It is the first day of the weeks to start the dreadful workshops that i have been not that happy about. We had to attend speech and etiquette workshops. The rest of my classmates are going to OBS. This is actually one of the rare moments to spend time with those i am not seldom talk to during daily lessons. Yah, give us time to share bonds and stuff. With them, spending such lessons are quite happy. Cos especially me, i keep on joking around. I am talkative loh, some of them noticed. Actually if i know u well or u are close to me, i will talk a lot and make funny comments.
I shouldn't have come so early for school. Make me wake up so early. I was busy chatting online to a friend until so late at night. Heez, such circumstances ended up me having to resort to online chat to those that i have see them on a daily basis. Yeah, i am guilty of what my gp teacher was talking during the last gp lesson, we had. That is, i tend to talk more when i am on msn. But when i see people face-to-face, really is stress for me. I will stutter when i speak english and i tend to speak broken english in the end. I need a lot of time to get use to that person and then i will speak well.
Ah gosh, i don't want to learn to be too feminine. I am truly a mixed kind of person. You can't say that i am too gentle and you can't say i am too violent, cause it depends on the situation and the mood itself. I couldn't really define what kind of a person am I. It is like negative infinity to positive infinity.
We had to learn how to walk properly, climb up the stairs in a slant way to show streamlines for girls. -____________-""".. haha, me and friend no need to go through that cos cos the instructors forgotten about us!!!!!!! oh hohoho!
oh ya, the skin care thing. -______________-"""
the make up . -_______________-""". i hate make-up!!! i will look more like a baboon!!! somemore i am already panda!!! make up will make it worse!!! and i definitely dont' want to let people see my (ugly times 10 to the power of infinity) face.
i got stage fright if i talk. comfirm will stutter!!
talk to my dance friends about certain things. they also got shocked.sigh, i really want to find a effective way of doing things. could anyone just tell me how...??
my junior went to marine bay adventure camp. then i thought she is going obs. and i said the wrong thing to her. oopsss.....
next week, i am going to do something....interacting more...
cos wat i gathered .....the situation is going to worsen if i not step in...
writtern @7:11 PM