I have problems that i couldn't solve. fretting over wat kind of decision should i make that is the wisest. i really dun know what to do. kinda at a dilema, sigh. if i know wat happens in the future, maybe it is easier for me to make decisions, but unfortunately i can't. it has been going on since last year le, and the deadline is rather near. up till now, i really can't make a decision as yet.
to my friend--> if it is true that i have one year left to find, haha, i rather missed out the opportunity cos it is impossible mission. ^_^ i have nothing to lose even if i dun have this opportunity. i tell u that there is no other way for this to come true. u said that to give it some time and you will prove me wrong. haha but i think by the time comes, i will be the one who will prove u wrong. yeah yeah yeah :) i have thought it through le and such things don't actually matter to me at all- i dun have or even have it, it ain't making any difference. haha....let time show us the answer
there are some things that i know before hand but just that i am not sure whether is it reliable. yea i mentioned some of the incidents to you and really, i just don't have any reasons on why is it so...u may think is really coincidental...but so many incidents throughout the years in my life happened and it ain't coincidental. i guess it is really beyond that concidental level...i realy dun have any explanations, guess, it is a intuitive feeling...haha...really dun have any ideas...
