Mad at some one who is totally not sensitive about others as in affecting other ppl's schedules and just making everyone go along with his last minute plans. Everyone has plans too..yet he messes it up by making us go compulsory to watever he wants to go..hmmphh....hate it......
my father loves to force people to do things that they do not want..especially meeting relatives. i do not want to go and yet he forces us to go. He makes it compulsory. Today means so much to me to be at home and yet ...hmmmph...
to tell u the truth,i dreaded seeing my relatives. makes me feel so inferior, more demoralised than ever. feels so small..feels that i am a good for nothing. all those negative feelings.
also, wat i hate about it is that watever my bro and i are doing, he dislikes it.
take for example: this morning, we were watching cartoons while eating our breakfast. and he told us to change channel cos cartoons are for babies. then i retailated by saying that everyone is a child at heart. He ignores tat and said about other thing. Kept on standing at his perspective without thinking abt others' perspective. Later in the morning onwards, we were forced to go out to meet some relatives and they were watching cartoons at home. My smart bro went and ask my father: so u think watching cartoons are ok? Then my father just say ok ok lah..to avoid the whole issue.
he is always like that..watever we do makes him displease. but when my relatives are doing the same thing..he takes it as ok. absolutely hate it!!!!
i like to watch jap and korean drama series and he dislikes watching media-related stuff that speak other languages that he know not. so one time, my uncle talked about how people are crazy about such drama series and they got watched some. You know wat? While we were on our way home, he said...let's rent watever movies uncle was saying..
-_-"..dislike such ppl where other people's opininons..he will just follow loh...
aaaahh..don't want to say anymore...makes me mad...furious....
writtern @5:54 PM