FRIDAY 18 FEB 2011
hihi...I will stop writing daily blog accounts till June because I don't have the time to do so and don't have the mood to do so daily.
There is nothing much going on everyday.
I am sick - (dizziness, fever, very dry throat and don't have the energy to prolonged studying) now for no reason that I known of.
I haven't been study so hard until I will get sick ah.
Maybe I didn't drink enough water?
I am trying my best to rest enough and to regain my health status.
Prelims is like less than 2 weeks away and I am sick, what bad luck!
Didn't have good study productivity while I was in the school library recently because there was at least 1 person that I remember of who was very inconsiderate.
She kept talking on the phone using her normal voice and carrying on the conversation for a long time as though she was in a cafe and not in a library.
Keep talking to her friend about her schedule and watching movies and how being in school is so sian for her.
The word 'sian' really makes me felt that this person is very inconsiderate.
Helloooo....we are busy studying in the library and that word can really make people lose their motivation to study!!!!
I must really thank my alertness for preventing "collusion" in the library.
After school, I went to the library and put my stuff down and I realised the people sitting near me are so familiar and they are the ones that I don't ever want to see again.
So I went to the other side of the library as soon as possible and thankfully, there wasn't any collusion.
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I missed my bro - no one to talk to me at home.
But it is good that I can concentrate studying at home, no matter how late I want to study till...heheez
I can have the whole room to myself, locked myself in the room and doing whatever I want. haha
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Watching - The Rose with my favourite SHE song
OMG...Jin is so exotic haha
I want Bai He to be with Jin. haha
Sometimes it is er when I see Jin and Kui together (guys leh)
And why they keep emphasing Bai He is fat and ugly?
I think she is not haha ...
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I keep having nightmares either about relatives or about the group that I don't want to see them again.
It got so real that I got so affected by it.
Hmm, in the daytime, I thought I could get over it but it seems, it implicitly still has a significant impact on me.
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That issue, I don't wish to think about it now OR thinking about how to continue on OR thinking about how to forget about it now.
I just want this issue to stay at its current state.
How I feel doesn't fade away at my own command.
I have a strong feeling that HEI TU is important friend to me.
That's why I am trying so hard.
Perhaps none will understand because no one feels the same way as I do.
I have a strong feeling for certain people that they are important to me in my life.
I strongly believe that there are people that are must-haves in a person's life and I am glad to have found some of them already.
There is some connections, I suppose.
