2 April 2005 9:46sigh..i truly did something bad which is very bad..in the end..i am not sure whether i should trust that person or should i not. The way other people say...i am doubtful. I didn't know it will turn until like that..causing trouble and i am one of those being involved. I kept on thinking about it and worried by it too. A good year being spoilt by this...I think i better hang around with those i know better.Dance dance dance...yeah i like it..no ..love it! My friend offered me a chance to perform with them in the anti-drug dance competition which is next year.I was so pleased that i got asked.hehe..hmm..if i didn't get chosen by the school cos the school instructor is gonna change.then i may join that. I already learn some of the korean street dance steps with shinhwa song..and it is cool. As in..i learn it by myself ,not used for the actual dance competition. I also feel honoured that i got chosen to do some different other steps in SYF. At least, people recognised that i got something special.hehe. I hope SYF will turn out gold..heeI find that geography is better than studying physcis. I feel more motivated to revise to study. hmm.i guess i finally find a nice combi. I feel like i kinda have a good start in studies. Hope i will get exempted for all the subjects..Regarding another thing, sigh,,i keep on thinking back to what happen end of last year. My new friends say directly that it is that. But i not think so. I mean i don't think people will like me lah..so i feel that what they mean is different from what i think it was. How i wish i could find out what is the real reason....i am waiting for their yr bk..but i not know for wat am i going to do with it? Yeah, most ppl will say don't think about it..but how am i not supposed not to think about it. I just want answers. With answers, i am satisfied. "Y did u never say anything...y must u choose that day?i hope u can find me n give me answers. Answers are all i want from u."
writtern @6:38 PM