On sunday, I was chatting with (*h).
Earlier, during the exams, she contacted me and asked me about the degree that i am taking and wanted to look at my books. She planned to take the same degree next year. hmm.."why not this year?"...that's what i asked her. Her reason ..the deadline is over.
then i told her...the deadline is fake de..i applied very late too..and they still accept me in. So the conversation went on and on..until both of us were so anticipating school for her. haha...it really boosted her confidence to be able to start school this coming year.
She finished her music diploma not long ago...so she needed time to think whether she wants to continue studies. Months ago, i asked her before about whether she will continue her studies but she didn't have any further plan for studies. hmm..kinda surprised that she wanted to take the same degree as me..wanna do some maths.
I sent her the application form and we met up in the afternoon during her lunch break to go to school. It was really a rush. BUT the school refused to accept any new applications already. Ahhh!!! Both of us felt so down...crushed hopes...crestfallen. The feeling of rejection is never a good feeling to experience. She said that it is alright..but i could tell that she is really disappointed.
I am so sorry~~i shouldn't have make her so hopeful. (T_T) was feeling down the whole day~
I will do my best to help her..if she is sad..maybe will go out with her to get rid of her sadness. ^_^
just knew that (*h) is currently taking jap classes. yea now i got someone to ask about learning jap. yea!! she offered to teach me the basics of the basics. Written form of jap language is so foreign to me...i couldn't figure out what to learn first..sigh...
(*h) commented that i have changed a little..(more confident). yea, i am trying to go back to the real me..the confident girl..haha..i am trying to "stand up" from my disappointments and failures.i want to go back to the cheerful, chatty, optimistic and confident me. That's what i used to be but not many people get to see that real me...maybe you get to see the traces of the real me online..haha...i love to make people smile..and did a lot of funny things just to see people smile and be happy.
logged in to friendster and a new entertainment company in singapore added me!! wow!! haha...back in jc, during dance break, my friend mentioned that a hiphop group added her in friendster...and i was kinda disappointed that no such dance group added me..aii..as a joke, i told her that i will change my friendster profile..put "i like dance" in capital letters and all over my profile. haha
talked to G.P(not general paper)..but my classmate during my 1st 3 months..haha maybe we should have a jc p03 gathering.
