♥A Love Affair

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Rainy day again. It is cosy to stay at home in bed when it rains heavily and the sky gets dark. Haha Whenever I was in school and such a weather makes me wanna rush back home and do just that. ^_^ But sometimes such a weather may cause me to feel rather down, having that urge to talk to someone but i couldn't find someone that i can talk to. That agonising feeling.

Today, dance lesson was cancelled cos the teacher was sick. There was this commotion about whether should we still go down and practise on our own. I thought there were be quite a number of people who will do that too. Only the four of us showed up. -___________-" kept on practising non-stop for me. The rest of them sat down for quite some time. Yea, my aching reduces.

Recently, started to play Audition again. Earn money at a faster rate now. Haha Loves to play Club Dance, Couple Dance and Crazy Dance (sync-4). More money leh..haha...and i am around the top most of the time. Hoho especially club dance. But very hard to play that cos have to wait for 3 guys and 3 gals. Plus i find guys are real lacking in the game. Have to wait so long to play. Make a few friends in there and play with them. Haha competing with each other to see who got the most number of hearts. My highest record for club dance is 4 hearts. Couple Dance is 9 hearts. The number of consecutive perfects(chain) is 9-that was last year. The saved video of me having that was gone. Aiii...sad. Realised that the players like to play fast songs-can stress people out. I don't like those players whereby when they lose, they say that cos the others cheated. They even threatened to complain to the people in charge. -___________-"" or they blamed that the game lags.. thats why. haha...I finally passed license test!! Yea...haha....had 5 attempts. Spent lots of money to take the test.

Pangs of realisation. i finally remembered how i landed on that job. haha...it took me a few days to realise it. -_-"

writtern @7:05 PM

Friday, March 30, 2007

Reached home not long ago from Orchard. My friends treated me to dinner as a belated birthday present. It wasn't that crowded today,I think. But they have late night shopping today-no wonder the mrt had extended its operating hours. So before that, i was waiting at Orchard mrt station but I couldn't see any of them. They couldn't find me even though i was very near them. Said that i am real good at camouflaging- always hiding at some place. Hmmm..maybe so...i like to be behind pillars or poles-have no idea why. After that, took quite a long time to choose where we were going to eat cos i don't have anything in mind (as usual). Then decided on Swensens. All of us ordered the same stuff and had different ice cream. We took turns to eat our ice cream. my friend was eyeing on my other friend's ice cream cos dun know whether can have a bite of her ice cream.haha...then somehow or rather, it led to about me and my ice cream. Then my friend said that in this case, is self-service so she just took a spoonful of my ice cream. for me, is really self-service. haha watever u want, just take. dun really need to keep on asking permission. there were times when we were laughing. I laughed real hard, then I will move backwards and ended up hitting my head with the pole behind. Up till now, it still hurts a bit. Next time, i will try my best not to move backwards. my friends nearly had a heart attack when they saw how much it costs in total. we were so full that we couldn't eat anymore. walked a bit and then we headed for home.

T_T my right arm is still aching. must because of that workshop. but my friend didn't feel any aching leh. i applied ointment le but i dun feel any effect at all. how am i going to do my best tomorrow....-__________-"" yea my mother said that i can continue dance cos i have found work-starting next monday. so near my dance place which is good if i have to work on saturdays, then i can just walk to dance place. yea...^_^ can't wait to see them tomorrow..haha...it will be fun.

writtern @11:56 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Hiz..I just reach home from the Dance Workshop. Comments about it: There was another class before mine, so my friends and I were looking into it. Wow..and Xue Gao Lao Shi is so cool. Wohhhh..haha...it is like in him le. haha a few girls talked to me before the class too-asking what class am I in and blah blah. It was nice knowing them. Haha.. To tell you the truth, i feel kinda inferior cos the rest of the classmates all look like pros. I think he is a good teacher. haha...though i am not that used to his teaching. Today, i think my progress is rather slow-maybe cos i haven't really settle down after my sleep.yea so i need many times to get the steps right. I can't wait to practise that song again with my friends on saturday. haha...hope i can get the song asap. Hmm..i was thinking maybe i can teach my juniors in school about this cos it is really cool. That's what my school should be teaching them. See how bah..i hope i can still remember how the dance instructors teach.

