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Sunday, September 27, 2009


24 Sept 2009 Thursday

Lesson: Macro 

I forgot my lecture venue is different compared to the previous lecture. I am so glad that my lecture venue is smaller so that I can focus even more. I reached class on the dot but it was already fully packed. It was kinda difficult to find a seat or at least a good seat for class.

My lecture notes is not given in full again. I am not certain whether this is a good or a bad thing for me.

There weren't any familiar faces around.

haha Mr Seet and his humour again. haha I like the joke about Mary and her little lamb.
"I am late. No matter what,  I must sit beside Mary...If not, I will get lost..I am a little lamb..." haha

During breaktime, I submited my forms to the respective CCAs. But the psychology society was closed so SM helped me to pass it to the psychology society the next day. While I was standing at the guitar booth, the salsa club was doing their rehearsal. Laura is a good salsa dancer. It is really hard to dance with a partner, well at least for me. I don't like to dance with a partner. I will have this uncomfortable feeling. It is good but I think they should practice more since dancing with heels is tough and the stage isn't really that stable. WQ helped me sign up for dance. heez


25 Sept 2009 Friday

Yea! No lessons for the day.

I kinda like my timetable. Having classes from mon to thur like normal school year except that i have a longer weekend.hohoho...

What i don't like is....my classes are mainly held in the late afternoon. I only have 1 morning class. I like morning classes because firstly, i am much more alert and secondly, there is more time in the day for me to spend on studying on my own after class.



Recieved an emaila bout my books being delivered on its way. Quite happy about it. I didn't expect it to arrive so fast. Looking forward to my textbooks so that I can really start studying on my own.

I am still waitiing for my shipped boxes to come to singapore. When will I recieve it? I missed my shorts so much!! haha


June told me that she is going to transfer to my macro class from next week onwards. Yea, I can be in the same class with my friend. Come to think of it, I kinda missed having my sociology friensd in the same class as me.


In the morning, Misha smsed me: how come u r not in the macro class conducted by miss today?

Wah I got a shock when I heard it. I thought misha went to mister's class instead.

Initally, I told Misha that  i will be in miss class because hers is the only morning class. The mister classes are all held in the afternoon classes. Then after I confirmed my miss class,I smsed Misha about my macro class. 

And  she smsed me: why didn't take mister class?


I replied back my reason and she didn't reply. So I took it that she will be doing mister class and we will be in different classes taught by different lecturers.


After confirming my lesson timetable, my other friends told me that I better change my class to a much better lecturer. So I went to school to change my class. But I didn't inform Misha since she sounded as though she will choose mister class no matter what.


Feel quite sad that such a misunderstanding could have happen. I must say that it is really hard to communicate when I seldom see her.





writtern @6:33 PM

Thursday, September 24, 2009


21 Sept 2009 Monday


Public holiday


Event: Orchard with Korean group

People who showed up: Debra, Shawn, Daphne, Audrey, Xuan Qi and Me

Dinner at City Hall Japanese Food Bazaar

Dessert: Ice Cream at Azabu Sobu

The rest went to Esplanade and I went back with Daphne.

We talked a lot on the way back home and realised that her grandmum just lives next block!! 

Hmm, I think there are a lot of misunderstandings in Seoul and misunderstandings deepen till now. 

22 Sept 2009 Tuesday


Event: First day of school (IBM)

Before class, 

I met up with Janice to walk around the CCA fair. I am thinking of joining Psychology society and Dance.

Psychology society: I am interested in the research and internships aspect of the CCA. I can do internships during my holidays then I won't need to keep waiting and searching for jobs. The economy is still very bad so I feel that it is really hard to find jobs at such a short time. My friends who graduated had a hard time finding jobs. The conversation I had with Kim Geok made me feel depressed about the job economy.


Dance: This is a must. I have been doing without dance for so long and I can't stand it any longer.


I think there are a lot of people who are interested in joining Psychology society. The psychology society was just next to Guitar Club. Saw SM at her guitar club booth but she was so busy talking to her friend so she didn't see me standing there for 10-15 mins. Saw Laura at the Psychology society booth too.


The huge stack of notes greeted me when I first came for class.

I saw a lot of guys in the class.

There wasn't any one that I know so I sat alone.

The class was fully packed.

It is really hard to deal with so many papers all over the place during lesson time.

