hey...all the best to those who are getting their results tomorrow... ^_^..yeah, i know it is very frightening. to me, it is a blessing in disguise that i didn't get to promote two years ago. if not, i will sure have Fs for my A level results. Also, i got out of depression and feeling much better about myself.
hmm...saw my pri school classmate online and was wondering whether i should talk to him. haha, eventually i did. Dun know why but i feel like talking to him. ^_^. hope that he doesn't feel strange that i just talk to him out of nowhere. was asking him whether he still remembers me...haha i think he doesn't bah. he asked me..any memorable incidents??...hmmm..i really dun recall much about it. he asked me..were u the girl that i give the bible to? then again..i am not sure, dun recall that i got recieved a bible from any guys. As far as i remembered, i only had a bible which everyone is suppossed to have one during primary 3. I know that he has music background. After reading his friendster profile, i realised that he likes dance (hiphop). yeah!! common interests....haha...but too bad, i haven't tell him that cos he went off line already. too bad...
i think i should talk more to him next time bah..cos must maintain friendships...even though it has been years since we talk to each other..we were in the same class during primary 1 and 2. So long rite? He is one cool guy...kk...i think he is going to be in my list " the people that i admire a lot of their qualities". i can tell u that he is very smart and very artistic now. Now then i realised that he is more into arts, thought that he will be doing science. His a level subjects are maths, lit and arts elective program. cool right?? I feel so inferior now..boo hoo...In my opinion, he has become a person of depth...yeah..i love to talk to such people. People that i feel have depth ..i wiill tend to talk more and whenever i see them online, i will just talk to them. haah...i must be very irritating then. gosh ..but still..will never be on the same standard as them...
whenever i talk to my primary school mates or friends, i feel so so inferior. Why? Cos they are doing things up to their potential. Me? I have been deproving. When will i be able to do things that are up to my own potential? Most of them are in top jcs. Their results are so good. feel very small now. i remembered that i told my pri school friend that i got R. And her comments: i tot u are smart? wah..that really pierced deep into my heart. After when quite a lot of things are happening nowadays, i told my sec friend that i am tired of living. Really, i feel that way. feel like spending a time isolating myself from other ppl. Tired of being so concerned over others and yet get nothing in return. Tired of being so overly sensitive to peoples' situation and neglecting my own welfare. Just so so tired.
my bro found this infor from somewhere..quite interesting..
Relieve stress in class
1. Leave permanent markers by the dry-erase board.
2. Ask whether the first chapter will be on the test. If the professor says no, rip the pages out of your textbook.
4. Address the professor as "your excellency".
5. When the professor turns on his laser pointer, scream "AAAGH! MY EYES!"
6. Relive your Junior High days by leaving chalk stuffed in the chalkboard erasers.
7. Sit in the front, sniff suspiciously, and ask the professor if he's been drinking.
8. Correct the professor at least ten times on the pronunciation of your name, even it's Smith. Claim that the i is silent.
9. Sit in the front row reading the professor's graduate thesis and snickering.
10. Feign an unintelligible accent and repeatedly ask, "Vet ozzle haffen dee henvay?" Become agitated when the professor can't understand you.
11. Wink at the professor every few minutes. (Hey you might even get a date if he/she is cute.)
12. Every few minutes, take a sheet of notebook paper, write "Signup Sheet #5" at the top, and start passing it around the room.
13. Start a "wave" in a large lecture hall.
