MONDAY 23RD MARCH 2009I recieved a missed call in the morning, should be from school.
I didn't call immediately because I had to gather my courage to face the likelihood of recieving bad news.
The lady talking on the phone was 'beating around the bush' and her tone sounded as though it was something serious. So I gathered that it was indeed bad news.
I wasn't shortlisted and she will send me the details to me.
I presumed that she will send me the details through email, like what my friend had. I waited and waited but no email came.
I wanted to go so badly but am very worried that my parents won't let me.
I didn't tell my mama immediately, i waited till the nighttime when my parents were at home.
Even so, I found it hard to open my mouth and tell them.
Eventually, I had to and they looked so grim.
My parents wanted a list of expenses and i gave them the list that i had prepared early. They weren't pleased with the amount of expenses, too much le.
I didn't know what to do.
TUESDAY 24TH MARCH 2009I was thinking over and over about this.
Should I apply with my friend earlier just to at least book seats for the courses and hostel room?
I made up my mind to tell my parents by tonight, I still couldn't.
WEDNESDAY 25TH MARCH 2009Today, I told my parents and they weren't responsive at all.
If I apply and I dropped out of the program, I will have to pay additional sum of money.
That made me hesitate to apply.
Then, LSM told me urgently that there weren't any rooms in the hostel that we wanted to stay at. OH NO!! At that moment, I know it is so weird for me to do so, but I felt so disappointed that I was about to cry.
I felt very sorry to LSM because we could have gotten places for the particular hostel if not for my delaying.
I made a decision- i don't care le, i will just apply.
That very night, we applied but there were a lot of questions that we had in mind.
THURSDAY 26TH MARCH 2009I called up the school and guess what, they actually left me out and didn't even send me the email or even the transcript and other important documents to the school.
How can they forget me? >_<
If I didn't call them and they didn't realise the fatal mistake, my application wouldn't be processed.
Oh ya, I called the lady to ask her questions a few days ago. And she got irritated, she kept insisting that there will be a briefing to answer my questions and refused to tell me other information.
My friend encountered this too. The lady (don't know who she is) called my friend to inform her that she wasn't shortlisted. Before my friend can say that she won't be going, she hanged up the phone.
Today, I was listening to kang xi lai le variety show. For this episode, celebrities are talking about their ghostly encounters. It was so scary that I planned to sleep early tonight. Too eerie.