The lecturer's humour is really unique.

Anyway, he kept skipping the notes to tell us the gist of things.

So it is time for me to work hard and I forsee I will be spending a lot of time in the library.


23 Sept 2009 Wednesday


Event: 2nd Day of school (Micro-economics)

I went to class and was surprised that the notes were not as much as before. I walked into the class to find a good place to sit and happened to see a friend sitting on the same row as me. Wah, really so long didn't see her and I wasn't that close to her. A distant friend. Anyway, it is a good thing to be in a class with someone I know.



 I went for lunch  and saw Xiao Hui at the canteen.


Then took the bus to Jurong East Interchange to buy files and highlighters.


I didn't see any sour sweets in the super market. I miss eating sour sweets while reading books.














writtern @12:16 PM


Wednesday Sept 16 2009

*At home*

Starting to make daily plans and able to finish tasks.

Sometimes, I am bored at what I am doing. But just don't have the heart to do other things. (~_~)

Thursday Sept 17 2009

Event: Korean Lunch with KU-UOL friends at Chinatown

We had lunch at the korean restaurant. The food is so expensive compared to Seoul's prices. Hmm..like 5 times more expensive. *Heart pain*

I had a stomach ache so when we were at TCC at Suntec city, I didn't buy any thing.

Friday Sept 18 2009

*At home*

So happy today! I managed to do a lot of tasks that I planned yesterday night!!! Yippee!!!

Saturday Sept 19 2009

Event: Mama's birthday

Looking at song sheets...

During the afternoon, I went out to buy birthday cake and some ice cream. I went around Jurong area to find a good cake. Ever since looking at the lovely cakes in Korea, I feel Singapore standard cakes are not good enough. Korea made cakes are so pretty and tasty. Yum!!!

I wasn't in time to secretly hide the cake in the fridge.

We celebrated mama birthday in the night. ^_^ The cake is delicious. It will be better if the cake is fridgerated for a much longer time.

Currently watching: Famous Princesses.

I think this is going to be one of my favourite korean drama series. I like the story plot. It is really family oriented and can understand the characters' feelings. Some of the scenes are so funny and cute.

After watching this, I have mixed feelings about guys.

Sometimes I hate them ...sometimes I find them ke ai. Aiii..or -toh-kay....

I hate it when guys think they dun do mistakes even though they do. And when gals commit the same mistake once, the guys think like it is the end of the world and they decide to not be together.

The show portrayed women as though they are of lower status than men. Wah, I feel so sorry for their plight.

I will make sure I will live a much better life. I will keep holding on to my dreams, no matter what people say.

Gambatte!!!

Sunday Sept 20 2009

Event:  Going out to kbox and shopping with best friend


We promised to meet at Jurong Point but she was late. So I walked around Jurong Point and saw something that I wanted to buy. I have to think about it.


Then, we had Marina Square lunch at Yoshinoya. We were eating our lunch as fast as possible since we booked our kbox at 2pm.

We were 5 minutes late for the Marina Square kbox.


There was audio problems with the mics...too soft le. Destroyed the mood. >_<


While we were singing, we heard fighting along the kbox corridors.

We heard a woman shouting in Mandarin: " Why did you hit me?! Why did you hit me?! Why did you hit me?!"

But no one responded. And we didn't dare to walk out of the room to see what happened.

Then all was quiet.

At some point in time, I went out to the washroom. When I came back from the washroom, my best friend was saying that she heard shouting from the outside saying in Mandarin: "HELP ME! HELP ME!"

Too bad I wasn't there at that time so I didn't alert the kbox staff about this matter.

Yea, we over ran the kbox duration up till half an hour.

We left for Plaza Singapura to look at Etude house.

And I couldn't believe a product that was out of stock and stopped its sales can still be on the shelf at Singapore's Etude house. That's strange.


I found the eye shadow box that my best friend suggested at Singapore's Etude house. Weird. It is not available in Seoul. But Singapore's shop is selling the same product. How can it be?!



After that, we headed to Orchard Far East Plaza to walk around. Didn't walk around much since we were too tired.

We went to Jurong Point for dinner at Mac. Haha the old memories came back. We used to spend a lot of time at Mac during our secondary school days, mainly to hang out.

