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Sunday, May 22, 2005
1 May 2005 00:15

Such a long time since i have chatted on the phone with a friend. Miss the old days where i mostly go out after school with my friends and my juniors back in secondary school. Such a long time since i saw them. In just 3 words, i should say that : I MISSED THEM!!

The holidays of Jcs and polys are so different that i couldn't meet and go out with them. Most of my best buddies are in poly and they are so busy too. They have loads of projects to deal with and lots of deadlines, just like every other student. But...at different times. We kept on postponing the dates that we were going to meet. We were all supposed to celebrate both of our birthdays and in the end, we didn't get to meet. Sad...i want to share all our problems together, but yet, we couldn't find time. I worry we will be distant from each other soon. Well, hope not.

After i have stepped into JC life, i think i have not talk much. I think i talk less until i could be nearly equivalent to a "dumb". I remember that last yr OBS, one of my classmates was shocked that i spoke and he finally heard my voice. Hah. This leads me to thinking of a Funny incident--> During camp, the guys were cooking for all of us and one of them ask me: want to eat? so i said yes, then they cooked. After that,i was busy eating. A while later, the guys were looking at me and searching for something. I was puzzled and they started laughing. You know why? They cooked without added the seasonal stuff..all i was eating was just plain noodles and hot water. And i didn't find the taste bland.Haha...I think thru this camp, my classmates thought that i am a total coward. Cos i cried two times and isolated myself away from everyone. I think i feel like a hermit, back then. I felt so alone, cos i don't know anyone in class. Once i have no friends with me, i feel so uncomfy that i want to escape from it. I mostly attempted running away. It is in my nature. I just don't like to socalise. I really fear deep water, heights and death. This camps show how i reacted when i have fear. No one will force me to go OBS camp, never again...i don't want to go...

I couldn't talk more to my jc2 friends cos they are so busy with work. Just feel so empty. Can't even think of things to talk about. My mind is blank. I am getting worser....

*talk more next time*
*to be continued*

writtern @6:49 PM