Saturday 19 Dec 2009

A day where I have almost the whole afternoon to myself at home!! Yea!!

I have a problem- i didn't make use of the opportunity to pick up some choreo. I just want to relax by just jumping around.

Discipline! Discipline! Discipline!

And I got a shocking piece of news in facebook!

My 2010 exams advanced timetable is out!!!

Advance timetable means that yes they have planned it but if there are unforeseen circumstances in the near future, then they may change it.

Anyway, my own exam timetable is tight in a way as soon as the official exam day starts.

But I will end early compared to last year's timetable.

That means I have longer holidays to do my recreational things and prepare for korean language test!! Yea!!

I kinda miss looking at the korean textbook!

I should made up a list of what to do during my holidays which is so far far away!


Friday 18 Dec 2009

A Friday that I should have used to study but i played games instead for a major part of the time.

Must study hard and play hard at the same time!

I think I have gone haywire in the sense that I studied hard for the past months since school started and now I have gone crazy searching for games and playing non-stop. You know like the backward bending labour supply curve that we have always see if you take economics as a subject, until a certain breaking time, an individual will consume more leisure time than spending the time to work.

I will work on this area as in trying to get back my discipline!

Thursday 17 Dec 2009

Nothing much to talk about class.

I am going to have another test 2 weeks later.

Sigh...and the day before the test, I have a ex-colleagues dinner gathering which was created by me and I asked GH to organise it for me since she is my closest ex-colleague in that company and she has her holidays right now!

Thanks so much for her help!!

Tonight is Sheng En's birthday celebration but I didn't go because I had a potential gathering going on.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHENG EN!!

I really hope I can meet them up for some cycling.

I am not going to put so much hope that we are able to meet before this year ends.

So far, I didn't hear any response. (>_<) What should I do?

Wednesday 16 Dec 2009

Class with assignment due 2 weeks later.

I don't like it when assignments and tests are due during this festive period. (T_T)

I was thinking of going to see how the salsa club is practicing for their performance on Thursday.

But I decide to stay at home and some studying.

One day, I really want to see salsa club practice.

I want to see .......whether what I hear about something are true!! heez

After school, I asked Laura to have lunch with me and Rebecca (her salsa friend) came along with her.

It is the 2nd time Rebecca asked me to join salsa.

And always my answer is No.

Firstly, I don't like partner dances.

Secondly, Hip hop is still me after all. This type of dance doesn't get rid of my excess energy.

Thirdly, I don't like feeling powerless in a dance.

It is really hard to get my words in between the conversation.

Finally, we left the canteen.

Finally, we took the bus back to Clementi.

Laura left for home and me and Rebecca walked up to the MRT platform.

On the way, I saw my aunt at control station.

I felt like riding on the MRT with my aunt and my cousins so I told Rebecca that. I asked Rebecca to go ahead first.

As usual, my cousins are being their naughty selves again.

My aunt looked so tired.

It has been a long time since I am that close to her.

In the past when I tried to talk to my aunt, my cousins will prevent us from talking. Hmm, may be there are too possessive of their mother.

I haven't have a proper chat with her since my cousins were born.

She is my favourite aunt since young and always take me out and my bro out to play at different places.

writtern @10:27 PM

Tuesday 15 December 2009

I like it when I can manage finish some tasks at home before my lesson starts in the late afternoon.

I hate it when I reached school one hour before class starts.

I dislike the feeling of loitering around the school while waiting for the time to come.

And the school isn't that big for me to walk around.

There aren't adequate places for me to wait since our school's population is getting larger by the year.

Maybe the school should put more benches since the school has lots of empty spaces.

I saw Janice with her friend in the library.

Elaine and Hongying saw me while we were walking in the opposite direction. I didn't even notice them. Guess I was too caught up in my thoughts while listening to the music.

Today's class, he went through a few topics and that means I have more work to do on my own.

I don't really like it when the class ends on a climax and I thought he would have continued on.

What a way to end the class like that.

It was raining heavily during the evening.