Yesterday night, I went to University Cultural Centre with my friend. We went there to watch our juniors going through their syf dance rehearsal. It was nice. I dun think i will ever do that nicely.haha...but they sure need to improve. Lack of unity and gentleness. That day, then i realised that SYF is not always held in Kallang Theatre according to my friend. But so far, i have been to SYF 1999 and SYF 2004 and is in kallang theatre too. haha...but most of the time we were hanging out backstage..can't even watch the malay and the indian dance. I think it is rather a silly reason though we are from the same school. ^_^ sigh...the actual performance will be held at april 17 2007. i will be there to support them..yea..haha..btw are the ushers in UCC uni students too? ahha just wondering...

writtern @11:04 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

O Jung Ban Hap

Yo! U-know
Let's try some noisy beat
O O O
Let's do this
If we took a step back and looked at the world today
There's no principles, governing principles, no absolute truths
Was your appearance in this world always turned around..
The only ideal that isn't in the real world is 'ideal type' "O"
(So why you diggin)
"O....."
Now I'm scared. Objection made only for objection
"O"...
Drifting without any ends
What I'm looking for now is only effort for unity.
The same hand as mine, one shout,
(So why you diggin)
Dream is becoming reality
Those who are eager,
Courage in the appearance of love..
You know, absolute death, there is no logic in your arguments
if no one, doesn't listen, doesn't open up, we can't find the answer
I have to go, I have to go.
My "turning things around" is righteousness.
Righteousness. Until it is set right
Turning things around. Unity's effort will one day make dreams bloom on this earth
Even if the dream is small, if everyone looks in the same direction
Everything will be refreshed
People will make the new ways
It becomes new without an end
We can make roads that weren't there before
"O"...
Everything is scary. Is the road I'm walking right?
"O"..
Is it not fights without any reasons?
If we can make beautiful miracles, never-ending trusts...
I'll be a tree, making a bigger forest would be worth it
We experience big difficulties.
Feels just like we're in difficulties. Yeah
Even if we regret thinking it was the wrong choice, Don't ever stop..don't ever stop
"O"...
Don't be afraid, life is still going on
"O"...
Now everything is finding its right place
What I'm looking for now is only effort for unity
The same hand as mine, one shout,
(So why you diggin)
Dream is becoming reality
Those who are eager,
Courage in the appearance of love..
The society where you are in are in the flow of Righteousness
Turning things around unity
Becoming new without an end, we're making roads that weren't there before
I shouldn't stop the flows without my 'turning things around'

writtern @6:56 PM

Rising Sun- DBSK

Now I cry under my skin!

Even if my tears that headed for the sky, fall down to the earth as rain and wash the years of pain away

No! Forgiveness, to me utter wastefulness

No! Without any reason, the uncontrollable anger

No! I pray for redemption with awkward words

No! Here I go, come back!

Wings that lost its strength, Days that seem as if they'll turn into ashes

Dreams that I will fly broken into fragments, my morning lost its shine.

Truth, something everybody has.

But all they show in their faces are lies.

Am I to search for the me that will be remembered in eternity?

Bearing resemblance to me, filling up in my heart and growing innocent

Burning like a bright flame, finish like the brilliant red glow of the sun rise.

I'm waiting for the rising sun!

Now, burn my eyes. Sun comes up, blowing the flog. Never lies to your mind! Got to be true.

The road I must undertake, 101 realizations. realizations I will never attain.

That is reality. So that i will not be ashamed before my sun, i just try me and now

Truly, where does the chaos end?

Somebody talks, it is not the same answer everyday

Desire, would it be the sketch of happiness?

Somebody talks only time can tell the answer

It is as though life is a star, rushing through an endless map

It is as though, while finding numerous questions and answers, draws an incomplete picture

You know why...

Slow down...

Time flows forever and I know well that it does not return

Don't leave behind regrets i try and even swallow the anger spawned from loneliness

Trust in the value of happiness that arises from the weary tears

A small kiss to the hands offered by trial. Fro the garden of hardships, my innocence bloomed.

Although nothing will be determined, everyday will continue with a new day

Bearing resemblance to me, filling up in my heat and growing innocent

Burning like a bright flame, finish like the brilliant red glow of the sunrise

I'm waiting for the rising sun.

Truly where does chaos end?

Somebody talks, it is not the same answer everyday

Desire, would it be the sketch of happiness?