On my way home on the bus, there was a very irresponsible 'ah ma'  who sat on 1 seat and the other seat was occupied by her bag. She was the one with the 'empty seat'. Quite a few people walked up towards her, with the body language showing that they want to sit there. But the 'ah ma'just stared back at them expressionless and refused to budge. So the people had no choice but to stand. She was eating cakes in the bus! After a few stops,  aunt and uncle boarded the bus and they were carrying heavy plastic bags. The aunt wanted her husband to sit beside the ah ma. But the uncle said loudly in hokkien: "there isn't place to sit. how can i sit?" The ah ma of course heard it but she behaved as though no one talked. The aunt said loudly in hokkien: " this ah ma doesn't take her initative to let people sit." After what seemed like ages, the ah ma slowly turned to her bag to put in her plastic bag and attempted what seemed like a teeny wenny effort to move her bag away to let someone sit. But all she did was just a "show" since the bag was just moved less than 1 cm. Then 5 to 10 mins later, she put her bag on her lap. The uncle saw it and was still complaining: " she didn't let me move in, how am I suppose to sit down." The ah ma took a long time to respond and again, she attempted a teeny wenny effort to move in. All she did was just to move her bottom slightly and in the end, she didn't move even 1 cm into the window seat. And she stopped. =_=
The uncle was so fed up that he decided to sit at some other seats.



Back in the house, I locked my room to change for clothes. When I was about to unlock the door, I realised I couldn't open the door. Locked out in my room!! Oh no!! The only consoling thing was my parents were still awake so I was waiting in the room for quite some time before the door was opened with the door knob removed. My poor door!!!


Currently, I feel I lost a sense of direction.

I am kinda disappointed with how things are going.








writtern @12:03 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009


Friday Sept 11 2009


Event: PHPPS gathering at Hooked at Rail Mall (6pm)

The whole day was spent  staying at home and in front of the laptop. haha made me so tired.

I took 180 in my neighbourhood all the way to Bukit Panjang Bus Interchange.

I haven't been to Bukit Panjang Plaza for ages (in terms of years) so went in and took a look.

It was the same layout but with different shops of course.

Walked back to Bukit Panjang Bus Interchange to take 184 straight to Rail Mall.

Reached there on the dot and walked up to the restaurant: Hooked.

Hooked is a restaurant something like Fish and Co.

Only Wen Yun was there before I came.

I called up Simon and messaged Yvonne. Both were on their way.

Did that mean only 4 of us? That would be a pitiful state.

Yvonne replied me that she put reservation for 6.30pm. So the 3 of us sat down outside Hooked and waited for Yvonne to appear.



Yvonne came with Kok Chong and Wei Wan. There were still some more people coming but will be late. Some people forgot about the whole thing.


Here's some of the pictures taken during the dinner:


Actually, this is not all. Some came very late after we finished eating at Hooked. We walked down the stretch of shops to look for place to sit down.

Today is Wei Wan's last day in Singapore before he leaves for Netherland to do his maritime degree. So Yvonne wanted to buy him a cake to wish him all the best. He will be back in Dec.



 The latest person to show up was called "2nd Leuintenant Strawberry". Why was he caled that name? Because of his face shape which looks like a strawberry! haha so funny!!




Saturday Sept 12 2009

 *Tidying at home*


Music time!!!


Sunday Sept 13 2009


* Tidying at home*


Finished watching GHI (Ghost Hunters International) Season 1 and 2. 


I wish there are more episodes of GHI coming up.Looking forward to GHI Season 3.



I am now searching for GH (Ghost Hunters) aka TAPS but there isn't any proper videos on youtube.


Even though I watch these kind of shows, I am still spooked by it. Haha Anything scares me! haha



Monday Sept 14 2009


* Tidying at home*


Watching: Mean Girl Ah Chu

Because of this drama series, I realised wang shao wei  is a really talented actor. He can really do his role so naturally until he is like a different person compared to the other roles he played in various drama series. Really pei fu him. 


给你拍拍手, 给你放煸炮! 


I am not sure whether 煸 is the right one for this. Couldn't find other suitable words.


Tuesday Sept 15 2009


* Tidying at home* 


Feeling so bored at home. haha was pestering my friends to chat with me online late in the night. 