MONDAY 14 DECEMBER 2009

I felt sleepy before my classes start for the day.

Kept consuming sweets at a faster rate haha

I am glad one of my lecturers told us about not having lessons for the next week.

I wouldn't be aware of that.

I am not a person who looks for holidays ahead. haha

For econometrics lecture, he gave us a surprise test and it ended up not being a real test since he told us to try it at home.

SUNDAY 13 DECEMBER 2009

Event: Dinner with my uncle and his family and my maternal grandparents

We reached there 5 minutes early and we were in a mild shock.

That restaurant that my Uncle told us to meet them became the place for a wedding dinner.

Hmm..so how?

I didn't know that there was a small room in the restaurant to cater for the customers who are not coming for the wedding.

My uncle is humorous today . haha

SATURDAY 12 DECEMBER 2009

Jump! Jump! Jump!

FRIDAY 11 DECEMBER 2009

Study and Play

THURSDAY 10 DECEMBER 2009

School

WEDNESDAY 9 DECEMBER 2009

After school, me and L were supposed to study then go orchard to shop.

L smsed early in the morning but i was already on my way to school so i didn't leave my extra books at home.

i put my books at L's place and we left for orchard

in total, we spent 6 hours shopping nonstop!!

we got what we wanted but L's list got longer and longer as soon as she sees new things on the shelves

let's go out with our newly bought heels next time!!

TUESDAY 8 DECEMBER 2009

Before class starts, i met up with L at vivocity for her shopping.

the problem was i smsed her in my sleep my reply when she replied late at night.

i.e. i didn't sms her...only in my dreams

well, there wasn't any time to go to orchard.

we took a bus to school from vivocity



MONDAY 7 DECEMBER 2009

~Lessons~

(Details at private blog)

SUNDAY 6 DECEMBER 2009

~Study~

Hard to make a decision about continuing dance

i have began to fear that any slight thing can affect my studies severely

i want to end my studies fast and well because in life, i have a lot of thing s to pursue other than studies

writtern @1:01 AM

Saturday 28 Nov 2009

i made an effort to post it on the wall to search for the group 4's memebers.

hopefully, someone will reply to me.

Sunday 29 Nov 2009

when i logged into facebook, someone that i don't know talked to me.

i wonder who this is.

is it some guy who is going to ask: why did you add me in facebook?

Just like the case with my jc friend's friend.

he was the one who added me in the facebook and after many months, he asked me in facebook chat: why did u add me? how do i know you?

The response running through in my head: "(=__________=)"

"erm..it was you who added me in the first place.......???!!"

Anyway, this incident was over.

orhh....this person is actually one of the group members that i am looking for.

he was saying that i left before telling them and they are going to have a practice on monday late afternoon

oh man..i have eoe class at that time

i can't make it but i have to make it

i can' t just go internal show case unprepared

then i realized he sent me an email earlier but it is hard for me to get easy access to facebook

i guess i have to sacrifice my class for the important event

i didn't notice him in class before

Monday 30 Nov 2009

i smsed L to meet me after class and accompanied me because laura knows this person and i don't recognise him at all

while he and his friend were eating, L and me were chatting

i haven't been talking to L for ages

we left for the dance studio

while walking in school, me and L went off first because L wanted to buy tickets for the prom

he called and asked where i am because we disappeared without telling the group.

i feel kinda apologetic

after the purchasing of tickets, we rushed off to the bus stop

they were in the dance studio waiting

they started discussing when they see me but i feel not at home so i kept talking to laura and doing stretching.

i love to do stretching!!!

they weren't familiar with the dance steps so i feel awkward that i know it well so i didn't really practice hard

they were discussing among themselves about doing what for the front part of the song.

i wonder when is it appropriate for me to be a part of the discussion

i stayed late with L as L has her cca starting in the evening

i feel kinda free being able to dance in dance studio without people minding or looking


(more details at private blog)


Tuesday 1 Dec 2009

Oh no, I am getting tensed up.