Somebody talks, only time can tell the answer

Rise up!

Rise up!

writtern @6:34 PM

First of all, I like their songs after listening to them numerous times. On my way to work and on my way to go out. haha though shinhwa's songs are still the best, based on feelings. There was once I happened to come across a youtube video-acapella my little princess and it had chinese subtitles. When i look at the subtitles, wow, it kind of blew me away. Cos the lyrics are real sweet and touching. And their acapella for My Little Princess is nice. Then i went on to HUG and MY DESTINY. Woh, it is great too. My favourite songs that touch my heart is HUG and MY DESTINY. I like their tunes. Their dancing is not bad too. But i have trouble identifying who is who. I watch DBSK banjun drama and it is rather comical. I began to know more about their personality when i watch them in banjun theatre which is real funny. Had me laughing like mad.

Yunho- the leader of the band. I didn't know he is the leader at all. I kept on thinking that Hero is the leader. Him being the leader has shown me how cool a leader he is. He is one charming guy too. I realised that he is always the lead in banjun dramas. he does things perfectly just at one shot, which is something to admire. he gave me that feeling of " he got authority". Confident guy. Outstanding dancer, especially him dancing in the rain in MY DESTINY. Cool... he is good in breakdancing too. Watch him in love letter dance.

Hero- he has the "prince" look. Hauntingly beautiful according to the show. Haha and he is clumsy. Full of charisma. his vocals is not bad. Like yunho, he does things perfectly just at one shot. Confident guy. he has cool poses.

Micky- ooo haha out of the 5 guys, i think he is the best, to me. haha he is charming. i first took notice of him when i saw him in the music video-my destiny. One cool guy. him with his hat and his look. he is sweet too. he has a sweet smile.haha

Xiah- initially, i couldn't tell apart Xiah and Micky cos they look the same to me. Haha...he tends to get bullied by the rest cos he is very blur. That is so cute. Haha..and he uses cute ways to charm the girl during the acting out game. he does mistakes which is funny haha...like becoming the 6 dong dong teacher and being a dolphin. haha...i took notice of him cos of his voice. he has an unique voice...gentle voice. he changes clothes real fast haha....he has less confidence compared to Hero and Yunho but he is adorable in that way too..haha

Changmin Max- the youngest in there. haha i find him cute when he was using his head to hit the gong and after that, he showed the expression and actions that his head hurts. haha..then he got angry over the NG...which is amusing. haha..he has wit.

writtern @11:07 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007

yoohoo..haha..my friend told me that Eric is in Singapore shooting drama!!! haha...that's is so great. She even went to chase after him, spent her whole day in Sentosa. Why never ask me.... *sitting down and poking at the ground*i am so free at home loh. i wanna see him in person...haha...she even sent me one picture of him enjoying his day beside the pool. Don't know whether can put here mah. haha

Initially, i was watching the drama Super Rookie in which Eric is the lead actor. Then my friend talked to me in msn saying..Eric. Then i was rather surprised that she knew what i was watching. Haha..then she told me that. Ooo i knew that they intended to come to Singapore to shoot dramas but i didn't know it has already happened.

After that she told me a few updates loh. Wow and i sure wish i was in her friend's situation too.haha...i will be in heaven loh. then we were talking about how we came to liking shinhwa. Hey, it is not the looks that caught our eyes. Looks to us aren't the dominant factor of being crazy over them. It is their talents and their personality. To conclude, we have the same feelings towards Shinhwa. Nothing can replace the position that Shinhwa has in our hearts..haha they are the sun in our hearts..haha (one of their songs in their first Japanese album). Aja Aja Shinhwa!!! Got any more updates, must tell me loh...haha

writtern @9:43 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

This Disillusion

I used to believe

Everyone will meet their true love someday

But it seems more like a lie

Each passing day

I used to believe

Hard work achieves success

But other forces destroyed it

Left alone to clean up the mess

I used to believe

Bad things will come to an end

But being stabbed continuously

Ain’t fun at all

Definitely no fun at all.

Chorus:

This disillusion been eating me

Living in a fantasy world

Has been threatened

By the floods of reality

Try to hide

Try to avoid

Eventually nowhere is safe

I don’t feel safe at all

writtern @9:55 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Hmm..today is much better than the past saturdays. I feel that we finally be able to interact with the majority of my dance classmates. Had the dance studio booked earlier before class for one hour. Was supposed to have 5 people including me using the studio. But one of them was still in dreamland so left with the four of us.