The friends I wanna meet are all busy. Boo hoo (>_<)



Watching: Easy Fortune Happy Life(the latest episode), Mean Girl Ah Chu (finish the whole series), Famous Princesses (starting of the drama series)


I am beginning to feel that xiu jie kai is so ke ai!



It feels so good watching korean drama series. And I can pick up some of the words. Yea! Clap clap!! 


And I heard a phrase that reminded me of our korean teacher speaking on the first day of korean lesson. 


The phrase is: nice to meet you in korean language.

writtern @2:22 PM

Saturday, September 12, 2009


Saturday 5th September 2009

 My handphone alarm  clock woke me up  at 10am. Heez I was struggling to wake up.

Gad my own idea of de-stressing in the afternoon! 



SUNDAY 6TH September 2009


I looked through my possible subjects to take during my upcoming academic year and made sure I roughly made a right decision. It is scary to  make a decision that may go wrong in the future.



Monday 7th September 2009

Event: Doing my school timetable at 10am.

It is a good thing I got my lessons all on weekdays.
I am disappointed all my classes aren't on mornings. I am the most alert during mornings and after morning class, I have more time to do things compared to afternoon classes or late afternoon classes.

I hope this will be a great school year for me. I want to start off on the right track. I will work my hardest and manage my time. I plan to join ccas. Maybe what i lack is ccas so that I can manage my time better.

We asked each of us our timetables and they kept advising me to change my lecturer.
Tuesday 8th Sept 2009 

Early morning, I called up student help desk but no one picked up the phone.

After the phone call, I went out with my mama to the post office to mail my school form.

The next stop would be to go to school to pay my school fees and to change my school timetable if it was possible.

When I was in school, I had my lunch at Makan Place before doing what I need to do.

Ahhh The japanese food was so delicious. I haven't eaten that for many months. Wah, the heavenly feeling!!

First task: the student helpdesk to change my timetable
Problem: There was a very long queue and I didn't like to wait so long for my turn.

I had a hard time making my decision as to whether should I ask to change my timetable or to prevent any hassle to just pay my school fees.

I called up WS and JJ and they felt that it was important to change to a better lecturer for one of my subjects.

So I went up to the office to called my programme officer. Unfortunately, she wasn't in. After calling twice, she still wasn't at her desk. So, why not call some other programme officer? Thank goodness, she answered the phone and helped me changed my timetable. Whew. But too bad I didn't get to change my other subject to a morning class since my friend is in that morning class.

2nd task: To pay my school fees

Yea, I was done!

I took the bus and went to Jurong East Library to borrow my books. I finally can get to read story books!! I happily took 4 books and went to the borrowing machine. I couldn't find my library card for many months so my mama suggested to take her ez link card to borrow books. She insisted that my bro used her ez link card to borrow books and it was successful. But, well, we can't use ez link card like that. The librarian was taken aback when I asked about this question. I am disappointed that I can't get to read story books today. (>_<)

Wednesday 9th Sept 2009


          ~AT HOME ~



Thursday 10th Sept 2009

I was prepared  to meet the dance girls at bugis junction at 6pm. 


I smsed ML asking about how many people will be meeting. And she called up to tell me that: the event was actually yesterday. That gave me a shock! 


All along, I thought it was Thursday and she said that maybe it is the timing of the message that i misunderstood. 


I checked the sms that was sent on tues 2.35am: the important line is let's meet tml at 6pm at Bugis Junction. 


By right, I will take it as Thursday 6pm.

Why will people take it as Wednesday 6pm?


Right but it seemed that I was wrong among my peers. Perhaps a perception parallax error? 


This reminded me of the tribal dance issue- a similar case to this.



When I recieved the call, I was on my way to Clementi mrt station.


I alighted at Clementi and started calling up Laura and Xiaohui to see who is free to meet up at that time. 


Since I was already outside, I might as well meet up with my other friends. 


However, there wasn't any one free. 


I decided to head back home.




writtern @10:52 PM

Saturday, September 05, 2009


Friday 4th Sept 2009

I feel relieved that things go smoothly today. So I am not that tense now.

Yesterday night, I was writing random stuff and have made my decision. Haha This decision is private regarding a private issue. I felt that this private issue is a dead end so I shouldn't be going on this pathway. It is pointless going on this way. All I am left to do is to tidy up my feelings and then just let the external situation be.

