14 May 2005 12:45
hi...this week was quite a lot of things to say about, i already noted it in my organiser so i kind of remember how the day goes for me...haha, my friends told me that they noticed a trend in me. on mon and tues, i will be blur but on wed and thurs, i will go crazy. hmmm, interesting.
Monday
Today was the day that i got dance practice before the next day. Yeah, i apologised for not being that serious during practice. I didn't mean to, i guess people not like me being too exaggerating. I find it fun to dance with my dance members together again. That's why i started talking and smiling while dancing. Aiya, i think the school always so last minute. Don't even have a combined rehearsal.Didn't even practice on friday, why must it be the day before? We kind of practiced but i have problem due to lack of space. Kind of no energy tat day.
My friend showed me the timetable and the this year promos start very early. Oct instead of Nov. i MUST go up to J2!!!!!!!! Jia you!!! Bu yao luo you!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday
Sigh, too bad i couldn't be excused for pe. I worried i do not have enough energy to dance. 2 performances leh, who won't get tired? I hate makeup and earrings. Aiyo, i looked like a baboon. During the performances, i don't know why people kept on laughing. I guess they not know how to appreciate culture. During the j2 performance, i swinged my hair so happily that i didn't realised my headband was loose. Sigh..so unlucky. Weird, people so easily find out where i am. So obvious?
After tuition class, i don' tknow why i am always happy. He is a terrific teacher.
Wednesday
Feel so sad after election-> don't know wat is the underlying reason
thank my friends for believing that i can be suitable for certain posts, but if i go to have post, i don't think the new ones will be happy. they don't know me well, i think they will forget me very fast. i don't think some people like me. so it is hard for me to do so.
hope life will be okay once they leave.
i got an idea for a souvenier to the j2s. that is to record their voices and put inside a cd. for everyone.
Thurs and Friday
fed up with people who are not serious during lessons or lectures.
hard for me to concentrate like that
this batch loves to have fun..but must have limit mah.
compared to last year batch and this year, i prefer the old one. more serious kind of....
sigh...next time i cannot be so nice liao, help ppl instead not being grateful to me..
i told my friend, next time i won't help liao...
Sat
dinner with my paternal relatives
kept quiet all the time
nothing to say mah
i am already drifting away from my cousins already
becoming strangers for so many years
Sunday
i cut my hair already, feel so light, i miss my hair that is being cut away..
learning how to fold stars for my teacher who is going to leave this school next year
rushing to do my hw due for this week and studying my geography notes especially
can't get in my head for weathering
