It has been a long time and yet i can't seem to define myself exactly. I pondered on many things but i don't find any fixed thing about myself. There is no exact boundaries, everything is blurred.
Do u think i am more of a arts person or a science person?
to me...i think i look more like a science person in terms of looks but deep inside, i am not sure.
my sec friend said that i look like a mixture of both person but more of an arts person actually
hmm..i really have no idea..to me, everything is just in the middle of both extremes. i can't live without both, i guess. I planned to do a lot of things for my career life but the thing is it is impossible to do so many. How i wish my life is like a game where i have many accounts and can try out on watever options that i have. But too bad, life is just like one and only one game of chess where u have to plan very carefully.
i have a lot of things that i wish to do after my As. But i wont mention it for the time being. Yah, so the question of arts and science is very important to me. Don't think i can live without either. I suggested one whole list of wat i wanna do to my sec friend and she said...isn't that considered free lance..hmm.i no idea..but free lance seems so unstable. but still, i can't help it but feel that i cna't make a definite decision for now.
What kind of a person am i? in terms of character...
sigh...trying to be very fair for every body but very hard to ..as in always on the look out for ppl and always taking care that i dun not accidentally treat certain people badly..sigh..i need to consider how they feel in their shoes...considering very sensitive to ppl bah...but i have to..
hmm..i actuallly forgot wat i wanna say..
well..anyway
dance practice is getting very tough..especially for me cos i dun have dance background and no teachniques at all. Trying to do side splits and all that...cos it is included the dance..not bad lah the dance..but i look more arrogant in it instead..gosh..tat's bad..
oo i like one part of it..the complicated part..not bad ...better than the walking here and there for the introduction. we learned quite a major portion of the whole dance...
the dance instructor wasnt' in a good mood, keep on saying how lousy we are and all that..
i hope next time..all will be quiet and listen atttentively and give him our best. Also, i think it is time to have unity in the group cos we need to practice before he comes. We can;t just idle our time away by talking. Dun know...i dun have any authority in there...so i cna't say much..
aiya..i forgot wat to include in here..so i will just submit till now... ^_^