It is raining now. Feel like cuddling in my bed with my blanket and reading storybooks while listening to the rain. (^_^)

I like to be alone in my own room late at night and doing things while cuddling in my comfy bed. Ahhh.....ho da yi ge xian shou

So late..i better go sleep..
good night....have chocolate dreams!

writtern @2:43 AM

Friday, September 04, 2009


Thursday 3rd Sept 2009

It is a boring day since I can't do what I want to do. (T_T)

I have to do zhen jin shi qing.

I finally get to see an epsiode of Paris and Milan. Today's episode is funny! It is sad that next week's episode will be the last episode. Huhuhuhu....I want a new season or some program just cater to Aunt Lucy or the foreigner: lao wai. haha

Only after 7th september, then I can be free to do things that I want. I can't even go out. Aiiii

writtern @2:25 PM

Thursday, September 03, 2009


Wednesday 2nd Sept 2009 Part 3

When alone in the quiet night,  matters of the heart tend to come out.

Thanks for weisi for chatting with me late in the night until 3am,  I feel much better. ^_^

I still am clueless as to what I am feeling right now.

But talking to someone who listens, I am very thankful for this.

writtern @3:19 PM

Wednesday, September 02, 2009


Wednesday 2nd September Part 2

My Daily Horoscope from Facebook

If you have a person working for you, keep a close eye on them today, Pisces. Whether someone in the workplace, or someone who rendering some form of service to you at home, doing repairs or maintenance, they can be a source of trouble today. And this is expensive trouble at that. You have the kind of combinations show up when movers damage furniture, or plumbers break pipes, or electricians find problems that double the price of their work. You need to watch over people who are in a position to find costly problems, because they may just invent them.

Comments: This is more for those who are having renovations at their homes or something like that. Not applicable for me. And there is no person working for me.

My Love Horoscope from Facebook

You are going through a period of emotional intensity, Pisces, but this is not the heavy intensity that you have been dealing with as of late. In this period, you can expect relationships to deepen and grow and even penetrate on a very personal level. All that you need to do is initiate the process, but for you this is easier said than done. There is a situation that has required your initiative for some time now, but your pride has been holding you back. How you choose to handle this situation in this period could have implications that last a life time, and the window of opportunity may well be closing on you. If you take the steps necessary today, you will find a deeper understanding and a bond that can not be penetrated grow between you and that person you are longing for.  Comments:   A period of emotional intensity? hmmm...maybe. I don't know..still haven't figure out.  Expect relationships to deepen and grow? huhhh...unbelievable, impossible.... to initiate?  hmm..not that appropriate....yes definitely easier said than done  ooo implications that last a lifetime? that sounds super serious. is it really that serious?  i am afraid that i don't even know what i should be looking for or am I looking for the right person? Or does it even apply to me?   I wish  I can have a deeper understanding and have a much better friendship.  I know it seems really far-fetched and impossible for me to let it be that way.   Certain things can't be done that fast and the person might not even be free for me to talk to.   Hmm, this is something for me to ponder about.        My Fortune Cookie from Facebook  When you speak honestly and openly, others truly listen to you.   Comments: These days, I doubt others listen to me.    My Daily Life Readings
Love:
If you are with someone; today will be a harmonious day with them. If you've been waiting to say something to that special someone, today is the day. Love is in the air!
Career:
Work will require your full attention today, watch out for other taking credit for your work!
Health:
You've been doing really well at keeping up your health!
Wealth:
You've been doing great keeping up with your financial obligations!
  Comments:  Hah..love is in the air? More like stress is in the air.
Yup work in terms of studies need my full attention. Taking credit? yea in a way.
Health? Yea fine, since I am not training that hard. Kinda no mood to train because of some other issues. 
haha doing great keeping up with my financial obligations because i haven't been going out so I didn't spend in anything much.


writtern @4:51 AM


Wednesday 2nd Sept 2009 (Part 1)
I slept at 9.30pm yesterday night and woke up at 1.30am. 
Couldn't get to sleep after that. 
Trying to think of happy thoughts but there aren't many happy thoughts for me to think about. 

After certain things happened, in my view, some friendships are over. We are no longer friends.  There is nothing that I can revive. It is hard to take out the nails that were put permanently into the friendship as time goes by. Now, we feel distant from each other. On my side, I can't bring myself to talk to certain people or be warm to them and also these days, I sense their lack in response or reluctant to talk to me. I will give myself some time for me to get away from these kind of friendships. If after some time, the friendships get back to normal, then it is ok. But if it doesn't, I have no choice but to let go of the friendships. It is a tough decision.

