing, for fear of getting hit by the boy.They alighted a few mrt stops later and his mother was dragging him out by his both hands. The boy cried again and this time, his mother hit him hard at the back of his head a few times.

I know it must have been awkward for the mother but still, she shouldn't have use such methods to stop the child from crying. Violence doesn't solve anything. In this way, he will be behaving even badly. Also, it is against the law to hit a child in that manner.

writtern @11:01 PM

I want to walk in the rain so people won't see my tears.

Will not be at home for a few days. Don't know when exactly though.

People really have their cutesy little ways sometimes. I got this case whereby they are supposed to print the first page of their bankbooks for us to see the name of the account and also the account number. This person printed the cover page of the bankbook instead ( that means the other side)!!! Another person printed their ICs and Birth Certificates in A4 size but the photocopied bankbook page was so tiny ( the size of a small packet of tissue)!! (0.o).... (o.0)...what can i see?? They enlarged the wrong documents.

Sigh...i heard from my mentor that the aunt was sent to hospital because of high fever. I hope she can recover real soon.

My friend and I went to the food court for lunch. It was raining heavily and she fell down. I didn't manage to prevent her from falling down because of the umbrella. That place is really dangerous to walk.

My friend and I were talking about our childhood dreams.

so i will just say a few here...the rest are super private..haha

In no particular order...

Dream - I wanted to be an author because I was inspired by the books that I read.

Back to Reality - My language ain't fantastic as you can very well see.

aha...still, i have fulfilled my dream during my secondary school years. Heard of Budding Writers Competition? I persuaded my group of friends to join me and our work was picked!! I felt very apologetic that they have to sacrifice their afternoons because of me. The sad thing is the organisers did not manage to find a publisher for our book. Hmm..at least, my dream is kinda being fulfilled. ^_^ In addition, we were the first ones to "win" something for our school.

Dream- Librarian. i find it fun stamping the books..

Back to reality - the library no longer finds any need to do the stamping...haha Kinda fulfilled it due to a few years of joining library as a cca though didn't get to do much of the stamping.

i had fun with my friends in the library, thinking up of games to make our time spent there fun. haha

Dream - Teacher. In a way, it is my lifelong ambition. It got stuck in my head about being a teacher since i was young. Loved to do role playing as a teacher. Pretending my stuffed toys are my students..haha. It is also a chance for me to "scold" those who have been bad to me in primary school. haha.. got one whole list..ya know...

Back to reality - hmm..along the way in life, i am thinking of having other careers before being a teacher. Is being a teacher a small wish? It seems that the people around me have great dreams unlike me. Do i always wish for minor stuff instead of the major ones? My dreams seem so tiny and insignificant compared to theirs.

Just a brief glimpse into dreams bah. I don't want to go into detail...still got other dreams, but they have not been fulfilled yet so i am not going to talk about it.
My policy -> when it happens, then i will talk about it. If not, i definitely won't because the likelihood of not happening is real high.

writtern @10:36 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Wah it sure is very hot today- 34 degree celsius. I was revising ( doing xiao tiao) in the early morning and can feel the heat. I decided to start some learning at home and refraining from using the computer. Cos i have to be considerate for my brother. Trying not to get blamed for something that i have not done. I am in need of learning something...gahhh...just got one lucky star to lend me some materials to study about.But I can only start the next day onwards. Hmm..at least better than nothing. Me bored now so i am going to write my own profile here..just for fun only..feel like doing this because i have been browsing through celebrities profiles..haha using somebody's template.

writtern @7:41 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007

hiz..something is wrong with my workplace internet connection, couldn't even save my blog posts. Because of my friend who is rushing home everyday, i forgot to make my stuff accessible from home. She always pack up earlier than me. Because of her excitement, she actually forgot to shut down the computer before she left her desk.

This morning, i realised that the trend of commuters has changed --> those who are boarding the train are the first ones to do so compared to those who are alighting at that same mrt station. It is really saddening to see how people care more about themselves than showing basic courtesy.
I have difficulty opening my eyes for the whole day because it hurts.

Everyone has their own sad stories and hardship moments to tackle. I don't think there is anyone who has none of those. Even if he/she seems to have none, i guess the person has hid it deep down inside.

I thought celebrities have a easy life but that series of video clips made me change my mind. I didn't know DBSK members have their own share of hardships too. Micky even cried while he was telling. *don't cry...i give you one tissue box.* My heart really went out to them because they are brave during their own hardship times. Behind their cheerful smiles and happy faces, they have their own store of sad stories.

Lee Minwoo is going to break into the US music market. Ooo just go ahead!! i think you will make it!! I didn't know he has his own website.

