Yesterday, was too tired to do anything especially when i reached home. Been dancing non-stop for 2 hours plus and the irony is that those who ought to practise more didn't even practise much. Aii...when i wanna rest and let them dance, they want me to dance too-so that they can follow my dance steps. Actually don't need me de, if remember the steps, dun need to look at me. My friend still videotaped me every lesson. -_-" But i think most of them improve de lah..haha yesterday's lesson, we learnt something harder and faster too. Cos dance instructor from japan may come over. But he/she didn't at the end of the lesson. I got pulled to the centre front this time round to show the new dance. Cos my dance instructor said that i did it with right timing. But i was a bit disoriented so i messed up. Gahh.....but never mind, i will try to improve on my movements for the next lesson.
Then after that, met my friend. She didn't tell me that it was organised by the church loh. So i ended up going to her church service too along with the funfair. This is to celebrate the Easter. The drama was super nice. Especially the part whereby they were singing the "tokyo drift song" but they change the song lyrics to suit the drama. Then one of the guys got so engrossed in the beat-boxing that he continued even though the rest stopped singing. haha it was comical. Satan in the drama was real scary. Plus he has a real snake around his neck!! I saw the snake's head moving loh. That is real scary. How do they manage to borrow a large yellow snake? From the zoo?? The most heart wrenching part was when he was nailed to the cross, that loud thuds shook my heart cos it was real loud. And he being tortured. sighh..."he can save others, but he can't save himself." not that he didn't want to, but he wants to sacrifice for the sake of everyone. That is really a very wei da thing to do. This also reminds me of a conversation about fortune tellers with my friend. haha..expo is really freezing cold. i think i should bring a jacket wherever i go le-everywhere is so cold. It ended very late and i have to travel nearly the whole of the east-west mrt line, but good loh, don't need to switch. haha People can't tell out my age. Thought that i am my friend's younger sister...thought i am her secondary classmate and blah blah..haha...
Been reading my oldest entries in this blog and i realised that there are some things that i nearly forgotten about. haha...eg: before the competition, one of the dance mates said to me: give me your sehness. and after that, some of them started saying that to me too..yea i really forgotten about it. haha i miss dance performances and competitions. And also the trend that my friends noticed in me during school. mon ,tues-i will be blur blur, not quite get what people are talking about, a bit slow in frequency.haha. wed, thurs-i will go crazy, starting saying imaginative stuff. Wah, i really mentioned very personal issues in my early entries. hmm, i wasn't aware of it. Maybe cos very little people viewed my blog at that time and people will not scrutinize my every word and spread rumours all around. I don't like to doubt people anyway - but then after some time, the ugly side of people just happened to show up. This made me disappointed. One good thing about not being in school studying anymore is the friendship and people issues. I looked back and saw that such problems love to stick to me. I dun go find them, they just come and find me. Once i solved one problem, another problem of almost the same kind just came back to me again. Although it was in disguise at the beginning. Aii, i hope i will really get away from such problems in the future.