I

writtern @3:40 AM


Tuesday 1st September 2009
The horror started...when I looked at my results online.
The results are the sort of results that I would last expected or the most impossible thing to happen.
How can something that is 100% impossible to happen, happen?
I can't believe it cause this is the worst kind of results I have ever encountered.
I told some of my friends about it and they thought I was joking. I wish it is a joke too. But it isn't.
Janice called me up after my reply to her sms and she was really nice to give me advice and support. Thanks Janice!
Thanks to my other friends, Nithya, Weisi, June, Cheryl, Guihui, etc for giving me the support and believing in me that I shouldn't deserve this kind of results. 

You all know me much better than my mum does.

She thinks I didn't work hard enough. And all of my friends know how very hard I worked, rejected going out because of studies, stayed at home most of the time because of studies, my whole mind was thinking of studies until headaches. I endured and went without dance for the whole year. I feel very xin ku to go without dance. Even Wei qi asked me: how can you stand doing without dance? 




writtern @3:09 AM

Tuesday, September 01, 2009


SUNDAY 30 AUGUST 2009

I had a bad dream again but this time, the setting is different.

I was with a big group of people, maybe around 5 or 6. It was close to evening time. And it seemed that we were walking along the big pathway between 1 tall wall and 1 shorter wall with numerous tall tombstones of various sizes and heights squeezed together in a large courtyard and surrounding the courtyard, there was a big ancient like European style abandoned building.  And it was dark inside. After walking through the big pathway, we were standing a short distance from the main entrance of the building. From far away, we could see the tall black gates that we walked from. And one of the guys in the group said: you see...the gates are moving on its own. Then I looked to the right and I saw him turning on a switch. And I said: that's not true. you are playing with the switches.

The doors of the main entrance were slightly ajar and the whole group peeked in and we saw bodies being piled up everywhere on tables or on the gigantic wheelbarrows. The bodies had blood all over them. It was so scary.

At this time, 3 strangers approached us. I remembered one of them dressed like a priest. They told us not to leave the place because a few of us were of interest to them. They planned to keep us here while they closed the gates from a far distance of the entrance of the building. We ran with all our might and managed to escape out of the whole campus before the gates closed down on us.

And I woke up after escaping.


My parents told me that I left my house keys stuck at the door the whole night.
Didn't feel like writing down my timetable for today. Just want to do what I feel like doing at any moment.

I am not sure what dance should I start doing first.

Watched taiwan magic competition at night and the last guy was so good and funny.

Played maplestory late in the night...heez...

An important thing that I learned from some tv program:

"Chances are for those that are prepared."

I will keep this in mind. When things make me feel weary, it is alright to take a break, but remember, I must never give up and continue to persevere on.

MONDAY 31 AUGUST 2009 

 Something is really wrong with either the computers or the Internet. My facebook, hotmail, gmail and blogger are not functioning the same as it always does.


I had a weird dream last night about a guy who is supposed to be with me and kept giving promises to stay with me. In the end, slowly, he kept spending time with another girl and as the day goes, he changed his mind and didn't bother about me. And he shouted after me because he wanted his jacket back. In my mind, I was wondering what response should I do....should I just quietly return his jacket or ask him what is his stand now?

But I woke up before I can decide on what I should do.

I tried to go back to sleep and get back to the dream. But it is hard.

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I am very worried.

writtern @6:58 PM


FRIDAY 28 AUGUST 2009
In the night, I was watching the taiwan variety show: diamond society which showcases people with interesting talents and abilities when we heard loud noises from the carpark.
My papa said that the foreign workers were quarrelling and fighting. One attempted to push another off the lorry. My papa wasn't sure whether to call the police to help solve the problem. I kept telling him that he must call the police and don't hesitate.
This reminded me of what I learnt or know about in social psychology back in KU ISC.
 This case study was about the girl who was attacked late in the night many years ago but no one came to her aid even though there were many eye witnesses. Each of the eye witnesses thought the other eye witnesses would report it to the police. But in the end, since everyone thought the others will do something about it, ironically, no one called the police and she died that night.
I was watching videos together with my bro in the night. Then my bro said: " It has been a long time since we watch videos together." He thought for a while: " oh ya hor...u just came back last week. "
Before we sleep, we watched parts of Metal Detroit City movie and it was so funny. I wonder why the movie critics gave it low rating since it is good.
SATURDAY 29 AUGUST 2009
Morning, morning, morning!!
I took my own sweet time eating my breakfast while listening to music and dance..heez
In the  afternoon, I went to bugis mrt to meet my friend, my dance junior.
We took bus to go la salle college of fine arts to watch chinese dance performance.
The newly renovated campus is very nice!! We walked past the big and beautiful dance studio with full length mirrors on all the walls.
 