In the beginning, we started practising together and then solo dancing. We had quite some fun laughing..haha...and they were improving. Initially, they couldn't catch up with the music so we keep on practising non-stop.Now i can be acquainted with the music player and the remote control. Haha I had to do the counting while dancing and i was nearly out-of-breath. But counting helps to synchronise especially for them. For me, i don' t have a tendency to do counting. Heehee so have to apologise if it is wrong.

It was tiring to repeat for more than 10 times. Everyone was dog tired. Yea, the dance instructor was pleased about us taking the initiative to come early for practice. So i am kinda "promoted" to being the leader-- to lead in the practice. She said that in this way, i am improving on my other skills. Sometimes i don't know whether is she directing her talking to me. Cos it is through the mirror. Haha..so far i have been doing solo at times to show the class. I hope our class will be united.

Currently thinking about joining a workshop by the dance director. Cool right? can have a chance to be taught by the dance director. And his nickname is so cute. haha...hmm i guess i most probably being joining bah. It is a rare opportunity. I hope my friends will join me too...it will be fun ^_^

writtern @9:17 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Super Rookie (신입사원: rookie employee) is an intelligent comedy which gives hope and courage to young people going through difficult times.

It is a story of a young man (Kang Ho) who gets a job in a prestigious company because of a computer error. Our hero, Kang Ho, doesn't have a great family or educational background and is regarded as slacker in the traditional terms. Concordantly, he seems to have spent his life devoted to reading comic books, playing cards, kick boxing, and the like. However he is spirited, street smart, athletic, loyal, and charismatic - especially with the ladies. The drama reveals his how he gets his new job, his work-life, and the love and passions in life in a very interesting way. He never gets discouraged despite all of life’s difficulties. Kang Ho’s high spirits and Mi-ok’s efforts to improve her life give today’s younger generation a chance to look at their own lives and ponder what’s truly valuable.

Up till now,i am already done with 13 epsiodes. Still got 7 more episodes to go. I decided to watch this drama 2 years ago. .so finally i can watch it. Yea.. The main reason is that I wanted to see Eric's acting (leader of Shinhwa). Haha...quite curious of their acting skills. Not bad bah, i should say. I can rather connect with the characters at certain moments in their lives. However, there are some portions of their behaviour that i am rather puzzled about. Hmm..especially about the secondary actor (forgot his name-but he is called Mr Finest behind his back) Does he still like Mi-ok?? he is like hovering between 2 girls and everyone is confused about his actions. Kang Ho clearly likes Mi-ok and he sure has nice and sweet lines. For eg: he saw Mi-ok in front of him. he decided to call her on the phone and sounded as though he is in another part of the office.. after a while he popped behind to surprise her. haha...Mi-ok asked him why is he there..and he said...because u are here. Aww..so sweet..haha Another scenario was that he waited up for her at the bar and he said ..i just miss u.. haha hmmm..i tried to search for synopsis but too bad, there isn't. So i have to watch and see how the drama unravel its story. Hope it has a sweet ending. haha...

writtern @2:21 PM

hiz it has been quite some time since i have last written in. The past few days have been quite happening with reference to my normal life. It was too much to write and i have felt quite lazy about it.

Presently, i started to read a book called Happiness. I think there is this interesting thing to do. Pasting Post-It notes (inspirational quotes and motivations written on it) all over the house so that it helps to motivate people and enable them to get on with their lives no matter how many obstacles there are. Hmm..i think it is kinda useful to do. Maybe when i really got my own apartment, i will do that too. Meanwhile, it is a certainly a mess to do in that manner. I dun think my family will like to see that mess.Then in the book, there is one phrase which exactly describes wat i am feeling during these few days. "The strange sense of calmness" my friends wondered how can i take things so calmly? It was supposed to be a shock if one is in my shoes. Is my reaction wrong? to tell u the truth, i had no idea. Is it good/normal/healthy to feel this kind of calmness?? Or does it mean tat bad things are looming ahead?

