Come on... *looking up at the sky*..don't be so cruel to me. I worked exceptionally hard this year compared to the previous year. Getting out of depression. Been happier. Starting to eat -i mostly don't eat in school last year. Just let the results be good to end my 'so far so good' year 2005.
I kept on telling my mother that i am unsure about the results and she said..have some confidence. But really, i just don't even have 1 drop of confidence. Sigh. Lots of disappointment over the years have weathered my confidence down. Life is so uncertain.
I thought i have successfully make them understand that jc life is tough. But there is one thing which make me realised they actually fail to do so. Many young people will say that there is always a gap between parents and children whereby each party fail to understand each other and their situations. Yah, in my opinion, it is quite true. If only there is someway to make them understand.
I am spending most of my time idling. Watching tv. Lazy to go out. -_- Feel like wanting to know my results but then, scared that it will just give me bad news. It is just 2 days away and it is scary.
On friday night,i was watching a japanese movie: Resurrection. It is kinda interesting as in mysterious, luckily not a spooky movie. Watched from 11.30pm to 2.10am. Roughly talks about people who are assumed to be dead suddenly came back alive and in the age when they were being lost or dead. A group of authorities decided to find the reasons for it. For example: this little boy appeared at his own house after being lost for 53 years. He should be around 60 plus years old but instead he is still at around 10plus years old. His mother is already in her 80s.The researchers realised that there was a meterorite hole in the depths of the forest and there were many graves concentrated near it. The closer the graves are to the hole, the earlier the resurrection process. Meterorite particles helped to resurrect the people. Unfortunately, it was for a temporary period of time because the souls will be sucked out from the bodies. So sad for those who finally get to see their loved ones only for a short period of time.