Se7en's songs are getting on to me..
"Come back to me" song because the tune is really nice as in quite soothing to hear.
Crazy and Passion because they are catchy and the hiphop feeling to it. He looks really hip-hop-py ( haha there is no such word in the dictionary )in it..haha..wat a cool look

I find out a lot of interesting things from the internet.
DBSK- yunho's younger sister looked exactly like him...so cute!!! hmm..don't know her age but she is just so adorable!! They kept on mentioning his sister so i was quite curious as to how she looked like..i didn't know she can be so cute..

in fact, i wanna know their family members...heez

This website -->
http://world-amazing-facts.blogspot.com/2006_04_16_archive.html

10 amazing things your boss would never say
1. Oh you don't have a babysitter?? No problem bring him to work.

2. You're allowed 10 personal phone calls a day.

3. You don't feel good?? Take the rest of the week off with pay.

4. Sure we can afford that $3000 ergonomically correct chair for you!

5. Look, I gotta make this meeting quick so I can get back and answer the phones.

6. You're late again!! Why don't we change our starting hour to 9:23.

7. Since it's so nice outside, let's work out there.

8. If you need gas money just take it out of petty cash.

9. Your car broke down?? I will buy you a new company car.

10. I'm going to promote you because I like you.

Ten Best Amazing Things to Say if you Get Caught Sleeping at Your Desk

10. "They told me at the Blood Bank this might happen."

9. "This is just a 15 minute power nap they raved about in the time management course you sent to me ."

8. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the Whiteout. You probably got here just in time."

7. "I wasn't sleeping! I was meditating on the mission statement and envisioning a new business strategy."

6. "I was testing my keyboard for drool resistance."

5. "I was doing a highly specific Yoga exercise to relieve work-related stress. Are you discriminatory toward people who practice Yoga?"

4. "Why did you interrupt me? I had almost figured out how to handle that big accounting problem."

3. "Did you ever notice sound coming out of these keyboards when you put your ear down real close?"

2. "Who put decaf in the wrong pot?"

1. [Raise head slowly and say], "...in Jesus name, Amen."

People can really think of amusing reasons to say.

writtern @6:54 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Saturday - the attendance was bad, the same as last time. It is the 2nd time that the 2 guys missed lessons. Will be so hard to catch up for them. One of them didn't inform about not missing class at all so don't know what happen to him. Was very tired even when i reached class. My friend thought i looked pale. When i reached home, i slept from around 5pm until the next morning. What a great sleep- i have no idea that i could be this tired.

Sunday - get to spent the whole day alone at home. se7en songs are not bad and he looks cool in the music video haha...I admire Super Junior because they have perfect timing in their dance steps which makes them very talented and united. Their dancing is perfect!! Wonder how much time did they take to reach to that standard?

Watched the Spiderman 2 on television. Peter is really unlucky, just like me. Nothing turns out well. I understand fully. He is always being wronged but he is in no position to explain or clear the misunderstanding. Things that turned out okay at the beginning somehow turned for the worst.

nowadays kept on listening to 3 songs. I like the song lyrics- Let Love lead the way, Goodbye by Spice girls ( i know the songs are kinda old but it is nice to listen to old songs at times ) and Say goodbye by S club 7 ( my first favourite music group). I was surprised that my friend remembered our classmate and I liked S Club 7. Hmmm..did i mention it in the past?? i dun remember at all. I was really fascinated that there is actually someone who is a fan of S club 7 too...haha. My classmate is really a very music person cos he used to bring a cd album book to school everyday. The first time listening to Say Goodbye by S club 7 was via his disc player because i didn't buy their best hits album for reasons that i have forgotten. It was a lovely song that really touched my heart.

"Let Love Lead The Way"

What makes this world go round
Will the answer let her down
She is so sweet and young
And her life has just begun
What does her future hold that's the story left unknown
Will she make it through her days, let our love lead the way
Part of me laughs (ooooh)
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why (question why)
What good is their joy
And why is there pain (ooh)
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day you're here
Next you are gone

No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way
Sitting there all alone
In the window of her room
Watching the world go by
Brings tears to her eyes
All she sees is hurt and pain, she wants to break the chain
She'll keep pressing everyday and she'll find her own sweet way
Part of me laughs (me laughs)
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (wants to question why)

One day you're here (you're here)
Next you are gone (you're gone)
No matter what we must go on (I will go on)
Just keep the faith (keep your faith)
And let love lead the way (I know, I know, I know, ooh whoa)
You can be all that and still can be who you are
You gotta know for sure that it isn't make believe
You may feel weak but you are strong
Don't you give up if
If you keep holding on, you'll never be wrong
Just close your eyes cause it lies deep in your heart, yeah
Part of me laughs
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (question)
Why is thee pain
Why is there sunshine then the rain

One day you're here (you're here)
Next you are gone (you're gone)
No matter what we must go on (I will)
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way (lead the way)
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way
Love lead the way

writtern @10:04 AM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

huhu...huhu... (T_T)
i thought i had saved this draft but it is gone! i typed a lot for this post. i must have accidentally deleted it away. it is troublesome to recall what i had just typed.

