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Hiyo....today i am especially feeling blue....due to a certain matter..Sigh..i am not going to talk about it right now..but later at the end of thissss entry.
Monday
It is basically a school holiday! I can't really remember wat i did, but mostly studying and relaxing at the same time.
Tuesday
At night, i was suprised to recieve a home call from a teacher in my school. I tot he is my ct. But hmmm..same surname but voice is different. my ct doesn't call me thru house phone. Only a while later, then i realised is from the library cca. We called to see whether i was still in Mrl as a cca but i wasn't informed that my cca is arranged to be mrl. I tot all along it was dance. Weird admin. He was saying that due to my secondary school cca was that.. so they picked me there. Hah, how come other people don't have problems, but me?? Hope the matter is cleared by now.
Wednesday
Today is the day that many girls bought school U. I wanted too cos my one too short and can see me looking so fat. But i have no money. That's the catch. So many of them lining up to bought which resulted in most of them not going for cca. In the end, so few ppl. Haha, but good loh..everyone present in the cca got more space to practice instead of being squeezed. I was told to memorise dance steps as in the instructor confirmed know that a lot of people wiill forget the steps. Hmm...i wondering someone is lying or not? So confused. If so, why keep on lying? I was also harmlessly wondering whether wat ppl think of me. Aiya..i not know..
There was a strange incident on the MRT when i was travelling home.There was this middle aged guy who was squatting and lookking like not well on the mrt. Oppsite him, there was this lady who put a whole big bag of stuff on the floor and standing down there. After a while, the guy suddenly reach out and search the lady's bag. At first, i didn't know that the bag wasn't his and was wonderign why he put it so far away. The lady was stunned and looked at him. She quickly gave him a look and took the bags away. The guy sat back to his position and after a while, he gestured sorry. The lady saw a vacant seat so she rushed there to sit. i think that guy was so hungry tat he has deillusions. Probably....who knows?
Thursday
This is generally a bad day. I got my term report which wasn't good as expected. Aiya, my parents won't be happy de. They expect me to get all As one. Somemore, when they came home, their faces were all "black". Oh oh, serious time. Sigh, this regards my brother. In the end, i not even dare to let them sign.
Today we learned long jump. i finallly learnt the technique of long jump. Hah, friends were saying how funny i am. One of them kept on whispering to my ears the sound imitation of crayon xin chan. In the end, kept me laughing.Haha.There were 2 funny incidents. i think my class ppl are quite cute and funny and they kind of mean no harm bah. One girl was telling the guys to clear the rubbish left on the table. One of the guy said to her: " can u come with me?" Haha. Another one was about this guy doing a funny dance. Just can't make me stop laughing.
Friday
This is the saddest day of my week and so unlucky that it is the start of the "holidays". Why make me sad when the holidays are starting? Why make me worry for this class?? I don't know how to say all of this in a nice and good manner.
I know i absolutely have no authority or no right to say this. I know i have a lot of flaws. I know once i say wat i am going to say will make u not like or hate or despise me.But i have to tell all of u this, " How do u feel when u are in her shoes?" I know i have a part in causing today's scenerio and i am really apologetic about it. Do u know that it is very obvious wat happen? I have experienced such situation almost like hers. How does it feel like to have no friends in the class?" I know she may be strange but try to accept her, maybe can't be like a friend, but at least a neutral classmate. I BEG YOU! sIGH,,,i am stuck in the middle again. Just now, i really not know wat should i do. I can't do this, can't do that. U all say that i am too nice le. But really, no friends in the class causes people a really bad and sore feeling. Causing the feeling of having a meaningless life without friends. I tasted before that feeling just last year and i can tell u that it is not a good thing to experience. I can understand how she feels because i feel that too once. I really wanted someone in my class to be my friend and not be so hostile to me. So now, someone is like that,,i try to help them. isn't it a good thing? hope that u all will have nicer attitudes towards her. don't show too obvious...
i didn't meant to say until like that, but it is just that it really worries me.Must understand wat my thinking is.....
Don't know why, i am always stuck in the MIDDLE!!!
*next time, then i say more. i am tired of saying already.*
writtern @4:15 PM