Wednesday- was having lunch with my friend and plus doing some errands after that. Went to a few places to get the errands done. Things were rather smooth going until that heavy rainpour has caused me to end up calling for help from my mother. My shoes are spoilt and i can't walk. T_T It is sure unlucky. But hmm..i should anticipate it actually, i should have known something will spoil my day. You may think that i am pessismistic (who in the world will think that something bad will happen to oneself?) But i have somehow see the pattern in my life and that bad happenings will immediately come after good/neutrals happenings. It happens within a day. WITHIN A DAY!! if good things happen so accurately, i will be thankful. but bad happenings have the tendency to occur consecutively.

Tuesday- was having lunch with my friend. hmm...i forgot about what did i do that day.

Monday- was doing some stuff and we waited so long for nothing. then we went to labrador park. yea it was a bit different from what i remembered. The wall looked so small to me. I wanted to go to the secret tunnel but it was closed and entry fee is needed. There are a few resturants and cafes there. Saw a siberian husky in one of the cafes. hmm...it was a long walk from harbourfront mrt.(went past a number of bus stops). We went to the jetty and it was quite windy. Nice place to sleep at night..haha...quite a number of people were fishing maybe cos of the school holidays. i fell asleep for a few minutes when i was sitting down there, enjoying the breeze. We were supposed to shout out to the sea all those unhappy things kept inside our hearts but in the end, we didn't. Plus i dun know what i should be shouting about. It sure is a relaxing place to stay. We thought of waiting to see the sunset but it will be hard to get out of labrador park. So we decided to leave and headed out. It was quite a long walk too. Then we took a bus to Jurong East Bus Interchange. Along the way, near the haw par villa, i like to look at the residential buildings cos they have unique and interesting structures. Haha, my friend now aims to own that kind of houses.

Sunday- went out with a friend to the Jurong Stadium for this health carnival. But i woke up late and didn't read her sms in time. So we ended up going there very late. After that, we went along with her mother and her mother's friends to have lunch...haha..i find that her mother is so so so so so nice. ^_^ then while we were walking out, there was this lady walking in front of us and my friend told me about her. I was just doing some guesswork about she being a model mum, able to balance between work and spending time with kids. And oh my gosh, i am right..haa...so zun.. tat is the new generation women..haha..after having lunch, her mother and company left and we were there talking. after that, we headed to jurong point cos she wanted to buy stuff. yea it was talking all the way.

Saturday-it was a rushing day for me. i had dance in the afternoon and ended up not been able to discuss with them about extra lessons. rushed off to open house just to get some brochures. missed all the talks cos of dance. but heard that, it was nothing much actually. then i had to rush off to meet my friend. meanwhile, my mp3 player had to die down and my handphone may shut off at any moment. when i reached there, i had trouble finding my friend, which took up quite a bit of time. i accompanied her to shop and we didn't get to rest much. haha...it was actually rare for us to go out..cos during my school days, i didn't go out with people plus i think this is the first actual time that i am going out with her. next time, we should go out often ...^_^ haha..then around 10 plus..we ended up in starbucks in raffles city..engrossed in coming out with inspirations..but as a result, coming up with funny things. Tats when we had this weird encounter with a stranger. I lazy to talk about it here...but because of the stranger...i reached home at 2 plus am!!!! Slept at4.30am and have trouble waking up to meet my friend the next day. First time i sleep so late loh...4,30am....yea so never never go starbucks in raffles city late at night..cos tat stranger is a regular there.

Friday- met up with another friend. we went to clark quay shopping centre which hasn't really been open yet. they have nice shops there. wasted our money on food whereby we could have spend lesser money on food. -_________-" maybe when it is being officially open, then we can go there again. ooo ya then after that we went to clark quay. we happened to see actors from mediacorp and she was so excited about one actor. in the end, we have walked past them 3 times!! haha...then at that moment, my crazy ideas started to flow...which my friend commented that i can be a director liao..(those who know me..will know that i have the tendency to come up with comical/silly ideas but of cos, i won't make my ideas come true). It is the first that people commented about me being a potential director. Haha actually, i tried to direct a play with my friend during secondary school times. It was an idea which popped out of my mind during lesson time. Even invited my friends to come along to watch loh..haha....but we spent a lot of time laughing before acting out.

i appreciate my friends for agreeing to go with my plans, no matter how sillly they are.
thanks so much!! ^_^ it makes life much more fun.

writtern @11:21 AM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Today is my birthday!! And my birthday falls on the International Women's Day!! Cool right?? Haha i actually only knew about it from jc1 onwards. No one bothered to tell me at all. It ain't fun to be old leh. i always wish that i will be the youngest cos i want the feeling to be cared. i miss that feeling.