Today is my friend's interview for a permanent job. Hope that she will do well for all rounds of the interview and get into the job that she wanted. Then this will be her first step into the working world. She is the second person that i know soon going into the working world. She left midway during lunch time and I didn't get a chance to tell her good luck. I think she is having her interview now. Since yesterday, she has been researching about the company and prepared potential questions and answers.

Currently reading about Lost Civilisations of the World. Easter Island is a mysterious place and up till now, no one can figure out their language and what exactly happens to their tribe.Isn't it a pity that it will always be a mystery? There are insufficient materials to decipher their unique language because foreign missonaries forced them to destroy their manuscripts long ago. I am fascinated about MesoAmerica civilisations such as Aztec, Inca and Maya.

Oh ya, i read that they have found some evidence of the Bigfoot in Malaysia. They found a gigantic footprint and the branches of trees are broken at a certain height. Unfortunately, foreigners are not allowed to step into the forest. The people who discovered a good sample of the bigfoot footprint were Causcians and Singaporeans. So I don't think they will have a chance to explore the forest. Won't it be interesting if Bigfoot really do exists?

The uncle that we were buying food from, kept on saying cold jokes to us. -_-" even though he was busy. Because of him , we spend longer time at the food court. Could have watched more parts of the movie. Can't wait to continue watching the movie.

After work, I was supposed to go to my dance company to check out something. My dance friend recieved a call from them to come down to help out. She told me about it so I was kinda curious. But i had to wait for a long time after work. My friend is very nice in that she accompanied with me to wait. So we decided to hang out at bugis junction cos it was the nearest shopping centre. Time really flies when we are relaxing, I was supposed to be back at the dance company at a certain timing and i was still at the shopping centre. Then my dance friends who were already at the dance company told me that there is nothing much going on so i decided not to go on. My friend and I continued to look around the place. We went to bugis junction and bugis street. It was her first time going to bugis street. We felt very full after dinner so we continued to walk around Bugis area....Suntec City...Marina Square...and lastly P.P hotel.

My friend wanted to look around P.P hotel. Wah it looks grand. We were looking at the paintings by this particular artist and they are impressive paintings. Can tell that this artist is a pessimist haha and feeling lonely. haha...both of us wanted to go to the highest level of the hotel which is the 37th floorm i think. went into the lift and we were trying to press the highest floor. There wasn't any light where we pressed it. My friend suddenly pointed out that we have to put the access card into the slot before pressing the hotel levels. We decided to wait for other people to go back to their hotel rooms so that we can go up. After a while, there was one Caucasian who came into the lift. Oops....he asked us which floor are we going to and my friend said that we are just looking around. Then he said...ahhh u enjoy going up and down the lift? and we said yes. It was a really awkward situation.

Have you watched the movie " My boyfriend is blood type B"? When we were going up, i got reminded of that movie. There was one part where the couple was in the lift and they were going up to a very high level. So the guy did the "superman thing" with the gal loh..haha..so i told my friend that we should do that too for fun. Too bad, we didn't have a chance to do that because the Caucasian was in the same lift as us.

Next week, we will be going to go to every hotel in Orchard to find out the greatest "Superman" Sensation. A quest!!

writtern @12:49 AM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

yoboseyo...

When i was opening the door to the office, i nearly hit someone. Sigh..i think the passage way is too narrow.

Today is the third time that i have bumped into the lady whom i was with when the cisco alarm rang last week. So far, i didn't see her working anywhere in the office. I was trying to find out which department she is working in.

Aiming to clear up my desk and my inbox by today. So now i am doing it at maximum speed. My desk is full of papers and files. Actually, the whole workplace is messy. You should take a look at those people with their own offices. It is as though they have a permanent hurricane inside the room. Sometimes, i can't even see the head of the person in the office. They are "drowning" in the sea of papers and files.

During lunch, we watched the starting part of a movie. haha..it sure is exciting. Will continue it for a few days. I even brought my music cds to listen while i am working. I prefer this than keep on searching for songs in youtube.

Yesterday, i was watching a snippet of this taiwanese guy doing beatbox. He is so good in that- can do 7 different types at a time. Watched another taiwanese guy and he was saying that beatbox is not invented by the Americans, but by the Chinese- Qin shi huang. (-__-)" Of cos, it is not the truth. They were just trying to weave out a story related to beatbox. But it is useful in learning beatbox.

