~Monday 18 August 2008~
study study study....
There is a full moon yesterday...heez i took a picture of it...
"you are like full moon, when i didn't expect you to show up, u did. when i expect you to show u, u disappear without a trace..."
i got a fright all of a sudden...was thinking..am i doing the right thing? is it best for me to avoid such situations...i am leaning towards that direction yet i became doubtful about it. Should i continue going on the straight path, rather than turning left or right?
what do i plan to do about this?
follow my "future detector"? even if so, i don't know what to make of it. sometimes, it seems as though i am led to a dead end. From my view, i don't see any possible way to get through the dead end.Is there a false wall? Is the future detector not accurate, losing its sense of direction?
I know that some things just can't be rushed. But constant reminders are making me frustrated. I don't see any way at all! why keep doing that to me? For other situations, it has not been like that before. If it is not lying to me, i can sense that there is something different about this. But what exactly is it??!!
~Tuesday 19 August 2008~
I was overwhelmed with disappointment..how can this ever happen?
Trust is invisible yet valuable and fragile.
When trust is broken, it is difficult to put it back together.
i don't get it why people like to stab each other backs...just don't get it!
watched Calefare and First Class..haha loved it...missed secondary school life...
they should produce more good English sitcoms like this....
~Wednesday 20 August 2008~
Happy Birthday PS and our director!
I tried to send a happy birthday song to be played during their celebration but it failed. Sigh!!
haha a few days only..already miss me..haha