Yup, i actually feel kinda reluctant to write an entry nowadays because the same old thoughts kept on running through my mind.
Was chatting online to friend who i seldom talk to nowadays about someone. She expected me to forgive p..no way. Now people who not really get the near accurate picture thought i am the bad guy. -___-. Wei, i am not like that. Gosh. I am mean to her because she was mean to me in the first place.
No choice, people don't believe me. Tired of people who always think of me as the one who is the wrong. Hmm, but come to think of it, most people who do that cause they don't know the other person.Sigh...Tired of explaining the whole thing.
Feel like finding a private time to be alone...in my own world. But quite hard with people in the house. I want to have a sound proof room cos i tend to turn up the volume till very high and it will disturb people. Yeah, i am a nuisance. It is a rare moment where i can be alone in a room.
feel suffocated...very suffocated....
i need to breathe..
sounds like i am exaggerated..but it is really the truth. That's really what i am feeling now.
