Friday -->
After econs test, i got so tired that i left early instead of staying in school which i planned to. In the end, the extra loads that i carried was useless. I couldn't force my brain to study geography or anything. When i got home, i just feel like lying on my bed and start to sleep. But of course, couldn't loh, so smelly.... From 3pm,i slept till 8pm. Was awake for a few hours till 11pm and started sleeping again. Didn't even study for geography...but reallly, i was too exhausted to the extent that i couldn't put in geography knowledge into my brain. Like some strong barrier in front of the brain.
Sat-
After going for tuition in the morning, went back and sleep again until in time for another tuition.Now i am tired again...gosh..when will this ever end? i dun think i have experience kept on sleeping thing before.
Can you see? I have been spending alot of time sleeping...yeah..sleeping..ugly
Kk..i am going to promise myself that i am not going to mention dance to the people that i talk to. Later, they will be complaining why do i always have to lead the topic to dance...better dun now....just couldn't help it.. didn't know wat i was thinking..
Hmmm, this is the first time in jc that i am going to watch people dance instead being a part of dance. I mean during the cny celebration. Gosh, there will be jogathon, whew, luckily i am not in the girl team for class. i wil lose loh....haha..then my ct joked abt my friend can run fast since she can talk fast.haha...wat logic is that? hee..i am not that excited for bazaar cause the ideas that they come up with are not that nice...i dun think will earn $$...
oh ya..read one article in reader's digest. i think it is quite true for me and my bro..
The order that the kids are born affects their personality...
Only child-- lack of competition makes boys self-sufficient but perhaps self-centred.
girls can absorb father's masculine expectations, becoming competitive, keen to please authority figures but not natural mothers.
Eldest- they like to give orders.
girls can be perfectionist but with mixed siblings, adopt a mothering role.
Boys with no sisters can lack feminine social skills and be shy with women.
Youngest- they find it hard to adopt the role of parents.
Boys may have feminine traits and with mixed siblings, lack ambition ro interest in detail.
girls can seem independent but need guidance and can be very feminine but spoilot.
Middle child- they tend to have wide intersts and be popular with the opposite sex, but competition for attention can give boys a sense of inferiority and make girls seem demanding.
Yeah, i am the oldest in the family and have a younger brother. that means got mothering role. quite true bah. i remembered got one 1st 3 mths friend say that i am like xian qi liang mu...hah..i dun think it really suits me..yeah kind of bah..find it a need to take care of and concerned over ppl especially those younger than me. Anyway, i also the oldest among my cousins at the maternal side and my cousins are all boys. so yah, take care of them.i think i will find it strange to take care of little girls if i have a female cousin next time.used to taking care of boys. hmm..give order,,i dun think i do that cause i feel that i do not have the right to order people but i am not great to lord over the rest.i have as many flaws as them.. in fact...more than them.
Getting troubled over wat should i do after Alevels. I just want to add one more thing to wat i wanna do in future, in terms of careeers. But my parents dont' know about it , i dun think they will be happy if i do that as well. It seems to me both main things that i wanna do clashes. I dun get the possible rationale why they refused to let me take up dancing when i was young. Is it too late for me to learn the basics now?? What's the use of living if couldn't even do wat i want..?