If you said this (read beneath ) quickly and with lots of emphasis, u can make it sound like beatbox. Just try..

bu(3) chi(4) ke(4) da(3) chi(4) ke(4)

chi(3) ke(4) bu(4) da(3) chi(4) ke(4)

writtern @2:11 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

I didn't feel that we have done a lot of work. Was trying out some new stuff and it took quite a bit of time. Plus the aunt hasn't been coming to work for days le so we have to do her share of work too. Today, we then realised that there are actually lots of things that needs to be done. I feel like "fainting" everytime i see my inbox. I tried my best to clear one stack in the shelf and when i came back to the inbox again, it is all full again. My inbox (the maximum space in the shelf is 3 stacks of files) is always full. ( T_T ). I intended to finish emptying out my inbox and then i will go ahead with doing other tasks too. This is like doing homework where it never ends.

People usually relates Thailand to be a Land of Smiles. I think Singapore can became a Land of Sighs. I am guilty of that myself. haha...everywhere in singapore, people love to do the sighing exercise. haha it is the only kind of exercise where people don't complain. they can't help but to do it.

ooo Lee Min Woo is going to release his third album this year!! That's cool, i am going to buy it as soon as it is available in Singapore. That will take perhaps a year to come. So long-g-g...Wah he has even started his own entertainment company..gosh that is so impressive. But he broke up with his gf..that's sad. In the first place, i didn't even know he has a gf..haha..but needless to say, even if i don't know about it, he sure has someone de. Who won't like him? No one can't help but to like him. haha can tell he is real caring according to the news article. ^_^

Do you believe that perfect men exist? haha i do...i have already spotted some. ^_^
* but not in the real world though..in korean entertainment world...haha*

Been listening to old english songs..haha...going back to the s club 7 days and others. My friend and I were trying to recall the old english music groups at work. haha old english songs are the best compared to the current ones. No vulgarities..no shouting..no screaming...haha just meaningful songs and catchy tunes..

Having memory loss today. Forgot what's the name of food that i bought for lunch today. My friends were laughing over it.

Bored of using the computer and my fingers are tired from all those typing. Why can't just give us a break from the computer?

writtern @12:34 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Just when I think I have learned the way to live, life changes. ~Hugh Prather

A rainy morning, cosy for sleeping.

I learnt one thing today. There is actually a town called flushing in New York. What an interesting name for a town. The word caught my eye when i was flipping through a file.

After lunch, I was near the staircase when I saw this person who was heading downstairs. I happened to look down and do u know what i saw? He was wearing bedroom slippers in the workplace...not only that, it's teddy bear pattern. haha that is so funny... looks rather out of place at work.

I can't believe that i took the mrt in the wrong direction again. Went further by 2 mrt stops before i noticed that i made a mistake.

writtern @11:39 AM

Monday, May 14, 2007

I couldn't believe that i reached my workplace very early. I don't like to reach there that early because I couldn't even gain access. Was already in the lift nearing my workplace level when the other passengers and I heard something odd. When the lift doors opened, we realised that the odd sound came from the Cisco Alarm system. It was really loud. Both of us didn't know what to do. She pressed the doorbell and someone let us in. She told the person that the Cisco alarm already rang before we were here. Hmm..we don't know who is the one to sound off the alarm. Thank goodness it stopped after a while.

The Taiwan jet crash was a real tragedy. They should have bought better jet planes. (-_-)" I hope the soldiers who are currently in the hospital will recover soon. Especially the 2 who are in SGH. Jia you..don't give up. Still have a long way to go in life.

writtern @8:23 AM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Saturday- Went to class but no one was there. I thought they had cancelled the class without telling me. Sigh...just my luck for not bringing my cd for practice when no one is around. Half an hour later, my 2 friends came. It was kind of like doing things half-heartedly because there were only 3 of us. Plus, I don't know where to start to improve their movements. Especially when i don't have the impression that the teacher taught us the counting of the steps. I personally feel that it has become a norm of not counting the beats. There are some moments whereby it is very hard to count, it is more towards the importance of feeling the music. Either you have it or you don't.

We saw a Taiwanese actor who currently acts in an idol drama according to my friend. He was walking in and out of the studio cos it is considered a shortcut to the music rooms. But haha, he doesn't look familiar to me. My teacher took some time to open the door because when she turned the door handle, it came off. Haha today's attendance was the worst. My mind wasn't that alert today. Have been assigned to teach those who didn't attend the lesson when they come for next week.

Sunday - watching the Wishing Staircase with my brother in the room. I don't find it that scary. I nearly jumped up once especially when the radio moved.

writtern @10:35 AM

Friday, May 11, 2007

hiz...

I was early today..haha...yea!

This morning, I had to help my mentor with the cheques. At least i didn't have to face the computer screen whole day long.

