Being nice to people and thought that the others just spread rumours without any proper evidences. If the rumours are true, until i see it for myself, i would know. I thought that i can try my best to care for her where no other people did. Be with her when she is alone or avoided by the rest of the class. Maybe the rest has lower patience level and that's why they couldn't stand her. Trying to understand her position in class.
But, i was really wrong AS USUAL. It happened in the later part of the year. I recieved a major blow straight in front of my face. It startled me and until now, i still couldn't believe my ears. Did i really hear that comment? Yes, really I did.
Stretching out my hand to help her which i think i am the last and only one to do it. Yet, i got the relatively worst insult ever. Wat's this?? I trusted her and believed that she is not the image which others make up of her. Until i finally woke up from the illusion that she's a nice person.
Feeling so emotionally hurt. Gave just one word: sorry. Well, sorry is a easy word to just say out. Say out, does not even mean she really means it. Just for the sake of saying it. No matter how many sorrys are said, it can't heal my heart. Again,i emphasised i am a fool to believe that she's a nice person.
My heart is broken by her and i will never interact with her. why should i be giving myself another miserable year with her?
she must learn her lesson, if not, she will never learn. she thinks ppl around her are the ones with problem, but she hasn't think about the possiblity of her being the source of the problem. I don't think she even knows how do people reflect on their own actions and behaviour. We will all be happy without her.
feel that she needs to see a counsellor cos i think she is sufffering from depression. was about to say it during the session but it would be so mean.Ah..should have said it. be mean. since she's mean to so many ppl.