 The picture of the stage

 Taken from the 2nd floor where we were sitting

 
Another view of the stage
The dance performance takes place at the Singapore Airlines theatre in Basement 1 of the La Salle College of Fine Arts.
The chinese dance performance is named as Eternal Love with 8 pieces of dance performances joined together as a dance depicting the love life of 2 girls and 1 guy. What a complicated love triangle!
The dances were so beautiful!!
I miss dancing with chinese umbrella and chinese fan.
I miss dance training days, tired but worth it.
I miss the tribal dance training days.
I miss working so hard for performances and being busy with dance performances.

We saw our junior college professor chinese dance instructor (china) sitting right in front of the stage on the first row and first floor. haha his distinct look makes it easy for us to spot him.
After the 2 hour performance, we left the theatre and we saw the mediacorp actor walking behind us. hmm, I can't remember his name but he appears in the current channel 8 drama series about cooking de. i don't watch singapore made drama series (in fact I am not allowed to watch) so I don't remember the actors' and actresses' names.
My friend went home from there since she had a direct bus back. And I walked all the way back to the bugis mrt. It wasn't that long distance and I didn't get lost. Haha.

 It was 5pm. I think it was too early to head home.

Since Bugis mrt  is near Orchard mrt in a way on the MRT map, I decided to drop by my ex work place and give my ex colleagues a big surprise visit. haha
I was so happy seeing them that I hugged my very close ex-colleagues.

I missed them so much!! (^_^)

Also, I missed teaching kids and spending times with kids.

I wish I can go back to the time when me and my close colleauges working together and teaching the kids. (^_^)

It was Teacher's day again and I kinda felt sad as this same time last year, my right foot was sprained so I didn't show up for work and I don't have teachers' day presents. *huhuhuhu*
After work, my dear aunt 'MY' (haha not my real aunt, but my colleague) wanted to go through the class matters so I stayed back with her. And leaving the workplace,she treated me to fruit juices and sat along to chat while finishing our drinks.

We took the same mrt direction because I wanted to talk to her more even though it was a far longer route back home.
Since Yishun is along the way, I decided to walk around Yishun, relieving my memories of junior college school life and our usual hang out at North Point shopping centre.
After a while later, I decided to head back because my feet were tired from all the walking and I was wearing heels.
After the whole day out, I have came out with a list of what I missed.

When one grows older, there is even a longer list of what one can miss.
WHAT I MISSED 
@ The Dance Performance
- I missed dancing with chinese umbrella and chinese fan.
-I missed dance training days
-I missed tribal dance days with the dancebabes
- I missed busy preparing dance performanecs and dance routines in school
- I missed juggling dance with studies back in junior college
- I missed being on stage. 
- I missed dancing on stage
- I missed hanging out in the dance studio. 
- I missed my school days. 
 
@ Bugis 
- I recalled walking along the Bugis street with Nithya or Sarah shopping and chatting about what happen in our lives. 
- I recalled going all the way to Bugis to buy birthday presents for some of my friends during the school days. 
@ Orchard and workplace
- I missed teaching my kids. 
- I missed running from classrooms to classrooms on a tight schedule to start classes on time. 
- I missed jumping over the tables to start teaching. haha If you know what the classroom looks like, then you will understand why I said that. 
- I missed recieving hugs and kisses from my 2 year old kids. 
- I missed talking to my adorable kids. 
- I missed the time spent with my own batch of colleagues. We had so much fun. 
- I missed hanging out with my colleagues for lunch and after work. 
- I missed the "Teacher Anything and Teacher Whatever" partnership. hahaha

writtern @12:17 AM