The auditors from a private company came and they had a room to themselves. 5 people in a room seems so crowded. So secretive that they had to close the door at all times. They have been going around to search for documents and we helped them too.

This morning, our supervisor told us that there will be a mayday celebration in the late afternoon. Actually, they held this celebration as a farewell party for the head of this workplace because he is being transferred to another workplace. But my friend from another department wasn't informed about this celebration so she didn't believe that she will be involved in the celebration too. Later at the time, there wasn't any indications that there is something going on. Only after 5 minutes later, there was an announcement about it. The thing is no one in my level left their desks. All the more, they seemed to increase their concentration on their work. (-_-)"

We had buffet and the food is so nice. My friend was very quick in getting the food..haha..she had 2 and a half plates. One of the supervisors was so funny at one moment. He didn't know that this particular food has a name (which i forgotten now) and he said he only knew that as chocolate. At that moment, when he said the word "chocolate", that expression on his face looked very childlike..which was very funny. haha

After work, we went to this new shopping centre at novena. It was really disappointing because the level on where the korean merchandise are sold has nothing much. Spent our time talking at the outdoor cafes until the shopping centre was closed for the day.

writtern @11:00 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

hello..it has been a boring week. My friend and I have gotten the " lazy bug". Even my friend working in another company experienced it too. Oooo the "bug" must have been working real hard at spreading the "laziness" mood.

Cases of Absent-mindedness

The aunt working near us was keying in data. At the same time, she was looking at the computer screen. But the thing is she couldn't see what she has typed on the screen. So she tried again but it still didn't work. It took a while for her to realise that she was keying in using the calculator instead of the keyboard.haha she renacted the scene for us.

Later in the afternoon, I wanted to take some files to my mentor. I was on my way happily. All of a sudden, I stopped halfway and looked at what I was holding. I was holding on to newspapers. At that same moment, i wondered what was i doing with newspapers cos it slipped off my mind that i wanted to send files. haha It was as though i had a daze before that. How strange...

writtern @8:53 AM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

I have no idea why but my hair has received quite a bit of attention. My mentor asked about my hair being permed. But I didn't do anything to my hair, not just yet.

Been watching dbsk-related videos for every single day. Now i understood why my friend kept gushing over Xiah and little Xiah. Both of them are so adorable.haha this variety show was showing dbsk and little dbsk. Little dbsk is so cute. They were featured in the mv Balloons..which is super cute. But my friend doesn't like cutey mv. In the mv, they are all dressed up in animal costumes. Their actions are really funny too..especially Junho's moves.Not cute mah??(>_<)I find them adorable..haha (^_^)To me, the song is addictive too cos it brings joy and happiness. I guess we really like them in different ways. But i couldn't find many pictures of DBSK.

Aunt Z offered me food..didnt tell me that there was a bit of wasabi on top. Wah...my friend tasted a bit and she threw it away. haha..eating wasabi can make one alert..haha...so my friend reckoned i was working hard due to the wasabi. Still ask me whether i want some more... -_-"

Walked past the place where i have spent my sec 1 days. I could see my classroom and the quadrangle from the fences. Used to play badminton with my friends before going for morning assembly. There was still a bit of time left for playing. The times that I spend with my friends and the activities that we had- like going around to feed the neighbourhood cats cos my friends are crazy over cats (they still are crazy over them), me persuading them to do a national project together and we kinda made it..haha..was about to get a news conference. Unfortunately, my friend and I were no longer friends cos of some issues so we didn't want to go to the news conference. Regarding that, my form teacher was angry because we missed a chance to represent the school. Aiii too bad..but this is the first "award" that the school recieved. Plus i have recieved an award surprisingly at the later part of the year. I thought i just imagined my name being called. haha took me quite some time to realise that i have to go on stage to collect my award. Ahh..the folk dancing lessons and the folk dancing night eventually. hmm..wat else..i had to do 2 ccas..it was a compulsory thing especially for the members of my first cca. But i quitted by june cos i don't intend to learn playing another instrument. Spending great times with friends.

Sorry i am reminising....just a part of it..haha

Finally bought something to watch at home.

writtern @8:48 AM

Monday, May 07, 2007

My friend actually reached the workplace earlier than me. haha..it is the first time ever. The Mrt happened to arrive early this time round. For one moment, she thought that I am not showing up for work and she was imagining how boring would it be if I didn't show up after all.

Was multi-tasking as usual to make my work more interesting. hehe i love multi-tasking, makes me feel busier. Decided to explore the SPI website and my friend joined in too. Oooo interesting stories. In addition, we were exchanging spooky stories. She mentioned that her bf came across this housing estate in lim chu kang and she thought that her bf lied to her about it. So she asked me whether does this lim chu kang neighbourhood exists..haha i told her that it does because i have been there once. It was really secluded - you can feel that there are not many people around because it is kinda empty and a bit cold. People generate heat mah..i don't think locals are staying there because it seems really cut off from the rest of Singapore. It just stands on its own. Maybe the foreign workers are staying there instead. Who will want to stay in a "ghost town"? I definitely won't want to even if the units there are cheap.