Wednesday 2 Dec 2009

Event: Dance Internal Show case

Today is an important event for me.

After school, I asked L to accompany me to the place outside the hall where they are meeting to do some last minute practicing.

I didn't see anyone there so I called and no wonder, they were hiding behind the wall.

I am impressed with one group's leadership. I admire him for his leadership and that he is ale to let his group members co-operate with new steps since he is modifying the songs and including all the choreographies that were learnt in class so far.

i don't feel at all good dancing without a mirror and we haven't really think of arrangements .

I am grateful for L to accompany me because I don't want to be alone.

After practicing a few times, we have to go to the dance studio.

I was feeling so tensed up that I decided to listen to music to gather my courage and relax at the same time. Well, it gave people a feeling that i want to be alone, i guess.

I was on the bus and June later on told me that she saw me on the same bus that I was in .

At the dance studio, I saw WQ and I was happy to see her.

At least, I know a familiar face. (^_^)

My group members want to be the first group to start the ball rolling.

Well, it is still shocking to feel that we are actually going to be the first one.

First round: warm up and teacher will give constructive comments
Second round: the actual thing plus 2 eights of free style

Wah stressed !!

Someone switched off the lights in the dance studio and it really feel s kinda good dancing in the darkness in a dance studio.

The atmosphere feels so great!! All the excitement radiating from each and every dancer in the room being contained in this dance studio..that intensity of excitement gives the sense of euphoria! haha i feel strangely at home in a way. if i know these people well enough, i could have very much feel more at home. (^_^)

The night ended with the best dance group (the group which encompasses all the dance choreo-the leader really shine while the group members were getting stressed up during the actual round) and the instructor's favourite dancer.

The instructor said that there were a lot of good dancers but she admires someone right from the start.

I feel a teeny weeny disappointed but it is alright. Everyone is a winner tonight!

Pizza were sent in but i don't like to eat after a dance workout, my parents were waiting outside for me and i had to study for a test.


Anyways, I had a good time today!

Thursday 3 Dec 2009

WS told me in advance that she realised she couldn't make it this Saturday since she kinda double booked this Saturday.

Never mind, it is alright.

I prefer to spend time at home on Saturdays because that's the only day when I can truly destress by jumping around.

I am so glad that today is my last schooling day of the week.

Friday 4 Dec 2009
I planned to study for the entire day but I just don't have the mood for full speed studying yet.

I guess I really lost the steam.

I hate my internet, the same problem again.

Late in the afternoon, I checked my email and finally recieved my email about the psych society reply about not participating for the whole 5 day program. Psychology society is one of the ccas I joined and I am interested in this IMH christmas 5 day program. However, I can only be committed for 1 day as I need to spend the rest of my time studying. Studying is still my first priority. I finally I got a response but this response reached me on the deadline which we are supposed to submit our names to. Isn't that too last minute?

I guess there isn't any point of me going for this for 1 day. How should I put it? They took so long to reply my question and during this waiting time, I decided I better use this time to study instead. Plus, I have school on that day.

How I wish pysch society won't get to be too UB-centralised. Different unis have different academic systems.

Won't it be unfair if everything is tailored to UB style? And because of this, we don't even get a single chance to volunteer our services for psych society due to serious clashes of timetable.

Saturday 5 Dec 2009

It is time to warm up for studies.

I suppose I have somewhat adequate rest without studying for the past week or so.

I guess I will pick up speed on Monday haha.. ^^

Study in the morning

Destressing in the afternoon with jumping around.

I need a partner for a song's dance. haha and it is a cute song with amusing lyrics.

Playing free trial games which is one of my favourite past times.

I wonder should I continue on having cca but once in, it will be 3 mths of lessons, by the time i finished the cca semester, it will be in feb.

Do I have the time to study for prelims and even the actual exams?

But it is just for 1 and a half hours per week.

I can use that time to destress.

But I hate waiting for cca.

OTOH, I can use the time to study my readings in the library.

L not likely to join cca.

hmmm...

writtern @11:18 AM