Quite a lot of things have happened and especiallly evolved around p.b.a. Yups, have heard and seen how horrible p.b.a is to people around.
There was one time that i was going to react so strongly that i have immediately thought of throwing something or doing something hurtful to. But but i controlled my temper. I don't wanna show how it affects me real badly. P.b.a loves to gloat at people's misfortune. All my fault for allowing P.b.a. in and affects other people's mood. I heard of another happening and really want to blow up.
wanting to announce the break of the "merger". and not care about pba anymore. i should scold myself in " why should i care?" " shouldn't let it affect me" i am gonna be stronger...i must tell myself... for such a case..i know i am feeling so cold towards..but can't help it... pba started it i want to have an end of this stupid manner..
i tried to be heartless for this but i will feel guilty after that.. hmm..how should i feel?