There was one moment that I was too engrossed in the SPI webpage. Was puzzled because the comments on the webpage talked about the pond but all i could see in the photos are graves. Then, without warning, something from on top fluttered down. I was startled real badly. I practically jumped out of my seat. My friend saw it and she was laughing nonstop. My friend said that even though she was looking at her computer screen, from the corner of her eye, she could see my big reaction. Haha according to her, it was the funniest thing that i have done . I laughed and teared at the same time.

The something that fluttered down was actually a sticky note. I put a few sticky notes at my computer screen. They don't really stick that well so it sometimes fall from the computer screen.
Wah..nearly scare myself to death..haha.. don't like sudden movements (though i am good at doing that myself)..can jump out of my skin when it happens..

my fear starts coming back again...

writtern @8:32 PM

Sunday, May 06, 2007

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eb5XdRngNWo&mode=related&search=

* i like the introduction of the song- the heartbeat part. Intending to use that for my choreography hee (>_<) i need to create a dance piece for future use. So don't copy!! One of my favourite songs, like the tune. Just looking at their smiles make me cheerful for the whole day. Considered addictive song to me. They made use of things eg: bed, diary and kitty to show their love which is interesting. I like the last part too - turning into stone part.

I want to be your bed in your room

for just a day

oh baby

i want to make you go to sleep, comfortably warmly in my arms

for you, i win over all your problems and all your busy errands

even the monster in your dream

i wonder how a day without me

passes by for you

i am so curious as to how much you really love me

i want to be your diary

in your little drawer

i want to put all your secrets in my heart

without you knowing

i want to be your kitty

for just a day

oh baby

you feed it warm milk

and softly embrace it

seeing your playfulnesss with the cat and your cute kisses to it

i gues i even felt a little jealous

my heart is like this...

you're the only person who can see it

no matter who i see, or where i am, i only look at you

i want to be your close lover

just for a day

i'd be able to listen to your accomplismhments and even your complaints

just for you

in my heart, in my soul

love is still something

that's awkward to me but

i want to you give you everything in this world

even if it would only be in my dreams

my heart is like this...

just the fact that i can watch over you

makes me so grateful

im so happy

even if i lack a lot

i want to be your lover forever

when you are in my arms

i want to become stone

so we can stay this way

forever

writtern @11:43 PM

Was listening to my friend's songs in the morning. She has improved a lot...^_^ Remember the times that we were hanging around the piano? haha..You used to play the same tune..haha cos SE taught you before...i sang most of the time instead of playing cos i didnt learn piano...me learn electronic organ-different way of playing. haha when i was on my way home, whenever i hear the starting of the tune, i would know that it was you playing.

DBSK discussion again. i was asking her what she thinks of every one of them. was wondering whether we think the same way >_<> actualli i dunno who i like the most..cos i love all of them the same amt
but for diff reasons...shinhwa i can rank..but db i cant rank..

Me --> haha me too!!then wat do u like in every dbsk member? see whether we are the same or not

Andy Lover --> yunho is the manliness...yunho is my ideal hubby material...and he's a very family man..and he likes kids..

jaejoong is just too beautiful..but even wen some ppl say he's ver cold looking..
he;s still so sexy..i love his hamtaros...i love the way he screams every time he's embarrassed...

junsu is an angel..

chunnie..- he's so cool and charismatic..but naturally funny..
his action and all..he doesnt have to try to be funny...very charming..oh his smile...and he's got really thick luscious lips for a guy..very kissable ..close up pics..but he's an idioy also lah..he kn he cannot do slpits but he still always do splits,..

changminnie!!!!!!!
the baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

junsu is the shortest amongst them..but if he stand next to us..he's still
so tall..........

"End of discussion"

haha i didn't include my comments here. ^_^ lazy...

The discussion has gotten me to watch their mtvs again and typed out their eng lyrics. So i collected quite a few already. (>_<) their songs are nice especially their lyrics. That's the reason why i prefer korean and japanese songs to English songs. There is beautiful meaning in their songs. So perhaps future entries..i will put the youtube link too cos i wanna share the songs..haha... it's time for work again.

writtern @9:54 PM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

hiz..i still feel a bit under the weather, is it because of the weather or it is a sign that i am going to be sick soon? i am too lazy to practise at home for now. Not much energy left to do so. Perhaps tomorrow then i will practise. hehe

I showed up late for practice today cos my parents haven't reach home yet. It is alright for me since i have been practising almost everyday. Today's lesson was kinda overwhelming, a mouthful to learn. I can barely make it..but before the lesson ended, i managed to do it on time. yipee! i tend to dance another routine which doesn't belong in here. have to remember and differentiate which routine is the right one. Plus i need to make it look much better. Didn't get to try my own song...but i will do so next time.