By right, should be a happy occasion but there are some things that happen to spoil my day. Was okay in the morning de until got someone happily pour a bucket of salt onto my wounds at home. Plus stressing me up further with something else. I dislike that rushed feeling. I need inspiration de loh then can do a better job mah.

So, "that slimy thing" slipped even further down. -_-" THAT SLIMY THING......(it is an inside joke with my friend) Aiya but i can tell it here. No harm done.haha....tat slimy thing refers to heart. a real heart is slimy de mah. -_-" and she kept on laughing over my description of feeling down. A few days ago was feeling down for no apparent reason after going out with my friend. Maybe cos we didn't get to go tree top walk and even labrador park which is seriously 2 nice places to heal our hearts. So i told her that my heart is dropping close to my stomach le, that slimy feeling of going down. Yah as a result, it made her laugh for quite some time. is it really that funny?? me wonders....

Received quite a number of smses to wish me happy birthday. Thanks!! I truly appreciate it!! ^_^Glad that you know my bday. haha ..some of my friends say is super easy to remember. If that's the case, u must every year wish me hor...haha ^_^
*Psst...if can't personally give me presents, can mail me?? hahaha
i already recieved 2 presents liao from my friends..haha though is online de presents but i appreciate all the same.
Recieved a new dp pic (maplestory de)
Recieved a box of e-chocolates

writtern @9:27 PM

Monday, March 05, 2007

I feel that everything is slipping away from me. Things that i want to have..i can just see it drifting away from me along with the "waves" and i can't do anything about it. My wishes are like totally invalid for redemption. I actually ignored the warning signs about something and worked really hard for my goals. I already put in more than 100% effort le. Really, i have never work as hard as this before jc. But still, fate managed to win hands down ultimately and got me squashed as flat as a sheet of paper. How can u actually understand how i am exactly feeling? only i can understand how serious it is myself. I thought to myself..this is it. finally i can change my luck and can be closer to my ideal life. But i can see myself, continue on going downhill. i can't even change my gears, no matter how hard i try. i can' t even climb back to safety.

Thanks to my friends who care for me. I really need a hug and u gave it to me. *big hug* but can hug longer mah? haha give me lots of hugs kkk?? i need a lot....haha do anyone knows how to have a lot of luck cos i seriously need a lot. i need to convert bad luck to good luck.

i managed to cheer my friend up a bit with lots of efforts and some friends of her just wasted my efforts by giving tactless comments. Hey..if u dun know how to comfort people, the world is better off without hearing your tactless comments. So angry and irritated with them. To me, they don't look like the kind who will be so blunt. Again, i am very much mistaken. So now my friend is feeling even worse. Another friend was wondering why the people tat i know are those with bad/inconsiderate attitudes. Hmm..i have no idea...maybe my life is like that.

usually at this time, i would have been happily making up a list of wat to buy for my bday. But nothing comes into my mind. my mind is totally blank, i dun want to think of anything. feel like a zombie liao..maybe converting to one real soon.

Happy Birthday to those people who have recently turn 19 and 20!! haha ..my fellow 1st 3 months T14 classmates in 2004 (the whole class is born in feb and march), Xiu Xian, Christopher and others. i only remembered a few cos i send them friendster testimonials..haha...Yea, have a wonderful bday celebration. Pisceans are great!! Heehee I can't believe we are all hitting the 20s range....gosh..it is too fast le...way back, i still think it is a long way to go leh. i dun have much time left le to get myself back on track. i dun know wat to do.

I recently have a new friend in dance loh. Can get along with her, which is good. ^_^ ...haha i hope it wiill improve....

writtern @8:31 AM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

The first day of March is a rainy day. How time really flies. It is too fast to become March and I couldn't believe my eyes. Kind of not wanting to accept it leh. = ( Cos of several reasons. Yea March is a special month for me. In just a matter of days and I am going to be one year older. Very fun meh...-_-"... I think not.

Today is a very important day too cos my friend's first day in the working world. Good Luck and Jia you!!
Just one more day, I will have to face the harsh reality again.

writtern @10:17 AM