~Monday 11 August 2008~
boss wants us to come back on monday cos we didn't work on sunday. aiii why can't give us 3 days of holidays ah?
reached early but found G sitting outside the door eating his breakfast..ahh the key is missing so he couldn't open the company's door. What to do but to wait...so i chatted with him loh. hmm..he told me,people are realistic, especially when they have families to feed, anywhere got higher pay with the same kind of job, of course they will go to the company with a better pay.
We waited for more than 40minutes...even parents have arrived..die loh...soon, almost all our company staff were waiting outside the door. Wah it is so stuffy..very suffocating..i can't stand it when the ventilation is very poor..will have difficulty breathing...so a few of us went downstairs for a while.
Aunt and me had nothing much to do loh..we weren't assigned extra things to do compared to the rest of our buddies. Might as well have a half day and go home loh..we felt so sleepy...
i dislike going to work on monday...monday blues
~Tuesday 12 August 2008~
when i was on the bus and on my way to work, i didn't feel that well.
i thought i would be able to endure and lasts the whole day
but when it was near to noon, couldn't take it anymore, would have collapse at any moment..
so requested for a half day leave
feel so sick ah...
During lunch, the kind-hearted aunt bought porridge for me...
cannot take it le ..a possiblity of fainting is high ah..so i went home loh..
Back at home...
when i lie on the bed...oh my goodness..i felt worse..
started shivering under my blanket even though it wasn't that cold
my body aching..
dizzy
very dry throat
couldn't get a good sleep...
so sleeping on and off till 7 hours
i dind't even have the energy to get out of my bed..
i could sense no one was at home..so to prevent myself fainting anyway in the house..i didn't leave my bed loh...
it was a terrible feeling
my work buddies smsed me or called me to ask me how i was feeling......thanks for your concern
i am very grateful...(^_^)
~Wednesday 13 August 2008~
i decided to stay at home bah...weekends will be tiring for me...and i need to recuperate as soon as possible. i dun want to collapse in the middle of my lessons. and if i didn't go to work, i doubt anyone can take my classes...everyone has a class to teach at every other time...
went to see doctor in the afternoon
didn't go for the august month babies celebration dinner..
i miss everyone...especially GH...haha my closest work buddy...
still feel unwell leh...
~Thursday 14 August 2008~
is JS's birthday..hee happy birthday....!!
after my afternoon nap...i felt that i should be well soon..
tml have to go to work leh...must know my class materials well..
i dun wanna go work !!
~Friday 15 August 2008~
"i am praying hard..so that my message in my mind can be felt miles away..."
i felt miserable but still glad that i pulled through..i did it!!
still don't feel well..guess i am still in a sick mode. getting very dizzy..so sorry that i wasn't of any help..even ST was unwell too. How can both sick teachers be in the same classroom teaching? It is best not to.
I worried a lot about the following day. Will i suddenly collapse in the middle of my lesson? Will I be able to teach smoothly? When will i have the time to eat my medicine? no one is allowed to leave the workplace during lunch time because we have to entertain the kids. No lunch ah.....how can...for sick people?? HAO HU QIN!!!!