To my friend: sorry that i didn't help much.

Currently, I happened to be in the same room as a cockroach. When i switched on the lights of the room, it was on the table. Then i went to my room to wake my brother up. The second time i came back it was gone. My brother thought i made a false alarm and he went back to sleep. I saw it under the table. Not sure whether it is the same cockroach. The cockroach behaves like an ostrich loh...want to hide..hide half way only..only hide the head..then can see the backside. Somemore, the cockroach wants to play dead. I hit the table legs but it didn't move. My bro and I worked together to kill the cockroach, more like he is the one doing it.haha cos my parents are already in dreamland.

I am kinda bored....bored of using the computer. been facing the computer at work already.

writtern @8:56 PM

Just came back not long ago and i don't feel well. Must because of the drink just now. My stomach feels a bit queasy, spinning like clothes in a washing machine.

This morning, both of us were carrying out "investigations". Our mission was to search the whole department for files which was tedious. We went to different mentors' cubicles to search. haha feel like detectives. Through teamwork, we finished our mission before lunch time. Very efficient right? haha...

Gah, we ran out of banjun drama to watch. Today's banjun dramas are all sad. I will source out for funny videos. My friend continued with the teasing again. (-_-)" why link me with this kind of people? weird people exist in abundance in my life, they became sort of part and parcel of my life le.

Then after work, I waited for my friend at the lobby then we go out together. We went to the Raffles City area because i have coupon (got it when i bought the ticket for the dance performance)- buy one get one free drink at Spinelli Coffee. Went to Suntec City first for dinner..i miss bendito kfc (forgot how to spell it)...it is not available. Even at another outlet last week, it was not available too. Maybe they do not have the supply of the bread. Took a walk at Suntec City and Marina Square. My friend reminded me to go Spinelli Coffee in case it closes down for the day. We were busy searching for it at Raffles city. Walked one round of the first floor but couldn't see any. Finally, we had to ask the guy at the counter. His instructions were not that clear, but we found it. It was actually near the entrance...but we didn't notice. It is not that obvious. When we were walking in, that woman was walking out at the same time!! It is the woman that another friend and I encountered. The incident that caused us to reach home later and i got specific curfew loh because of it. She didn't recognise me though she happened to glance for a while. Both of us ordered large choc mint spin. Don't feel well especially the throat and the stomach when i drank too much of it. I told my friend about the incident and she said that the woman is perhaps a mad one. If she was the one involved in this incident, she would have called the police.

Yah, u understand why i finds it maddening for me. I know i can't do much. Ain't that unfair treatment though i have to bear with it?

My friend was too tired and she wanted me to piggyback her loh. haha we are not shooting any korean drama. The 2 of us watched banjun drama together at work so haha we sometimes bring it up during conversations. In my opinion, korean dramas have a lot of piggyback scenes. No matter wat is the reason (minor to major), the guys likes to piggyback the girls they like. Drifting away from the subject.. haha i used to piggyback my bro. aha!! *lightbulb lighting up* Maybe that is the reason why i am short..haha

My friend admires me about something...but okay..i dun find it admirable haha...

When i was out, another friend called me on the phone.haha ...she was waiting for her friends to go out with her..so she chatted to me. Wah she wishes to be me just for one day. Why me?? I am nothing special...Again, got another things to admire about me. Seriously, i don't think i have any admirable stuff about me. What you see in me, can be seen in other girls. That's my opinion. ^_^ in fact, i think i have more weaknesses compared to other girls. haha they seem so much better than me no matter what they do. Makes me wonder how they do that.

After that, my friend and I went into CHIJMES. I wanna explore the place. There is a part of the CHJIMES which is beautiful. The waterfall and church area, the people are dining in the open on the first floor. Really feels like i am in another country- Paris or France perhaps. If minus the skyscrapers at the back and add in some faraway mountains,the location won't have such a Singaporean feel. Oh ya, make the environment cooler. Plus there is full moon tonight and it is very bright too. My friend was busy fantasizing. heez

While we were walking around, we saw a group of guys wearing the jacket with JAPAN at the back. I though they were japanese but my friend said that they spoke korean. Oooo cool..haha i wanna learn the language. i want to learn korean and japanese language. ahah i feel like picking up language skills because i can be tired of speaking mandarin and english. I know i am not normal as my close friend often mentions. But she says i am special in my own way. *heez*

I was at home already when my friend called me. Then her friends suddenly snatched her hp and talked to me. i guess they went a bit crazy. Asking for my signature and where is ah ming ge? (-__-)" i was blur for a while...haha then i realised what they were talking about. aii....y dun ask me where is xiao xin? haha..i dun like ah ming ge. i like xiao xin. if i were her, i wouldn't choose any one. Xiao Xin is too good for me because he is actually a genius and the manager of the famous computer company. In addition, he left for America without saying a good bye (if i remembered correctly) and i would not choose him. He deserved a much better girl than me. I would want him to have a good life, even though it hurts inside bah. I wouldn't choose ah ming ge because I don't even like him. Why would I be with someone that i don't like at all? I rather be single my whole life. haha to love is to sacrifice bah..don't know...

Though it happened some time ago, i regretted not retaliating. I should have retailated right? But i just don't know how should I react.

I still don't feel well. -_______-" i will go sleep, hopefully it will just go away.

writtern @12:56 AM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

You can dance anywhere, even if only in your heart. ~Author Unknown

Ooo, today is thursday..just one more day and i can relax le.

In the morning, i was engrossed in my work when one of the mentors came to my desk and gave me cookies. She just said "give you", which was surprising. I didn't talk much to her cos my work deals with other people instead of her. She went to Penang a few days back so she gave me something loh. So nice of her... ^_^My mentors in the department are all sweet. I am very lucky to be working there. My friend said that my name is in part of her list. haha..the mentor didn't give my friend the food maybe cos it isn't halal.

Both of us decided to have a self-declared break in the morning. haha i happened to come across a person's website via google search. It was written there - Welcome to the world's most handsome guy official website and it mentioned that he is a singaporean. So haha i was curious so i went to his website to take a look. He looks a bit familiar but I don't remember where have i seen him before.

I tell u..he is one nutcase. His claims aren't valid at all. His videos is ...erm..you can laugh your head off...and too "....". He claimed that he has amazing beatbox talent. But when i watched his video, it totally isn't. For one thing, people who do beatbox do not show others their mouth, they tend to cover it while they beatbox. His videos are a bit obscene loh...Have to faster call imh and tell them it is urgent matter- attend to it immediately. haha

Then after watching that, my friend whole day mentioned him. My friend keep on teasing me. Anyhow link me with someone. haha if it really happens, i will run away. I will not go near such a person...my workplace so many exit routes, i will find my way out. Even if he is the last person on earth, i won't go near him.

writtern @9:25 AM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Was looking through quotations, so this is what i actually believed in. I don't expect anything...dun pursue in happy things cos they will come if they want to come. But there are some things that i have to expect because of my efforts.

Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you. ~Nathaniel Hawthorne

To L: Remember the song that we started working on it a few months back?? I have done some arrangements to the song so the song is 4/5 completed. Left a bit more to go..if finished le, i will show u...i think is lousy bah, haven't really test out how it looks. I am rushing to finish it so at least one song can finally be done. ^_^

My mentor gave me an apple... ^_^ There was a lot of work to be done today...headache. Can't seem to get much things done compared to Monday's progress. My hands were too tired to key in data and I got tired of using the computer whole day long. (T_T)

You just don't like to give me what i rightfully deserve....never give me the chance to show what i am actually worth...i know i definitely worth much more than this.I don't understand at all. Even though i am going to get that chance, you just snatch it away from me just a split second earlier. I really don't know what you are up to. But i just know that you are a snatcher of my rights. My world keeps crumbling down, even the ground threatens to split open to swallow me up. Quit doing it, please? There will be one time that you are tired of doing this, i hope it means now.

Played Audition in the night to get my mind off things. Was playing with 2 people. After one game, the dj commented that i am a good player as in not a sore loser. haha i dun believe in being a sore loser. We have a chance to win, likewise a chance to lose too. We can't always win right, then it wouldn't be fun? So it doesn't matter much especially when it is just a game. He continued by saying that i am a person of character. * Wah..thank you thank you ^_^ * That's nice of him to say that. He thought i am a secondary school kid even though we were actually of the same age. Haha, i think i still got that effect on people about my age.

My secondary school friend once said that even if i teach in primary school, the students may have mistaken me to be their classmate. *so serious mah?*

I have not seen my primary school friend for a very long time though he just stay across the street. During jc times, there was once i thought i saw him in the jurong east library. But he looked so grown-up, which seems hard to relate to the last time that i saw him. The last time that i saw him was in sec 2. We saw each other but he didn't show any signs of recognition. Aiya..i must have been mistaken. A few days later, he happened to be online so i asked him. It was really him. The reason why he didn't say hi was...i looked like a primary school student to him...which is very impossible to be me. How can i still be in primary school? (-_-)" i knew him so long le, still can't recognise me.

writtern @8:43 AM